‎ Actor Juliana Oloyede Rants About Being Celibate And Waiting For The Right One...

Actress Juliana Olayode has opened up her celibacy journey, and noted that it is not easy
She revealed that she sometimes has the urge to be intimate with men but she has to abstain because of her relationship with God.
She also opened up on how the choice has affected her career as she pauses before taking some roles that might involve intimacy on screen.

She wrote;
"Sometimes I just want SxxX.I want to get laid

Sometimes when people talk to me about sex, purity, eye,I wonder if they think I don't have blood flowing through my veins.Its not that I don't have all these feelings/desires,it's not that I don't want to be touched,it's not that I don't want to cuddle, it's not that o don't want to be kissed, it's not that I don't want to have a "hot sex" like some would say to me
It's just that more that anything,I love and honor God, and I hate to hurt Him.Everyday I have to make a choice.Apart from relationship with the opposite sxxx, and sometimes same sex because sadly, we live in a world full of pervert, I have to make a choice In my career as well!. should I take the role or should I not take it?

I'M NOT THE MOST HOLY PERSON AND I'M NOT WITHOUT SIN; but I do my best everyday to choose God over my feelings/desires, over my career,over money, over the next "blockbuster", over anything.Its not easy for me, I feel very stupid sometimes saying "no" to some deals, walking away from money/ the next big project/relationship, etc.Some ignorant people start running their mouth on social media, talking about we don't see her in big movies,she has a failed career,is she still acting, she's blablabla puppet, etc.I sometimes want to tell them about the many scripts I have to turn down for the sake of what I believe...IT IS NOT EASY

When people say she's trying to be a "good girl",I just smile,really? I'm not trying to be a good girl, I could be anything I wanted to.I could take any role if i like, I could date any man I like even if he's married.I could sleep with anyone I like when I have the desire to, I could do anything for money or do anything to get what I want.What's the worst that could happen, I will be talked about on blogs for a few days or at most a week #goodgirlgonebad# I will deny it or be quiet after a while they will move on.Give it a year or two.I'll be called to speak, advise those coming up on how to be successful in my industry and I will tell them working hard and trust God

Yeah, I can do that but I choose not to, whatever God will now give me, I don't want it! Once someone told me "all this Jesus Jesus you're doing ja ara
Go outside, get into the world, get into the people.I understand that Jesus is so unreal to people, even to those who consider themselves Christains.But this God is real to me, I have a real relationship with him.I get offended sometimes when people look at me with pity/pity me for choosing to stand for God .I low-key always say it on my mind that and tell them you don't know my God , Don't pity me, just watch out for me

When I say watch out for me,it's not exactly because I want them to wait and see what God will do for me,even though they will see it.Sometimes what God wants to do with a man is not the result men expect!What I really mean when I tell them to watch out for me is that, "watch out for me", I will remain with this Jesus till I breathe my last", you will see it, watch out for me,am going nowhere, Yiu will always find me on the Lord's side
Watch out for me, I want nothing but what he wants for me
As long as he holds my hand and lead me, I will follow! I wish I can really explain to people in a way that they will get it that GOD SATISFIES ME! I'M OKAY WITH MY JESUS,JUST LEAVE ME WITH HIM

In your journey with God and on the journey with purity, you'll have your low moments and your high moments, you'll break down, you'll think the process is too long and unbearable , you'll be confused, you'll want to give in,Yiu would want to go the wast way,you would fall, you would fail, you will do the things you don't want to do, sometimes you would not always get it right, there would be many voices in your head and externally telling you you're overdoing it , you will be criticized, you would be laughed at,but you're never alone!
It is sad that most of us are very self centered Christians and we have not represented God well
So people think we're jokers and people don't believe us

Some people practice "convenient Christianity" with many teachings that encourage it.Being with God would cost you something, you cannot be on the fence , you're either in or out, you're either hot or cold,you either love God and want to serve him with every fibre if your being or you don't .It's up to you but as for me,I have decided to always be by his side and I have decided to offer my life to him as a living sacrifice till I depart from this side of eternity! People have paid down their lives for this gospel, people were beheaded, cooked in hot oil,crucified for this gospel! What are you sacrificing, what are you laying down for your faith? It's not about receiving, you must GIVE

Those who genuinely worry about me and wonder if i wil get a good man,if we'll be compatible, if he will not be gay,f he will not be impotent,if I will get a good man who would want to wait till marriage , I appreciate your live and concern and I PROMISE YOU I WILL, The God that I know gives the BEST GIFTS, those who worry about my career, stop worrying, God brought me here, tomorrow he might want me somewhere else, who knows? He's a rewarder, even if he doesn't (which He will), I will still be here, nothing is going to change, I'm grateful for the journey and opportunity so far, I know that the one who has held me down for this long, will carry me till the end ".