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Thursday, 15 December 2016

Chronicle Of Blog Visitor Narrative..

This Chronicle needs help fast!!!

WHAAAAT!!!




STAND ALONE NARRATIVE

UNCONTROLLABLE TOHTOH

Good day Stella,I must commend you for the amazing job you are doing.Thank you for this platform.I have always wanted to send this my story but I have been so busy. I decided to make out time today and write to you because this story has to be told.I need to unburden here. Please post on chronicles and don't forget to hide my Email.My story sounds unbelievable but it is true.



Heres my story, I grew up in a very strict family, my parents were staunch Christians and they made sure we were like them. we are three in my family, two girls and a boy. We never missed mass and bible study. 


we all prayed religiously in the house. My nightmare started when my parents travelled for a religious event in another state and sent us to our cousin’s house. I was so happy to go because I wanted a home that was less strict like my family, they were allowed to watch tv,go out to play etc than us and I was 9 years old then and yearned for that kind of freedom.


I had really big cousins that I got along with very well and staying with them was so exciting. During my stay my cousin that was 16 at that time started molesting me, when everybody goes out to play, he would take me to his room and touch me all over, I felt uncomfortable the first time but he assured me that it was cool and that I should promise him that I would never tell a soul, I loved this my cousin and trusted him , I wanted to please him so I agreed not to tell. 


He told me that i would enjoy it that its sweet and its because he loves me. He touched me in ways that aroused me and from touching my vagina and sucking my little breast, he graduated to fingering me before penetrating me. I will never forget the pain I felt that day. it was so painful, he assured me that it would be sweeter the next time that he forgot to use something. The next time he rubbed something on his penis which I didn’t know what it was at the time but now that I am an adult im sure it was Vaseline, sex was less painful. He made sure I enjoyed the sex. With time I stared enjoying the act and longed for his fingering and penetration.


 it was carzy. Nobody suspected anything, he was so smart about it. That was how I was introduced to sex at a very young age by my own cousin. when it was time to go, he was actually crying and I felt he must really love me for him to be crying and I cried as well. After that sexual encounter with my cousin, it was as if I was possessed, all I could think about was sex, I wanted to be fingered badly, I wanted to feel something inside my vagina and I had no one to indulge with except my 12 year old brother, I will never forget the look on his face the day he was sleeping and I climbed his bed, covered our body with duvet and started rubbing his penis, it responded so well and I guided his hand to my vjay and he was shocked, i told him to rub my vjay and I kept rubbing his, that made me feel a little better, though I craved the real deal, but the fingering by my brother was better than nothing.


soon I was admitted to an all girls school in Lagos. I entered school and became an fully fledged lesbian, I initiated a lot of girls and we inserted all sorts in our vagina to feel something in there. i was thinking of sex every time. i was always fingering girls, there was a time I was caught by a senior prefect and was disgraced during assembly but that didn’t stop me,I became more cautious, in fact stella I became a nympho, I was not concentrating in school activities, all I thought of was sex, girl, man, object, anyone was okay with me, I just wanted something inside my vagina. 


I continued with this lifestyle when I managed to enter unilag with Expo of course because I didn’t know jack. i have slept with uncountable men and women, I have done several abortions and contracted lots of diseases because I do mine with reckless abandon. My family knows of my life style and have sent me for numerous deliverance but I still can’t let go of my reckless life style.


 I feel strongly that the animal that molested me as a child transferred demons to me because his life is useless as well, nothing is moving in his life. I had to open to my family about the abuse,my parents are devastated, my mom is a shadow of herself and it hurts me that I am the cause of their condition.


Please dear BVS this story is so real and things are happening, I had to leave out a lot of gory details of my past because if i write am, some of you will not believe it. please I need help, nothing is moving in my life, i am always having sex with people no matter their background,its as if am cursed. Does anyone know a powerful man that can deliver me, even if the person is a native doctor, I don’t mind. Parents please be careful. Thank you Stella.





JESUS CHRIST!!!.....

I would have loved to drop her email address here for direct contact but it is her real names and i cannot expose her....Whaaaat!!!

219 comments:

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Anonymous said...

nkanbe story

SANDY NEKY said...

OMGoodness!!!!!!!!!!!Poster, I really really feel for you at the same time confused on what to advice as well. Only God can truly fix this*crying* lemme read comments

STARRY LARRY said...

My dear, this is devil playing with your glory big time. Where's Loveme jeje? This lady seriously need your help, please take her to your daddy in the Lord. That's my humble submission




*Larry was here*

Loveme Jeje said...

Chai this is bad ooo.

You really need serious delivarance. Chai you have the spirit of uncontrollable fucking. You really need the deliverance.

Since you need help, click on my id. I pray that you get free from this.

Your cousin, how is is life... is things moving well for him because both of you have received curse from your una forefathers.

You guys need to break away from that curse that has been placed. You might not know and himself might not know. It has to be broken in Jesus name Amen

Doppelgänger said...

Wow
What churches have your gone to for deliverance and why hasn't none worked? I think your mind too needs go be reneed at least you're not in denial.
First step to recovery is acceptance and that is something you have.
You need go see a counsellor, you're a nympho and while they might be a spiritual side to it I don't totally believe in things like that.
Your story also sounds like you are relishing it with the way you detailed it like you're trying to tell your readers how much you enjoyed those nasty acts and then the one with your brother? Gosh
You need to take God seriously dear. It's not enough to go for deliverance and fold your arms that all is well. You need to make extra effort to stop this life style.
God is a miracle worker but heaven helps those who help themselves.
Please see someone and let the person do a step by step recount and ways to improve for you.
You need to understand that everything that happened is not your fault.

corisande said...

Chineke meee!
*closes my mouth before fly go enter*

I am gobsmacked!

Beloved said...

Ihe ne eme na enu uwa mputara

Audrey said...

I'm speechless. Poster it's a good thing you realise that there is a problem and you are seeking for help. I think you should locate the nearest mfm for strong deliverance.
I also think your parents should take you for counselling session.

xxxTrinityxxx said...

Poster what is happening to you happens to many kids that were molested at a young age.it kind of resets the normal wiring in their heads and they become nymphos and end up abusing other kids as well which is exactly what you did to your brother.I feel sorry for you.you don't need deliverance.you need a shrink.you need a psychologist tk talk to you.someone that you can open up to without feeling judged.if you're abroad you can book an appointment with one easily.opening up will help heal you immensely and stop those demons you are battling cos the demon is your mind.when yiur thinking is set right,things will chhange.behaviours will change.you are your own enemy right now.

I am the queen and the boss of this blog said...

