Stella Dimoko Korean Pop Star Jonghyun Reveals The Loneliness And Deep Depression He Suffered In Suicide Note He Left...


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Wednesday, December 20, 2017

Korean Pop Star Jonghyun Reveals The Loneliness And Deep Depression He Suffered In Suicide Note He Left...

A top Korean Pop Star wrote in a suicide note that he was “broken from inside” and “engulfed” by depression, it emerged Tuesday as his death sent shock waves among fans worldwide.

There will be no autopsy conducted on the body of Korean pop star Jonghyun, who died on Monday after he was found unconscious in a rented apartment in Seoul's Gangnam neighbourhood.

The 27-year-old was found lying near a coal briquette burning in a frying pan - a common method of suicide in South Korea. He was transported to a nearby hospital, but later died.

Earlier on Monday, Jonghyun's sister had called the authorities to report the possible suicide of her brother, who was the lead singer of top K-pop group SHINee. He had sent her a text message, which read like a suicide note, police said. 

''I've had a hard time. Please let me go and say that I did a good job. This is my last word'' the note reportedly read.

On Tuesday, Jonghyun's close friend, musician Nain9, released the note on her Instagram account, saying he had asked her to publish it in the event of his death.

''I am broken from inside. The depression that gnawed on me slowly has finally engulfed me entirely'' it said, adding that he couldn't defeat it anymore. 

''I was so alone The act of ending is difficult. I've lived until now because of that difficulty. Please tell me I did a good job, he implored, ending the note with: You've worked hard. You've really gone through a lot. Goodbye'''.

SHINee's agent SM Entertainment, which dominates K-pop and has several other top acts under its wing including Girl's Generation and Super Junior, said Jonghyun's funeral will be held on Thursday.

''Other members of SHINee as well as other artists at our company are all mourning his death amid deep sorrow and shock," it said in a statement. Many other K-pop stars at the firm cancelled public appearances to visit the mourning altar at a Seoul hospital where his body lies, with hundreds of tearful fans also in attendance.

From Channel news Asia


  1. Enter your comment... depression is real oooo have been in that state before it was just God that held me,its well with me

    pls fellow bvs I need a part-time job pls as urgent as possible
    zero seven zero six eight six one two one six one

  2. Nawa o. What is depression because I don't know how it can make someone kill himself? Is it harder than surviving Nigerian failed government? I am trying to understand why it drives people to killing themselves.

    1. My dear pray u don't experience it..
      Depression is real

    2. Nigeria failed government is not up to what depression can do to you.


    1. Mummy Fargo Aka Nakpozie20 December 2017 at 12:12

      Best comment so far.

  4. In 2015, I became jobless. Tried going into business, I was duped of all my savings. Same year, the herdsman looking after my cows disappeared with 7 cows and 11 calf.
    In 2016, I attended and passed 18 interviews but failed all medicals. Same year, I lost 3 of my friend. I also got kicked out of my apartment due to rent ish.
    2017, almost all my household properties I put in care of friends were not unaccountable. The one's they sold nko? Money I no see.
    I haven't gifted my mum a dime in the past two years.
    I became withdrawn from people. Looking awkward and abnormal.
    I was forced to see a psychologist.
    I have attempted suicide twice but each time I saw a flash of my aged mum and wheelchair bound brother.

    Someday, I'll send in my chronicle.

    1. Sorry for all u 've been through. May God continue to strengthen u and cos u to recover all ur losses IJN. PLS GET CLOSER TO GOD

    2. Thank you ma. God is the only reason I've not lost it all.

      I belong to the school of thought that said "If there's life, there's hope".

    3. Mummy Fargo Aka Nakpozie20 December 2017 at 12:17

      Lay all your burdens at the feet of Jesus genuinely, accept Christ and see how the salvation of the Lord do you well.

    4. It is well. Santa should please locate this person. Wish I can reach out

    5. Thank you, Mummy Fargo.
      Him alone is the author and finisher of my faith.

      I had to re-dedicate my life to him few months ago. I have been seeing his faithfulness.

      God bless you ma.

    6. It is well dear. Santa should please reach out to this person. Wish I can reach out to you

    7. Thanks for your concern Greatlady. Jesus is on the wheel.

      There is time for everything on earth. This is just a phase. It will pass.

      Believing God for a job.

  5. Suicide offers an easy way out anti depressants don't.

    1. You re not God so you ve no right to end what you didn't start "Life" . Only God can end life when he chooses to. 😕😕😕
      End your life and face hell for eternity!

    2. You re not God so you ve no right to end what you didn't start "Life" . Only God can end life when he chooses to. 😕😕😕
      End your life and face hell for eternity!

    3. This one will only come out when the post is suicide related. I have a feeling its all for attention,smh

  6. depression is real. forget the make up and smiles you see on people faces.

    i went through a tough breakup recently, the loneliness, sleepless nights are real, my eyes are bloodshot due to lack of rest but my comfort is that i'm a movie addict.

    i still groan and cry within and the pain seem not to go away.

    i'll send in my chronicles when I've gained enough strength.

    everyone you see is fighting their own difficult battle; be nice.
    saw koku's show of love and had teary eyes. I've reached out to people i can so i can also extend my love.

    love you loads Stella.

  7. The depression and eventual suicide is as a result of mindblowing abuse!
    It's common knowledge what Kpop singers are subjected to.
    Beaten, tortured, overworked and their bodies sold to top executives, CEOs, businessmen and just about anyone in the music business.
    A popular Kpop singer who's late (I forget her name) left a suicide note just before she took her life detailing her abuse and the perpetrators.
    The police didn't publish the names of her abusers of course, but only arrested her handler(manager).
    It's a norm in the entertainment industry and it's been happening for decades.
    So sad what these kids are forced to endure because of fame.
    May his soul RIP.

  8. So sad, I hope your soul finally found the peace you craved

  9. I no Pray to see wetin I go make me kill myself ooo, this life sweet well well ooo RIP...

  10. God is forever faithful @anonymous 18.54. Don't give up please. I have also been through hell and back, but you know what?, God has been with me on this journey and I believe he will never leave me.
    In my own case, I'm a single mum of young children residing in obodo oyinbo. Many a time, I can't afford to buy milk. which is about the cheapest thing here. I am educated to masters level but still no job. Been to numerous interviews but get cut off at the last stage. Had to resort to doing dirty jobs just to keep up with bills and feeding. I made a promise to God that I will not steal, beg or prostitute. God has been faithful.
    A lot of friends have tried introducing me to runs, but I remain adamant. They ask why I am wasting my beauty? I will never break my promise to God. God must settle me in Jesus name and you too. Believe!


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