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Thursday, December 15, 2016

Chronicle Of Blog Visitor Narrative..

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UNCONTROLLABLE TOHTOH

Good day Stella,I must commend you for the amazing job you are doing.Thank you for this platform.I have always wanted to send this my story but I have been so busy. I decided to make out time today and write to you because this story has to be told.I need to unburden here. Please post on chronicles and don't forget to hide my Email.My story sounds unbelievable but it is true.



Heres my story, I grew up in a very strict family, my parents were staunch Christians and they made sure we were like them. we are three in my family, two girls and a boy. We never missed mass and bible study. 


we all prayed religiously in the house. My nightmare started when my parents travelled for a religious event in another state and sent us to our cousin’s house. I was so happy to go because I wanted a home that was less strict like my family, they were allowed to watch tv,go out to play etc than us and I was 9 years old then and yearned for that kind of freedom.


I had really big cousins that I got along with very well and staying with them was so exciting. During my stay my cousin that was 16 at that time started molesting me, when everybody goes out to play, he would take me to his room and touch me all over, I felt uncomfortable the first time but he assured me that it was cool and that I should promise him that I would never tell a soul, I loved this my cousin and trusted him , I wanted to please him so I agreed not to tell. 


He told me that i would enjoy it that its sweet and its because he loves me. He touched me in ways that aroused me and from touching my vagina and sucking my little breast, he graduated to fingering me before penetrating me. I will never forget the pain I felt that day. it was so painful, he assured me that it would be sweeter the next time that he forgot to use something. The next time he rubbed something on his penis which I didn’t know what it was at the time but now that I am an adult im sure it was Vaseline, sex was less painful. He made sure I enjoyed the sex. With time I stared enjoying the act and longed for his fingering and penetration.


 it was carzy. Nobody suspected anything, he was so smart about it. That was how I was introduced to sex at a very young age by my own cousin. when it was time to go, he was actually crying and I felt he must really love me for him to be crying and I cried as well. After that sexual encounter with my cousin, it was as if I was possessed, all I could think about was sex, I wanted to be fingered badly, I wanted to feel something inside my vagina and I had no one to indulge with except my 12 year old brother, I will never forget the look on his face the day he was sleeping and I climbed his bed, covered our body with duvet and started rubbing his penis, it responded so well and I guided his hand to my vjay and he was shocked, i told him to rub my vjay and I kept rubbing his, that made me feel a little better, though I craved the real deal, but the fingering by my brother was better than nothing.


soon I was admitted to an all girls school in Lagos. I entered school and became an fully fledged lesbian, I initiated a lot of girls and we inserted all sorts in our vagina to feel something in there. i was thinking of sex every time. i was always fingering girls, there was a time I was caught by a senior prefect and was disgraced during assembly but that didn’t stop me,I became more cautious, in fact stella I became a nympho, I was not concentrating in school activities, all I thought of was sex, girl, man, object, anyone was okay with me, I just wanted something inside my vagina. 


I continued with this lifestyle when I managed to enter unilag with Expo of course because I didn’t know jack. i have slept with uncountable men and women, I have done several abortions and contracted lots of diseases because I do mine with reckless abandon. My family knows of my life style and have sent me for numerous deliverance but I still can’t let go of my reckless life style.


 I feel strongly that the animal that molested me as a child transferred demons to me because his life is useless as well, nothing is moving in his life. I had to open to my family about the abuse,my parents are devastated, my mom is a shadow of herself and it hurts me that I am the cause of their condition.


Please dear BVS this story is so real and things are happening, I had to leave out a lot of gory details of my past because if i write am, some of you will not believe it. please I need help, nothing is moving in my life, i am always having sex with people no matter their background,its as if am cursed. Does anyone know a powerful man that can deliver me, even if the person is a native doctor, I don’t mind. Parents please be careful. Thank you Stella.





JESUS CHRIST!!!.....

I would have loved to drop her email address here for direct contact but it is her real names and i cannot expose her....Whaaaat!!!

219 comments:

  1. #tears.... the Lord will heal you sis. Call this number 07039397576.

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  2. I forgot to mention this, poster search for bishop td jakes sermons on YouTube and listen as much as you can. In short fill yourself with the word of God, subdue your flesh also with fasting but the most important is the WORD.

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  3. See how a taboo has deprived u from progressing in life....I cud imagine ur innocent beginning and now all dis ....God help u dear

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  4. Well,I don't think you need deliverance.I feel what you need now is a guidance counsellor.u need therapy.am one anyway so I know what am talking about.u need to channel the fierce energy in you to something else.God help u as u seek answers.

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  5. Pls don't discourage her. She can't stop on her own. Her will is not enough. She needs a higher power and that power is Jesus. Therapy will help too.

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  6. The worst thing is some idiots will come under his comments and type... 'You're so funny you make me laugh' Imbecile!

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  7. I'm so sorry for all that you went through. As you read you may feel overwhelmed by all the advice and suggestions. Don't get discouraged. Instead, start with small but steady steps. You could start with private prayers, confession, Bible Study. Then seek a good church as your spirit leads. Followed by finding a hospital or center where you can get counselling. Just start somewhere Okay. Don't procrastinate. As you do so, God will direct your steps to your complete healing. I wish you the best.

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  8. Poor girl! Your cousin marred you but it can change. Good can change it, if you believe and put your trust in him. You'll come out of this.