Wow!...
Parents bikonu be careful with whom you leave your kids for!...
Thank God for my business that gives me time to look after my children by my self all through their young age till now!...
Poster,your cousin has initiated you to a marine spirit!...
And you have married a marine husband...I'm sure you have given birth in the marine world too!...
I have seen cases like yours in my church and I have seen people being delivered!...

Chike TEFLON said...

Poster the only thing I can say is that God will deliver you.
Mehn, this is strange.


God fix it

peace maker said...

Poster in other words, you started forking at 9.even as a boy I did mine at 21. U spoiled very early in life.

olaedo said...

Speechless! I don't know what to say honestly.
How determined are you to stop this? Because I know that sex its a thing of the mind.
I wish you the best.

Kaycee Blinqs said...

Wish I can reach this poster. I just heard that our 4 year old neighbour was raped by 3 boys including her brother. All the parents asked after was 20 000 and provision for the girl. Ignorance is terrible!. Lemme reach home this Xmas godi!.... poster u need to rediscover yourself. Everything has a solution and you r no difference. Find God asap before u go 6ft. Please.... someone I know had a worse history and she's happily married now with kids. She speaks in church now. Find help Pls!.

OLORI said...

Blood of Jesus!!! This is a serious case ooo...pls kindly help this lady oit. ..lovemejeje and co pls help her!!!

Uniq Gem said...

Lord of mercy. This is so saddening.

Please take this e-hugs💆💆💆💆 before help comes.

I feel so badly for you. May God in his infinite mercy heal you in and out.

Never fail to go on your knees before your maker daily. He answers sincere prayers.

Anonymous said...

Hmmmmm, I know of a family friend's family friend's daughter who sleeps wt her brother. To think they are also staunch Christians too. No earrings n make up o. She attended St Louis like me. But don't think she's a lesbian. Nkan be.

Anonymous said...

Hmmmmm, I know of a family friend's family friend's daughter who sleeps wt her brother. To think they are also staunch Christians too. No earrings n make up o. She attended St Louis like me. But don't think she's a lesbian. Nkan be.

amanda favour said...

Biko go to MFM fast

Anonymous said...

I do empathize with you. I don't know a "powerful man" but I know a powerful God; Jesus. The problem is that your flesh had been primed to love sex. Lust is one of the acts of the sinful nature. Just as you began, you will end it. Begin to fast; like 6-12, 6-3pm, 6-6pm, fruit fasts; all manner of it. You will see that with time, you will beat your flesh under you (your spirit) so that you will begin to exercise willful control over your "dirty desires" see Galatians five; all of it not just sex.
While you do that, meditate on the holy scriptures; especially the New Testament. You will find solace in the teachings of Christ. Good wishes beloved lady.

Candy YumYum (MIND SO MILITARY) said...

you will end up fucking pastors during deliverance if care is not taken.

i really pity you, if i have a baby girl, i will protect her with my last blood, so help me God.

The Sexy Queen of Queens. said...

I know of a trado-herbal man that can do it but it will cost a lot cos of the materials he will need to buy because it is a spirit that is controlling you.
Or go to scoan for deliverance.

Loveme Jeje said...

I hear say MMM don run go Kenya ooo with 40% interest oooo. Be like say the MMM no want to come back to Nija again ooo.

Mogbe moya for people oooo

DonMayor said...

God fix this. Your pussy go don scatter. 😫😫😫

Isaacson said...

Jesus take d wheel is all I can say

Candy YumYum (MIND SO MILITARY) said...

if God give me a baby girl, all those nonsense brother/uncle that likes calling lil girs 'my wife' better try it with my daughter or i will shoot you!

amanda favour said...

JESUS!!!!
4year old girl!
And all they could demand is provisions and 20k?
So they couldn't arrest those peverts?
Sue them?
Some parents though!

ZIONA said...

Awww, this is so sad. U are a sex addict and u should be treated proffesional.I did not see anything about seeing an addiction specialist.
It pains me ur innocence was stolen, abuse usually has two effects,it's either u hate men and sex or become a sex addict, and keep praying to God.

Anonymous said...

I have been there. Girl just begin to fast as much as you can and study God's word. If you don't fast, you will not be able to concentrate on God's Word. But the moment you begin, you will concentrate. You will find this desire give you up. It is real, it happened to me. Going from one "strong man" to another will lead to more molestation and more pain.

ANGELRAY4SDK said...

Blood of Solomon hian,ur problem is a very difficult one oh, and finding a solution won't be easy, am speechless.

Becky Divine said...

Ewooooo
That cousin of yours is evil and i'm very happy karma is dealing with him now!

Dear i'm sorry for all you've been through and I really wish there's anything i can do to help you out...like i wish there's a cure i can name right now that'll heal you! I'm sorry there's none

You have only one person to run to, that's JESUS!!! You need fully give your life to him entirely! Shed that rag of darkness you've been wearing for long and put on a cloth of glory! I know it will be hard but try your hardest to forgive that cousin of yours.

Confront him if need be and bare your mind to him. Tell him anything that's been a burden in your heart cos of what he did to you! Cuss him out! Cry for him! Spit on him! Slap him sef! Do anything that you feel will free your heart...then forgive him! By forgiving him you've set yourself free

Then seek for counselling! Go see a good shrink! Fast and pray over this problem! Cry to God and I believe he will listen to you! Beg for God's forgiveness and give your life to him and you will be Free! It's all in your mind darling, you need to change your mindset and convince yourself that you can indeed resist that temptation when it comes! Don't relent until you get your miracle! And have faith

My prayers are with you! Good luck

peace maker said...

Excuse me poster, a 9 years old child knows that sex is bad for her. So don't pretend that you don't know what you were doing. Ur first step to healing is taking responsibility for ur waywardness at even a young age.

Trey Mama said...

Wow!!!
I've got nothing... *dumbfounded*

Oluyori Florence said...

God have mercy,poster since you have identified that you have a problem and need help,that's the beginning of you deliverance.Get to a believing gathering that are strong in prayer,fasting and deliverance and the lord will deliver you.parents needs to be free with their kid all this strictness distance children from their parents,mothers make your daughters your best friend its very necessary, make her so close to u that when u gist she wnt know when she will tell u thinks.parent also learn to correct with love.the age we are in we need to trend with wisdom.

SD2016 said...

This story is very disturbing. The first step to a solution is admitting u have a problem and you have done that.
Next is seeking profession help in form of psycho-therapy. I wish Nigeria had institutions that specialise in treating addictions. You can try this website for psychological help: www.betterhelp.com

Alternatively, u can make a conscious effort to channel ur mind away from sex or things that arouse u.it won't be easy at all but u can do it, develop positive new hobbies and skills and indulge in them.
Last but not least you need the special grace of God, join anonymous prayer groups online while u continue to pray for urself on ground. Stay blessed dearie..

