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I am an ardent reader of your blog and decided to share my story with fellow readers and get their opinion. I am in my mid 30s and married for the last 10 years with two adorable daughters.

 My family means my all ad I don’t joke with my home.  

 My wife and I had limited exposure to sex prior to marriage and we have managed to live with it without much concern. However, my wife always try to go down on me but it always come down with little or no success.

When she does try to suck me it seems boring to me, feels like I am being tortured with thorns. I would always pray it ends fast. 

 Any attempt by her to go down on me is always avoided; she clearly does not know how to do it.  I have not had anybody go down on me before but I obviously know that the real thing is nothing like what I experience. In reality she tries to get it but her efforts are not being successful whatsoever. However I am used to use to it and we avoid all forms of cunnilingus all together.

I work as a sales guy for a reputable national company and travel quite often for my job.  Recently, I traveled to the eastern part of the country and ran into an old friend of mine. She had been an old friend from my university days and I had asked her out when we were in school but we never really took it far or serious. She was still single and had no attachment. She agreed to visit me at my hotel later in the evening and truthfully she did.

We had dinner together, gisted and one thing led to another, before you could say Jack Robinson, she was kneeling down in front of me, opened up my zippers and she had my joy stick in her mouth. The way she licked me out was phenomenal. The feeling was out of this world.  The manner to which she rolled her tongue up and down was just exceptional.  

It was at that time that I really understood what I was missing at home. To be honest I wish that moment continued and never came to an end.  To my amazement, I gladly released myself into her mouth in two successions. What amazed me the most was the way she gladly licked all of the fluid on each occasion, it is synonymous to the way a young kid would lick a bowl of ice cream. She was happy gulping down the fluid.  

 She refused me to return the favor and further intimacy with her. However, she promised that she would be happy to carry out the action anytime if wanted next time I am I town. She promised to always do the act for me anytime I want until she gets married

When I got back home, I was filled with shame, I disgusted myself and I was occupied with guilt. I prayed and fasted for forgiveness and I am sure God has forgiven me but I can’t find myself to forget the experience. 

I have strategically avoided going back to that city where she lives. I told my boss that the route is not favorable to my own program of sales and has allowed other colleagues to take up that route. This is where the problem now lay, my wife has made couple more attempt to go down  on me but it  is not as  good as what my girlfriend did.  A comparison cannot even be made; it is just like night and day. 

Each time she tries and does not get it, I wish I can go back to my girlfriend. I really enjoyed it with my girl but my wife cannot match that experience, what do I do?  

From Jay @ ikeja, Lagos 

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