What would you do if the feelings do not go away?
STAND ALONE NARRATIVE.
THE BATTLE TO OVERCOME HOMOSEXUAL FEELINGS
Good day, Stella. Hope you're doing fine. It's me again. I'm the same guy who wrote to you about my struggle with homosexuality sometime in late 2014, and you published it on your blog. Please publish this one, too.
I'm about 30, and still have the homosexual struggle. In June 2015, I had homosexual contact twice and have remained celibate ever since. I approached my pastor and his wife (they've been married for 35yrs) in August 2015 and told them my story in confidence.
They counselled me, gave me Bible passages to read, told me to speak over the situation, etc. I met with them for over 6 months and regularly gave account of how I spent each week. Even though I didn't have real homosexual contact from August 2015 till date, the same-sex attraction is still there, and it causes me to masturbate at least once or twice a week.
I know that same-sex attraction is unnatural, and I also know it's a temptation one must overcome. My pastor's wife had told me in Oct 2015 that my same-sex attraction won't disappear in just one day, but truly I am tired. I know that it is natural for a man to be attracted to a woman and if he sleeps with her while they're not married, it's a sin. I also know that if a man is attracted to another man, it is unnatural since God didn't intend it to be like that. And if the man gives in to that attraction, he has committed an abominable sin.
I do want to get married to a woman in the near future, but all the potential ladies I could've dated, I couldn't date because I want to fully eradicate same-sex attractions from my life, so that I will be attracted to women and so that I can live life the way God intended me to live life.
I know a lot of MOG claim to be deliverance ministers, but I need advise as to which of them to attend, cos I need freedom and deliverance from same-sex attraction, so that I can be attracted to females. When I was being counselled, they told me to just start a relationship with a female, but I personally don't want to make life unbearable for a lady by dating her and possibly marrying her without being able to achieve erection when I'm around her.
Please help me by posting this.
*Wow,you still have this struggle?I pray you get good advice that will free you from this 'bondage' ...AMEN!
All those who have sent in Chronicles,please be patient,it is turn by turn.