Candy YumYum (MIND SO MILITARY) said...

@poster, i think you are kinda razz too, if not why are u using your jajaina in a dirty way? something you satisfy classy people and you will make madt money pending when u will be delivered.

ICE SOUL said...

This is serious. Have you talked To God? Hope you find help.

amanda favour said...

Mechie onu gi!!!

Anonymous said...

mouth opened...thankGod God is not dead....there is hope...wish it came earlier would have adviced you attended the shiloh program....well.dear poster please i will advice you attend a deliverance session from any powerful church...opm ....moutain of fires...winners.....reedeem.....synagoe church.....salvation ministries...seek to meet the direct pastor one on one and confide in them...trust me

STAY AT HOME DAUGHTER said...

Wow!!

This is serious. Poster truly you need to be delivered another beautiful thing is you can do this deliverance yourself yes it's possible.

Firstly you need salvation I mean true acceptance of Jesus. Secondly you need to know the word of God for yourself, thirdly you need the Holy Spirit as your best friend, the fourth is you using the word to cast out the demons trust me they will flee the minute your prayer life improves they can't stand a body they carries God's spirit. And then another thing is your confessions about yourself, your life, your body and everything you. The minute you become light darkness will flee.

But if you think that's hard which I know it's not you can go to any deliverance pastor to set you free and once you are free let the church be your second home else those spirits will come back angrier to destroy you if you fall off again. Your case is highly spiritual.

May God's spirit lead you right.

Anonymous said...

Only God can cure you ,but i know of a female pastor that God will use to sort your issues. Dont know how to connect you.

Blackberry said...

The trado man will just give her doggy style.

radiant D said...

Amen. Pls help her dear.

Adibuah Felix said...

You don't need no Pastor or Religious leader. You have to want it, really want to stop it. That time hasn't come yet cos from your write up, you are rehashing and relishing the events in your head.

That time will come eventually and when it does you'll stop on your own.

Bianca BRUNO said...

Poster listen to Doppelganger

Lilly simple said...

Wowooooooooooooo
Posted listen to Doppel advice in advance
Lol
I don't even know if cutting of d clitt *lol* is better than leaving it
Guess that's d cuser of Akuna kuna

Blackberry said...

Her mind set is fucked up, deliverance won't work, u need a therapist, but be careful before they mount you from behind also, your mind babe, work on your mind before you sink!
HIV is real.

Atheist ™ said...

Stella, your heading tho.... Lol.
This reminded me of Mercy johnsons movie, Ibu was her dad & she had uncontrollabe urge to fuck anythg, from Aboki to random guys, even the pastor they took her to for deliverance, she wanted to collect him, there r real life cases, i don't doubt u.
Serious sex therapist can really be of help, they will be able to help you control your desires & teach u how to divert that energy, just as thre are medical conditions that include an increased sex drive as a side effect, For instance, the increased libido as an effect of hyper-adrenalism can be tamed by taking corticosteroids, epinephrine or other drugs, but ur hormonal imbalances ws messed up at an early age, you can still get help. One of the best supplements you can take is Provestra, talk to a doctor/fuck therapist, oops, sex therapist... No be everythg be deliverance or devil, nigerians sha.

Oluyori Florence said...

Thank you Bipolar me.got to recharge.God bless ur pocket more.

Anonymous said...

She'll definitely molest kids.

Bianca BRUNO said...

Lol na mmm concern you. No advice for the poster ?

radiant D said...

All she need is solution. So stop being mean.

radiant D said...

All she need is solution. So stop being mean.

Doppelgänger said...

*your mind needs to be renewed.

peace maker said...

Since you are a nympho wey loves sex so much and never get enough , I for say make Stella connect me and you but you hv been forking too many men over many years, ur toto go done lose it's elasticity. I for say make me and u do am, Na you go run for ur life. U go beg me to dey follow u small small .

Anonymous said...

Hmmmmm just like me dat was molested at 10_13 by our young male neigbour. Den he will be touching my small breast and using his dick to rub my vigina.hmmmm i enjoyed every bit of it den, i even had orgasm. But see me now no orgasm no nothing my vagina just dey dere.though i get wet atimes but i dnt orgasm, its bn a concern o becos am married and my husband doesnt knw abt it

Anonymous said...

Hopefully the poster reads this.

You dont need prayers.

What happened was you were introduced into sexual activities before you could develop your personal discipline and self constraint. That was just the problem.

As a result,you have no way of restraining yourself from indulging. That is why it pains me when people(feminists) turn a blind eye to sexual abuse on the boy child at the hands of females or males.

Personally, i was molested by my teachers when i was below 12 and as a result, i used to have thesame cravings as you.

The solution is rehab.

I used books and youtube videos to rehabilitate myself and it is getting better.

Trust me, rehab is the way.

oghenejabor obi said...

Speechless,is How dis chronicle makes me feel but I'm glad u ve taken d first step to healing and dats admitting u ve a problem. I pray God heals u.

Mrs.R SDK blog Official BFF said...

A lot of people were molested as kids and they in turn started molesting others.

You have to surrender yourself to God first before any man of God can support you with prayers. You have been initiated, is a spell of was cast on you by your evil cousin.

I don't know any man of God, so, I can't direct you to any particular church! But, i'll advice you fast and pray against every wayward spirit. You need to break the yoke.
May God deliver you.

Kaycee Blinqs said...

Lols @ Marine husband. Does that stuff really exist?

Anonymous said...

She needs deliverance. Serious one. Mind ke. What posses the mind if not evil spirits.

bossboss said...

This is terrible. I can imagine what your pussy looks like already.
I strongly believe your case is a spiritual problem and needs to be tackled spiritually. Right now, i can't even think of any spiritual leader that can help in curing you of this ailment that will not have the urge of digging it with you. Who knows if you won't molest the Prophet.
I feel really sorry for u. My advice is, make a conscious effort to take your mind off sex and engage in something productive.
Also, ensure you are in the company of your family and friends for the most part of your time

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Baba God help your daughter!

Atheist ™ said...

English pls, we gained independence since 1960 frm british guys. Lol

Jemima John said...

Sweetie, you need psychological evaluation, talk to a psychologist or psychiatrist. Maybe they can place you on meds or some kind of therapy. And trying doing something, keep yourself busy with a job or handwork it would help take your mind off it. You might want to travel out to seek professional help. And above all pray, always talk to God tell him how you feel and how you want to feel.

Anonymous said...

End time comments

Oluyori Florence said...

Haha no need for d judgement,the poster already know she's in a deep mess already.kindly advice her rather than remind her more abt her ordeal

peace maker said...