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  9. yea,u need to go to the very beginning.that's from where u can get answers.as a guidance counsellor,I think u need an intense session not deliverance.not that I don't believe in that but u have to nip the bud first.thanks as u seek solution

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  10. so sorrry abt wot happened to you. please make very sure you go to pastor Paul Eneche of DUNAMIS CHURCH ABUJA, AREA 1....
    MAKE VERY SURE U GO THERE.. AM 100% SURE YOU WILL BE HEALED.

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  11. so sorrry abt wot happened to you. please make very sure you go to pastor Paul Eneche of DUNAMIS CHURCH ABUJA, AREA 1....
    MAKE VERY SURE U GO THERE.. AM 100% SURE YOU WILL BE HEALED.

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  12. Tell it to GOD
    Ask fr break if any soul tie with the boy and any other sex partners
    Ask for complete deliverance from any pollution and demonic presence in your life.
    Ask HIM to rewire your body and mind to enjoy sex with your husband

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  13. Please see a Psychiatrist fast!

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  14. Controversy reigns supreme when such issues are raised for discussion or analysis. Some people believe not everything has a spiritual undertone, some will contend that it's all superstition and medical or psychological conditions should be treated the orthodox way, bringing spirituality into the mix is perceived as being primitive and ignorant. My belief is, the spiritual realms control the physical realms. What a lot of people don't realise is, there are certain medications that has been known to suppress spiritual or metaphysical interferences on the human body and mind. We live in a mysterious world.

    My darling, my heart bleeds because I can't even imagine what your life will be like but it must be dreadful. Your pains have driven you to such desperation that you don't care where help comes from, but you should because seeking help from the wrong place can compound an already complex issue. I feel you should tackle this from 3 angles, the spiritual, the physical and the medical. They should all go in tandem, don't rule out any of them.

    Sex is as physical as it is spiritual, that's why some demonic rituals involve sex. For instance, some individuals seeking certain benefits like wealth, power, protection, etc, may be told to have sex with lunatics, blood relatives, underaged, elderly etc. Sex involves transference of spirits and soul ties. Your soul has a bit of connection with every single person you've had sex with. Spiritual osmosis and diffusion takes place as well. The stronger entity transfers some demonic spirits to the weaker while the weaker inadvertently transfers positive energy to the stronger. That's why some people seem cursed after a sexual encounter with the wrong person. They start noticing a steady decline in business, health, wealth, even in their temperaments and behavioural patterns.

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  15. Your molestation caused a crack in your spirit, your mind and your body. It is possible that you were already wired to be sexually voracious but the abuse was the tipping point, a catalyst of some sort. Now you have evil spirits fighting your mind and attacking your resolve, your mind is now programmed to be addicted to sex, your body was exposed to the pleasures of sex at such a young age by a blood relative, no less, so it craves sexual pleasures at all costs, regardless of whom or what the provider is. You must combine prayers with reprogramming of your mind with the help of psychologists/ psychiatrics and personal discipline. No matter the team of deliverance ministers on your case, if your mind is damaged, the deliverance sessions will be futile. 

    Honey, you must know that your condition will not change overnight, it's not magic. Not all healings are instantaneous, some take a gradual process. So don't feel battered or defeated if you relapse just when it seems your condition is improving or you can't see improvements fast enough. The important thing is to dust yourself and continue pressing on. That it's a daily battle doesn't mean you aren't getting better, maybe that's why you feel your prayers/ deliverance aren't working. You think after your deliverance, the urges will disappear immediately. It doesn't happen that way in all cases. The key is to keep pressing on till you can control your urges.

    Sex is one of the most pleasurable activities so there's nothing wrong in enjoying sex but it's a problem when the urges control you instead of you controlling them. Prayers and therapy shouldn't make you resent sex, so don't feel they aren't working if you still have sexual desires. Those are only natural desires, it's the compulsion and lack of discrimination in sexual partners that makes the desires unnatural. Get counselling from a true man of God and combine that with counselling from professionals trained to handle sexual additions. You must also do your part by avoiding certain triggers and developing your mind to be disciplined, you have to work on yourself as well. It may take months or years but you will overcome this affliction, just hang in there and never get discouraged if you find yourself going back to old habits. Keep pressing on. May God give you the grace to weather this storm and become the queen He created you to be.

    #e-bearhugs.‎

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  16. Omg!! This is shocking!!!!!

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  17. EMEKA Nwankpa gini if I hear?

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  18. Saw one ugly video sometime ago where a white guy was molesting a little girl. The girl should be like 2 yrs. The way the girl was responding you could tell its not the first time. Its been ongoing.He did all manner of stuffs to the little girl. I really felt like killing the guy. WTH! What happened to all the prostitutes in the streets? I pray that girl doesn't turn out this way.

    Poster my advice to you is accept Jesus as your personal Lord and savior,then go to MFM. Go through one week deliverance by the time you subject your flesh to dry fast and serious prayers all amorous desires will flee. The real reason you will be needing deliverance is to rid yourself of all the spirits you are carrying. Believe it or not when you sleep with people there is a transfer of spirits because you have bonded with them.You will constantly need to feed your soul with the word and flee all appearance of evil.

    If you allow Jesus , He will fix this. I see you become a source of healing to others in this category in the near future. Cheers.

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  19. Poster,i honestly do feel ur pain same thing happened to me but mine is even worst cos it all started when i 16 and lost my mum at that time mine started with my uncle who will say to me unless u dont want to further ur education u will summit to it.now am34 my whole is in shamble no job, no husband, wondering about am right now considering sucide cos the pain and regrets that i feel and go tru each day wont allow my rest.God help me

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