Ur problem is that u grew up ,u hv been giving ur toto to weak yeye men to gbensh. You never meet a man wey pass ur power,a man wey go humble u in bed

xceptionalchild said...

poster,am sorry about your plight..you need to build up ur faith first because this is going to be a tough battle but the good news is that victoy is assured.first,i;d urge you to come to God the father.believe that he is able and will deliver you.the bible says that who the Son of man has set free is free indeed Jn 8:36.read 2nd cor 5:17,rom 6:6,rom 7:15 to the end,2nd cor10:4-7.read this scripture daily,memorise it,cite it like a mantra till u believe it..i know God will set u free.
for counselling,i will recommend Dr steph of HILLTOP INTERNATIONAL CHRISTAIN CENTRE RUMUKALAGOR OFF ELEKAHIA WATERLINS LINK ROAD PORTHARCOURT. it is well with u dear.

Mrs.R SDK blog Official BFF said...

Yes, she should be careful with all those fake pastors; because, they might even deposit more evil spirit in her.

Female children are not the only victims of sexual molestation. A lot of male child are being molested daily too. You have to watch out for both sex.

Emmanuella Marshall said...

God take control, just go before her nd do ur miracle.. Amen

Atheist ™ said...

Hahahha...

Anonymous said...

Eeyaaa. Go for deliverance.

Anonymous said...

Please, how do I use cytotec. Please it's urgent. Stella abeg post.

Mrs I said...

I pray help locate u in Jesus name.I believe by bringing your problem hear it is half solved.

Mrs I said...

I pray help locate u in Jesus name.I believe by bringing your problem hear it is half solved if not completely solved.

temmy yemmy said...

Ah!!! This is beyond any human power ooo, my dear ur first step is to accept JESUS as ur lord and saviour with d whole of ur heart,then u dedicate urself to reading d bible all d time.
I believe by doing this ur spirit will be refined then u can go for proper deliverance.

@Tee_y

Anonymous said...

I read your story, I won't judge you. I was also molested by an older cousin my mum kid brother when I was 7 years old. I didn't know it was a bad act until my mum found out when she was bathing me. It was an epic beating that I will never forget. All her family members got to know about the incident. Growing up I ran away from guys,i didn't allow the incident ruin me unfortunately again I was later drugged and raped as an adult too by my first boyfriend.these two incidents did not mess up my life. I feel it's more of your determination than focusing on the spiritual aspect of it.
For now avoid reading novels that are full of immorality, avoid movies that have sexual content. Read your Bible, pray and fast.since you are bisexual from your content try to avoid being in seclusion with anyone you have sexual fantasies of.let go of any sex toys you have. Take charge of your life!Never let your past make your future a failure!

Souljagurl said...

Wow! Your story is heartbreaking. I pray you are able to find the help you truly need IJN. Amen. I'll silently say a prayer for you as well.

Tessbaby said...

May God almighty see u tru.

Empress CHO said...

You are fixable thankfully!
You are on the path of healing and opening up to your family is the biggest step here.
Try to forget about their reaction about your revelation, you will be guilted up and be further helpless.
Fact is Nigerian families until recently raised children wih rose coloured glasses, never giving proper sex education, caging their assertive kids, refusing to bond properly with their kids enough to have such cases like this prevented or at least fixed before it gets longterm and the worst of all...Shipping their kids to boarding schools where we can now see the effects, a crazy explosion in homosexuality and other vices.
So if they want to shrink amd be a shadow of themselves...their headache!
It's simply consequences of halfbaked parenting, they are still not reacting properly.
So pls, dont stress or blame them much, they didn't know better.
However, your ability to heal and go beyond this will be key to their "closure".

Now you!!!
I absolutely do not blame you at all.
A 9yr old girl, what do you know... my type will burn down a village probably at that age at the first peck but only coz i was a grown up kid, but your strict background mught have killed your curiousity to the point where you couldn't know enough to assert yourself and kill this on time.
Like i said, you have no blame at all in this.

Now you know the problem, it is time for solution.
Let me beg you now, DO NOT go looking for it in the hand of prophets and pastors, So many walk with questionable powers. Half will sleep with you and your hope will be further shattered.
That hope is essential for your healing, don't dash it now.

First of all, you and your family MUST unburden this sick secret, kill the aura of foundational curse before it takes root.
Even intraditional settings, incestual relationships call for family interventions and modalities are made to break it.
Do not think for one second, this is not going to work here.
Your parents need to call your cousin and his own parents, and let it out.
Get involved on a mutual pact to break it, i didn't say that archaic goat-ear eating or parafing naked.
Some whiskey on the ground by the eldest christian kinsman and mutual prayers and fasting will do.
Do not allow paganic interventions here, you need freedom not temporary relief.

Anonymous said...

As a psychologist early initiation into sex will always result in sexual dysfunction as an adult. The person could be a nymphomaniac or become totally averse to sex. It's only in rare cases they have a normal sex life as adults. Also, the first sexual experiences be it lesbianism or homosexualism never truly leaves the victims. They may very well go into heterogeneous relationships but that experience will never go away. They may very well abhor the act but crave it nonetheless making victims to become abusers themselves.

SteffySoFynSoFlySoJUICY said...

Lord have mercy.







*grabs cucumber*

Anonymous said...

As a psychologist early initiation into sex will always result in sexual dysfunction as an adult. The person could be a nymphomaniac or become totally averse to sex. It's only in rare cases they have a normal sex life as adults. Also, the first sexual experiences be it lesbianism or homosexualism never truly leaves the victims. They may very well go into heterogeneous relationships but that experience will never go away. They may very well abhor the act but crave it nonetheless making victims to become abusers themselves. It's a purely psychological issue you don't need an herbalist. Get a good psychologist and talk through the deeply buried underlying issues and you will be fine.

Omasiri said...

Headache o. Jeez! See chronicle. I almost puked while reading this esp when you got to the part of your brother. There's a reason why we have a will. Nothing is stronger than the human will n mind. Purge yourself first from within of the thoughts and actions. Try and control yourself. See a shrink for guidance and counselling,then go deliverance.

Anonymous said...

That ur church where people doe every year to appease the demons ur daddy in the lord is worshipping. And back to sender whatever u come back to write as a reply LOL

Anonymous said...

Witches and wizards on Sdk doing initiation

Anonymous said...

Your a crazy mumu. You no for spoil at all. Ode!

Ammy Bee said...

Anyone that can help her shld contact Stella. I hope she isnt taken advantage of. This is so sad.

finest said...

She needs deliverance, then afterwards see a psychologist.
Its well dear.I was molested too,but thank God I didn't turn out this way...parents should be watchful of their babies
#ineedamiracleGod

She-who-must-not-be-named said...

You're always on point Queen. Everything you said here makes sense.

Spidex said...

Nnaehh God save us

Uniq Gem said...

Don be nice nau.

Ammy Bee said...

Mumu talk. When your child finds herself in such a situation,I hope this is the rubbish you wld be vomiting.

STARRY LARRY said...

Thanks for not letting me down, I trust you bajebaje




*Larry was here*

Bunny PJ said...

Wow! This is really bad, if you are in Port Harcourt you can attend OPM. Also pray on your own.

Loveme Jeje said...

Candy yum yum see your name self

Broomstick said...

Dear poster, connect with Pastor Ezekiel Atang. He's based in Uyo but you can send him a message on Facebook. He has so many books about masturbation and sex. He's not the judgmental type of MOG. Deliverance alone won't suffice. Google the man and I'm guessing you'll discover ways you can reach out.

viva ciara said...

Poster may God help you.
So sorry about your situation.

Anonymous said...

You need to talk to someone that can help you. Get in touch with Praise Fowowe who you used to be a sex addict like you or Leke Alder. They will be able to help you get out of this. You might not need "deliverance" just therapy because you are a deeply troubled young woman. I pray you get the help you need.

Jasmine said...

20k and provision for a 4 year old? They forgot the fact that she was raped?

Poverty na bastard

Jasmine said...

Not just the girls, even the boys.

How I hate one sex boarding house!!!

Officer Chasis said...

Poster i suggest what you need is therapy & guidance from a sex therapist like praise fowowe. you can check him up on his social media platforms to get in touch with him.

As far as you have opened up to your problem, its a good start for your recovery. I pray that every demonic influence in your life will be broken In Jesus name. It's well

Anonymous said...

Christ came to set the captives free and this he did.... If you believe say "because Jesus Christ has set me free I am not a sex freak"(truth)... Say it until your mind becomes renewed and even at that don't stop saying it. Pray in tongues (spirit) before you do this.

For the time has come and now is when the true worshipers of God will worship the Father in spirit and in truth.

God bless you.

Candy YumYum (MIND SO MILITARY) said...

ya right mrs R. boys are victims too, example is that of this movie by kunle afolayan 'october first'

Candy YumYum (MIND SO MILITARY) said...

*girls
*better not try it

Doris Dibua said...

Dear Poster, kindly contact DIVINE MAJESTY WORSHIP MINISTRY.IF YOU ARE IN LAGOS,THEY HAVE A BRANCH AT ijesha and also all over Nigeria.

you need help asap. Also pray and fast on your own...try to cleanse your heart from impurity. Commence by seeking for forgiveness and read psalm 51 daily.

Empress CHO said...

You and your family...never you alone, will need a psychiatrist.
Demystify this problem by talking more about it and actively working on it.
You all can't just sit there and wish it all away...No, it has happened, and you will only be subdued by it if you allow it.

Now, you need to work on your mind seriously.
From your story, you are beginnning to spiritualize things needlessly.
Your cousin's abuse and your situation is not the reason why things do not seem to be moving with you guys...disabuse that shallow notion from your mind now. There are rapists and killers who are doing well and some whose life will give fanatical christians eternal orgasm, same for good people who are progressing and some floundering.It is too early to dangle karma and what not in this.
Do not make this situation so powerful to attribute your direction in life to it...please don't!
And please, you do not have a spiritual husband, that is cheap religious 419.

Now listen, bad habits are increasingly strengthened as you indulge in them.
Scoff at this all you want, your challenge is not so far from those of alcoholics, cigarrete addicts and chronic masturbators. It's hard, it's messed up, but it can be overpowered.
Christ died and the curtains of the temple tore so you do not need a middle-man to reach your creator.
God loves you, he wants to heal you, to protect you, to give you rest, to cleanse you and make you stronger than your pain, to give your life a purpose, if you let him.
Strangely, i got the vibes you will be a successful wiman who will lead a powerful foundation that will give succour to abused children, go to schools and give the appropriate form of sex education to kids, all these while reading your story.
Imagine what is out there for you according to God's plan.
You need to block your ears from the satanic whisper that seeks to drain your hope before you get started okay.

Bad habits need resources, yours being your time and those negative thoughts.
Clip those resources and you will find your first bust of power over this ish.
Forgive yourself, forgive your cousin.
Kill the guilt about what happened in the PAST especially when you involved your brother.
Get committed to God, your faith will help tremendously.
Get hold of your bible and study, you need the words ingrained in your heart to be called up as weapons when the temptation arises.
Get busy, learn a skill, go out often, find other hobbies, you need to channel that energy that prompts the action and thoughts. Remove triggers like romance novels, songs with lewd lyrics and total idle moments. Whenever the thoughts enter your head, get up immediately and find a safe space.
Do not sit and let it grow, till you are to powerless to do otherwise.
Your safe space could be a crowd of people, some good friends, a stroll to the blessed sacrament of a catholic church. If you have nothing to do, make a habit of strolling there every morning lie down there and pray out your heart. You will be shocked at the changes.
Recite the Lord's prayer at every spare moment in your heart, it is a complete prayer. Be your own prayer warrior, fast and pray. Get good devotionals. I like Our daily manna, read those 400 plusnprayers in front and follow the yearly bible plan.
Join a group, volunteer if you wish, dress properly, wear a cheerful disposition...your parents will reach out to you once they see you are healing, they fear they have failed you.

If you fail while you do all these, get up and start all over again...no shame here all right. There are many things i want to say to you, look up my email on my i.d. i want to chat you up and feed that hope. I'm kinda pressed for time. You do take care now. Goodluck!

Lora said...

Kindly help me pick my jaw from the ground...what?!!
Speechless

Kaycee Blinqs said...

I just de cry on d girls behalf. The worst is its bn going on for months!. Too bad

Anonymous said...

Don't use with water, just place inside ur cheek, 4tabs. Google is ur friend.

Anonymous said...

Wow! I feel so sorry for you.Your deliverance will come in Jesus Name.

I was also molested at the age of 8, i was bigger than most of my mates, hence i developed faster. Our neighbour molested me although he didnt have a full penetration cus i shouted it was painful. After that encounter, i began to desire sex and eventually resorted to masturbation. I dont know how it happened but from that age, without any real sexual penetration, I started masturbating. At first i didnt experience the height of pleasure but as time went on i had full orgasm, what i am saying is, i had orgasm at the age of 8 or 9. Since then i had always masturbated to reach orgasm. Now, I am a changed person and getting closer to God and i belive my deliverance will also be total in Jesus name. In my moment of hopelessly, i cried to God that at the age i knew nothing was when i was molested and i am still suffering the result. Parents watch your girl child!

Kaycee Blinqs said...

Gbam. The change starts with u!

Anonymous said...

be careful where you send ur kids to. my kids o, no go go any cousin house. we visit and leave togeda. i cant shout. madam go MFM

Chiela said...

OMG 😯. I don't know wat to say bt u really need help. Native doctor will nt help u ooo, it will only add to your problem. Wish u all the best.

Flourish said...

U are a big fool.
Idiot

Blossom said...

Poster,you need deliverance and afterwards counselling. There is nothing too difficult for God to do.

Maybe you should go to Synagogue church of all nations to start with. I'm praying with you that God almighty delivers you and set you free indeed. *hugs*

Patience Nwabueze said...

Dear Lord¡!!!!!¡ I really am dumbfounded, wow! Poster, I pray you find help. Will read comments

Flourish said...

I still u are a big fool.
Idiot.
Dis is very sensitive but see ur comment
I no blame u sha. Ode

Scarlett said...

When next the urge comes, use ice cold water to wash your Vagina.

You don't need deliverance, you need help.

Buggie said...

Mama Nnuku,u used to be very humble.Nowadays,ur senseless comments gets to me.Pls if u do not have any thing nice to say but shut the hell up.This is somebody's reality please.

Buggie said...

Mama Nnuku,u used to be very humble.Nowadays,ur senseless comments gets to me.Pls if u do not have any thing nice to say but shut the hell up.This is somebody's reality please.

Miz endowed said...

Go and register urself on sunday in any branch MOUNTAIN OF FIRE AND MIRACLE MINISTRY,and start deliverance immediately is only God that can help you in these case,if you choose to go to any native doctor i just pity you becos you just want to increase your problem,As ur reading these just get on your knees and begin to ask God for His mercy,p ray like your life depends on it,pray like a mad person,pray like jacob did be angry in the spirit,ask for forgiveness,praise Him,and them begin to break to urself loose From these curse and bondage.My God will surely answer your prayers.

Anonymous said...

Go and study the bible with Jehovah's witnesses, it will help to some an extent as long as you are willing to stop and change your act.

charitybino said...

This is serious

BLUNT said...

Miss poster,Sorry about what happened to you. Your early introduction to the adult world of sex brought about your indiscriminate sexual activities. You were physically molested as a child and introduced to the "sweet"world of sex as a minor. Too bad. Your problem is physical and psychological. You need a professional therapist. A therapist will carefully guide you back to normal behavior. But whatever you do, nobody should take you to "deliverance" or to "babalawo" like you said. It will only aggravate the situation. You will end up being exploited and extorted by a "pastor" or native doctor. It is purely a physical and psychological stuff. Don't follow any advice here that tells you to go to "shiloh" or the other mad house called SCOAN. Visit a professional therapist. I wish you well.

Imu Wiya said...

Peacemaker, so judging her is the best you could do?

Imu Wiya said...

It seems those parents have mental issues I think. Provisions & a measly 20k? Chai.....

Anonymous said...

U r just a fool James. May ur 9yr old daughter be f*ucked by her cousins cos "she knows Sex is bad "

I was molested as a child, I feel like killing my cousin time I see him! I hope I won't one day

peace maker said...

That's the major problem with we Africans. This is why we r very backward.We hardly admit our own,mistakes, failings and inadequacy. We will rather blame it on someone or something the usual suspect is always some invincible beings or mean spirits from outer space.
@Poster,start by admitting that you hv living an unholy life all ur life and decide to change by urself. Stop blaming anyone.

Anonymous said...

It's a heartbreaking story.you need to see a psychologist and prayers and fasting

Anonymous said...

What's the difference between ur comment and that of James aka peacemaker?

Women are women's biggest problem. This statement shouldn't come from u. words are powerful and it hurts. Poster already have a problem and seeks solution not condemnation or judgement.

If u can't contribute meaningfully, it's better to keep quiet. U mustn't comment all the time.

Anonymous said...

She needs deliverance. in my case it was the opposite. I could not really trust any man enough to want to marry and so once a man play funny, I'm gone. I actually run when I'm proposed to and I felt nothing towards women but I still had to go through deliverance cos I couldn't get married. I had to break my level of independence a bit so I could try looking up to a man a little. we had a family deliverance a few weeks ago and now things are looking up. in as much as the poster needs a shrink, she also need deliverance. thereally are still powerful and truthful men of God out there even though they are hard to find.

Anonymous said...

Peacemaker, you are the biggest fool. Don't bring curses on yourself. A person is still a child and minor till 18yrs. She was just 9yrs and definitely not responsible

Anonymous said...

Grow up

Anonymous said...

Nnuku, you are extremely silly for this comment. She is an abused person

Iphie dearie said...

Poster you are not a write off.
You will be fine.. search for the truth in the Bible,make psalms your new song of victory.
Speak to a therapist,we have a lot of them in Lagos.
Lastly,be careful about people that might reach out to you from here.
Unfortunately some might be wolves in sheep clothing,looking to take from you through pastoral services or even to take you down that path again.

Forget glossy Monikers,dangerous people lurk behind them to feed on the vulnerable. Please be careful.

Esther Mgbolu said...

Odeh ni ye

Anonymous said...

Doppelgänger is bae...I'm a big fan

Princess Iyabeji said...

Jesus fix this.

TRIUMPHANT ZION said...

At this point honey,you don't need deliverance from any pastor,you need Jesus Christ in your life. It is only then can you receive strength to totally reject this evil from your spirit and sack it out of your life.
No matter the deliverance you are subjected to,it might keep coming back.Give your to Christ today wholeheartedly,forsake every other way,read your bible,get baptised in the spirit for this battle is now battle in the spirit,How???
You enjoy whatever that is happening,you know it is wrong but you cannot stop because deep down your soul,you enjoy it and your body longs for it,and that is why you need Jesus to help you get over what you feel. No pastor or any man can help you at this level,the much they can do is to pray for you to be saved and help you in prayers but this battle you will have to fight yourself with Jesus as your strength.
Start with that inner part of you that enjoys this whole thing and teach it to understand that whatever you are feeling is wrong and that it is also a sin,discipline your body to obey the word of God and not what it wants to feel,all these you can do by reading the word of God and praying more in the spirit.
You need to be very dedicated and committed if you must achieve your goal. It might take time too but you will overcome. Ask for grace to persevere and remember it will end well.

Anonymous said...

Queen pls why dat your church na only marine spirit dey worry them? It's just a question oh.

Poster back to you, 1st and foremost you have to accept Jesus Christ as your lord and saviour. Then you have to surrender totally to him, before any form of deliverance Can work for you. Don't know of any church but will say MFM. Good luck.

Anonymous said...

Even if they get to the police, they will advise them to not sue because it's going to expose and tarnish her future. Ignorance! It's so sad how parents unknowingly destroy their own kids.

MrsBee

Anonymous said...

If we introduce you to babalawo u go still fuck am too ,so pls continu sex is sweet . I'm worse than you sef .

Anonymous said...

The rate of boy molestation is increasing by day, the Arab countries molestation is 90% of boys!! Parents should sit up, balance life with kids and be friends with their kids.

MrsBee

Becky Divine said...

Good one
I bless God for you

Anonymous said...

DEAR POSTER, I WAS ONCE LIKE YOU. HOW DID I GET OUT OF MY SITUATION AND TURN MY LIFE AROUND? 1) YOU NEED TO RE- PROGRAM YOUR MIND AWAY FROM SEX. WHEN THE URGE FOR SEX COMES, FIND A DISTRACTION. 2) CONFESS YOUR SINS TO JESUS CHRIST, ASK HIM TO FORGIVE YOU, FILL YOU WITH HIS HOLY SPIRIT AND HELP YOU LIVE A GOOD LIFE 3) CHANGE YOUR FRIENDS 4) ATTEND A GOOD CHURCH. I ATTEND WINNERS CHAPEL OTA, I DID THE BIBLE SCHOOL ( WOFBI) AND JOINED A SERVICE UNIT. THE ABOVE ARE THE THINGS I DID AND I'M HAVING A GOOD TIME IN MY WALK WITH GOD. TRY IT DEAR, AND YOU'LL BE FINE. YOU CAN. FINALLY, AVOID PORNOGRAPHY AT ALL COSTS. STAY BLESSED

GALORE said...

Wow


Jesus loves you...This is really disheartening.



Why not try Mountain of Fire and Miracles..I mean their head quarters at Lagos express way...And please request to see @Pastor Olukoya himself.

Parents and guidance,please be careful with sending your children for holiday

I have heard alot..No time to share.


It is well with you Poster



@Galore

sunny Comfort said...

Poster may God provide a way out for you in Jesus name.. Don't leave the work for pastor alone you need to be ready to work on yourself too to be better.. It happened to my cousin, she was raped by five of our cousins from the age of 6-12yrs of age before she could open up because they threatened to kill her while taking turns with her every night.. She couldn't take it again when her younger sister was the next target.. She reported them and all the elders could say was''we are from a royal family this mustn't get to the public, every family has a secret ''.then she was accused of not sleeping well like a lady at night.. Meaning she was the cause. I cried when she told me.. She's till fighting to be better, after abusive relationships,to being a sex addict and now a born again Christian.. Things ain't the same because she still have the nightmares.. She's base abroad,so she's getting all the help available. all am saying is you need to be ready to fight to be better because it won't be easy.. But don't giveup, you can be normal again. Parents always watch and study your kids.

Anonymous said...

Love me jeje abeg contact ur Bishop Asap!dis one na matter of urgency o!dis girl needs heavy 40 days and 40 nights deliverance! Or she goes to mountain of fire and miracles,since her totoh no de gree her rest,mk dem help her seal am sharp sharp!

GALORE said...

If you listen to Inspiration fm radio Lagos 92.3fm....They have a very good counselor that has experienced on matters like this..


Or please go and see @Pastor Nike Adeyemi of Daystar church Lagos



Now,I miss PASTOR BIMBO ODUKOYA.






@Galore

GALORE said...

This is terrible


@Galore

Anonymous said...

It was easy for you because your parents found out early and the fear of your parents wrath guided you. For poster, it's been going on for too long a time. All this spirikoko mum leaving the Holy spirit to inspect their kids physically!! Sorry poster, but I am really mad with your mum for not detecting this earlier. There would have been some physical changes in your body and attitude at that time!

-give your life to Christ. Once you start feeling guilty of your act, you will be conscious whenever temptation arises.
-seek professional counseling, and read only motivating/healing books.
I know you want your God given life back and I pray you get it ASAP, be free and live life!!

MrsBee

GALORE said...

Don't tell him


There are some secrets you take to your grave.



@Galore

GALORE said...

Is not nice saying "borehole things"..Too bad please



That stupid @Femi that said borehole things to @SDK..we all condemned him


Give your advice or pls be still!!!




@Galore

Anonymous said...

God is ur helper.No man can do it except the almighty thru his son Jesus christ.Go to MFM Headquarters at Onike,Unilag 2nd gate.See the G.O for prayers and they will book u for Deliverance at Prayer city.By the time u do 3days dry fasting with prayer points dat will kill dat spirit inside u,when u come back to share testimony on this Blog ppl will know how work still does his miracles.

Anonymous said...

I know of a man of God, His name is Bishop Emeka Nwankpa, I will drop my phone number incase u need it. 08144893997

Anonymous said...

Go and see a psycologist

Anonymous said...

Jesus is the only way out of your situation. Confide in him and tell him everything you have narrated here.Go ahead and tell him you need help.Make sure you are specific in your prayers.. buy this book Conquering controlling powers authored by bishop David Oyedepo ..God will see you through

Mama Afrika said...

Not only baby girls. Boys are also victims

Uriel (Freshdew) said...

The only source for a perfect cure is God almighty.
You can go to God in all sincereity by yourself in your room(go naked and pray). Speak to God like you are talking to your bestie pour out your heart to him.
Ask for 4giveness, healing and restoration of all the devil has robbed you of. It is well

Anonymous said...

Let me tell u the solution, I was once like u. If u have God, u need no man of God to deliver u. The walls of jericoh fell down flat with praise. When the lustful thoughts come, start praising God outloud. Whereever prayer fails,praise produces results. The bible says God inhabits the praises of his pple. This means, when u praise and worship him, he is with u. And, if he is with u, demons with lustful thoughts cannot stand in his presence. PRAISE AND WORSHIP HIM ANYWHERE THE THOUGHT ATTACKS U. THE THOUGHTS AND DESIRE FOR SEX WILL FLEE.this is tested and trusted self deliverance method. But, it will only work if u are willing fo set urself free. Vood luck and God bless u.

Anonymous said...

Let me tell u the solution, I was once like u. If u have God, u need no man of God to deliver u. The walls of jericoh fell down flat with praise. When the lustful thoughts come, start praising God outloud. Whereever prayer fails,praise produces results. The bible says God inhabits the praises of his pple. This means, when u praise and worship him, he is with u. And, if he is with u, demons with lustful thoughts cannot stand in his presence. PRAISE AND WORSHIP HIM ANYWHERE THE THOUGHT ATTACKS U. THE THOUGHTS AND DESIRE FOR SEX WILL FLEE.this is tested and trusted self deliverance method. But, it will only work if u are willing fo set urself free. Vood luck and God bless u.

bumsie said...

May lord help you ,why not confess to your cousin parent.

crystal said...

This is really sad.

peace maker said...

*invisible, *hv been

Quality Madam said...

Go to synagogue church of all nations for deliverance

Miss Ferragamo said...

Loveme jeje who's your pastor mbok? TBJ?

Anonymous said...

And fasting too.

Anonymous said...

Please don't joke about female genital mutilation, it is very wrong.

Anonymous said...

Pea brain

Anonymous said...

Really you have changed, but I am not sure it is for the better.

Anonymous said...

Mumu. What kind of an idiot is this?

Anonymous said...

Any pastor that will want to sleep with you is not from God, obviously, run from such. But there are true men and women of God.

nina chocomile said...

Bastard. Stella stop enabling comments like this pls.

D'Arc Ed said...

True words, Triumphant Zion.

Only Jesus can save. Totally.

EjayJesus said...

2cor 5:17.if a man be in Christ he is a new creation old things have passed away and all things are become new.The question is who and what do you believe in?do you believe that Jesus died for you and that you are not longer in bondage?if you do,please all you need to do is confess Jesus as your Lord and personal savior.when Jesus died on the cross deliverance of all sort already took place so ones you confess him as your lord and savior.your mindset is changed.my Sister all you need is the word of God.first get born again,desire to know God more,study and meditate on the word of God and your mind set will be renewed.

SANDY NEKY said...

Psycho alert!!! You are unbelievable! Smh in pity!

HONEST-GIRL said...

Pray and keep away from things that arouse u sexually...


Am just being HONEST!..

Anonymous said...

That's right. I am not sure why beefees are surprised. Day in day out in the news, newspapers and blogs we see how children, male and female are abused daily, even babies. It shows that there is still lack of awareness and punitive measures to forestall these acts. The acts also are kept hidden due to shame, stigma and unfriendly response of law enforcement agencies. We still need to strengthen laws concerning child abuse and molestation. Our spiritual leaders have some of them been found to be culprits - they who should give succour. Thank God for the few NGOs and individuals doing what they can to help. Poster you need God and faith. You need to really want to be free. You need to flee every appearance of evil and put your flesh under subjection. God will give you the grace if you believe. Don't give up.

HONEST-GIRL said...

Pray and keep away from things that arouse u sexually...


Am just being HONEST!..

Hanny said...

Before I read the whole 'deliverance, deliverance' talk, lemme quickly say my own. Please get a psychiatrist for a structured program. You need to go back to the very beginning. That first molestation contact. You need to deal with the trauma, shame and guilt of that and then work downwards....

Unburden your mind and it will be free. Couple that with God's Word ... Note - I didn't say deliverance session...I say read God's word, study it, digest it and He will give you the Will to live it.

Anonymous said...

Good advice. Lots of crazies on the internet.

Joy Okanje said...

Now that you have accepted you have a problem 50% ID solved . you can now look for a real pastor to start counseling you and lead you to Christ for deliverance. It won't be easy but it will be worth it

Broomstick said...

You were abused and your mum beat you? Some parenting skills sha

ukwu dimond said...

You need Jesus into your life now and ever, may you find help that you are looking for.

Anonymous said...

It is not strange o, but real & still happening. I was molested by my father's elder brother too when I was a kid. Thank God I found Jesus at the right time in my life. Now married with 2 lovely girls & so protective of them. Parents, especially mothers need to be watchful. My mum trusted my uncle & left him to take care of me, meanwhile uncle,and old man was 'playing with me. I pray you receive your healing,deliverance & psychological help you need poster. It is well with you.

Nkiruka Nnadozie said...

Pls poster buy and read POWER OF YOUR MIND By Rev. Chris Oyakhilome. It will help in renewal of your mind.

Anonymous said...

Please call Pastor James- 0803 383 0065. He is a prophet and conducts detailed deliverance- giving you information on the demonic cause of the problem and then prayers to break you out. It's likely you are tormented by serpentine spirit. But Jesus has paid the price for our freedom. Good luck.(Hope Stella posts the msg) Nkmama

Anonymous said...

Be careful & watchful of your kids at all times, including under your roof. I was molested at a young age too at home. My mum was cooking in the kitchen while I was being molested in the room. So please mothers watch &pray for your kids & also teach them sex education from a young age.

MUMMY SINACH said...

Lol. Blackberry you are very funny.
Poster please visit scoan.

SWAG LAFRESH said...

Go with this advice from Triumphant zion.

prisco said...

Poster I can imagine wat u go tru it's never too late to turn to jesus only him can do it n take d glory will like you to call my pastor on dis number. 08037423648 Pastor John by name.stay blessed

Anonymous said...

i was also molested as a child by my aunt's boyfriend at d age of 7.later on as a teenager,I was raped by 2 boys on d same night.for a long time I was really angry and rebellious but one day I just spoke to myself and made a conscious effort to overcome my feelings and not let it ruin me.i still struggle with anger issues but im more responsible sexually and otherwise and also happy.i didn't let the abuse define my life,I took back the power it had over me.

Obaro Evaborhene said...

Visit any Christ Embassy church

AGADI NA GWO OVEH said...

Which st Louis please...is it the one owned by Mrs eboma?

Anonymous said...

Poster what you need is faith and the word of God. When you pray, accept Jesus with the whole of your heart, call on the Holy Spirit to enter you and believe totally that you are changed. Pray everyday and declare yourself free through the blood of Jesus. Most importantly read your bible everyday, the word God is power!

If you do the above truly with the whole of your heart believe me you will be set free. Do not depend on so called men of god, most of them are idol worshippers they will only complicate your issue. You should only look unto God, He is real. He hears when you pray and He will deliver you.

Anonymous said...

Poster what you need is faith and the word of God. When you pray, accept Jesus with the whole of your heart, call on the Holy Spirit to enter you and believe totally that you are changed. Pray everyday and declare yourself free through the blood of Jesus. Most importantly read your bible everyday, the word God is power!

If you do the above truly with the whole of your heart believe me you will be set free. Do not depend on so called men of god, most of them are idol worshippers they will only complicate your issue. You should only look unto God, He is real. He hears when you pray and He will deliver you.

Phenomenal woman said...

Only God can heal you and restore that void in your heart that makes you want to engage yourself. Go to God in prayer, distance yourself from people that will lead you back into that life. Be very occupied with other things that make you happy, things that take your time and make you money. Above all, realize you have value and learn to love yourself. The problem is that you dwell so much on the past that you tend to forget the future. Let it go, let them go. Always remember that you are not in this alone and they are other people on earth who have faced similar problems of abuse and molestation who turned out to be great women mothers and inspiration for the world. A global example is operah Winfrey and Joyce Meyer. I know it's not an easy step but with God all things are possible .

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