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Saturday, 20 August 2016

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What would you do if the feelings do not go away?





STAND ALONE NARRATIVE.
THE BATTLE TO OVERCOME HOMOSEXUAL FEELINGS

Good day, Stella. Hope you're doing fine. It's me again. I'm the same guy who wrote to you about my struggle with homosexuality sometime in late 2014, and you published it on your blog. Please publish this one, too.


I'm about 30, and still have the homosexual struggle. In June 2015, I had homosexual contact twice and have remained celibate ever since. I approached my pastor and his wife (they've been married for 35yrs) in August 2015 and told them my story in confidence. 

They counselled me, gave me Bible passages to read, told me to speak over the situation, etc. I met with them for over 6 months and regularly gave account of how I spent each week. Even though I didn't have real homosexual contact from August 2015 till date, the same-sex attraction is still there, and it causes me to masturbate at least once or twice a week. 

I know that same-sex attraction is unnatural, and I also know it's a temptation one must overcome. My pastor's wife had told me in Oct 2015 that my same-sex attraction won't disappear in just one day, but truly I am tired. I know that it is natural for a man to be attracted to a woman and if he sleeps with her while they're not married, it's a sin. I also know that if a man is attracted to another man, it is unnatural since God didn't intend it to be like that. And if the man gives in to that attraction, he has committed an abominable sin.


I do want to get married to a woman in the near future, but all the potential ladies I could've dated, I couldn't date because I want to fully eradicate same-sex attractions from my life, so that I will be attracted to women and so that I can live life the way God intended me to live life. 

I know a lot of MOG claim to be deliverance ministers, but I need advise as to which of them to attend, cos I need freedom and deliverance from same-sex attraction, so that I can be attracted to females. When I was being counselled, they told me to just start a relationship with a female, but I personally don't want to make life unbearable for a lady by dating her and possibly marrying her without being able to achieve erection when I'm around her.



Please help me by posting this.


*Wow,you still have this struggle?I pray you get good advice that will free you from this 'bondage' ...AMEN!

All those who have sent in Chronicles,please be patient,it is turn by turn.


194 comments:

ANGELRAY4SDK said...

E no go better for who do u, go to TB Joshua, he's a specialist in cases like this, I don't pray to ve a son like u. Tueh.

pwetty sunshyne said...

Hmmmmm
It is well

Chidinma Grace said...

If u ask me, na who I go ask? It's proven which am not sure that every human av a gay side. It becomes d survival of d fittest. If ur gay side is stronger, it defeats ur straight side n vice versa.

white Berry said...

My dear you have to really get into a relationship with a lady because that's the only way you can kill such feelings, prayer alone can't do it, action along with those bible verses and prayers will make it balance. It is not normal at all, it is satanic. I believe you are matured and when you are doing what you know is not right, you don't need anyone to tell you that so you still have an assignment to do on your own, always help yourself to conquer such feelings whenever you are having such desire. Stay bless dear and all will be fine

BigChild said...

Please stop punishing yourself and accept the fact that you are gay and damn what the world says. You were created by God and loved by God the way you are. Don't let anybody deceive you. You cannot change who you are to please the world. You are surrounded by backward thinking people who will only condemn you constantly. Free yourself from this bondage society has put on people like yourself. Accept the simple fact that you are gay and you were born like this and no amount of prayer and deliverance can change it. However, what you can change is stop condemning yourself. The day you accept who you are, that day you will set in motion of living a fulfilled life. God bless you are you search for happiness.

precious blog said...

I will pray for u but I don't know. Maybe u are meant to be gay.anyway be patient and keep trying who knows u might one day wake up free

I am the queen and the boss of this blog said...

Poster,
Even if you go for a deliverance,gay sex will never leave you!...
It is a very stuborn spirit that need a lot of spiritual battle from you to overcome!...
The man of God will do his best but the whole deliverance process should start and end with you!...

If you are not strong in prayers,you cannot overcome the spirit so I will advise you to
Live your life the way it is!,..
Marry a lesbian that understand!...if you are rich,getting a woman to marry you won't be a problem!..
Money rules the world mehn!..

Ekunie Ify said...

My dear it can only be God, God is the only one who can heal you

Blackberry said...

'you couldn't fully eradicate' or you don't really want to? Na u sabi wetin dey attract u to strong muscled bony yansh instead of soft fleshy breast n bum.
My brother pray n stop fantasising about another man penis in ya shit hole..

Atheist. said...

Humans are not all wired same way when born, clearly ur being attracted to the same sex is an emotion you cant control, just as i cant help have an erection if a nude lady poses infront of me, youre just unfortunate to be living in the wrong country, if you werent in that 3rd world country, youd be celebrating with ur LGBT crew, flagging ur rainbow colour & liplocking with a dude, while u grab his hard ass.
No matter how much u fight it, pray & fast, deliverance on mount everest... youre gay!! And once u go gay, you dont go back.... you can only pretend & convince urself ure saved, till you find urself alone with an erect dick.

OluVee said...

Hmmm! I pray God heals u permanently and cast out that spirit(amen)

Becky's Diary said...

I just feel sorry for your parents! I really do
As for you, i just pity you aswear.. you sound like you really want to change.
Try dating a woman first, try to have sex with a woman first and let's see if you won't have an erection! Try first mbok

All in all.. i wish you luck
But you can always relocate to America or Britain and go find peeps like you. You will be highly welcomed over there, Pele.

Mimi....#inyhurface# said...

Something is really wrong with u

Ebere Nwabueze said...

You truly need a strong man of God to do deliverance for you,imagine being attracted to a fellow woman

NORTH DAKOTA SIOBHAN said...

Poster keep talking to God.. Yeah, you can go for deliverance at MFM, or CLAM, but no deliverance trumps your personal relationship with God.

Talk to him in the stillness of the night, when all is silent and the only sound you hear is your heartbeat and the chirping of the birds and crickets..
Pour your heart out to God, you need a woman to love..
You need to get married..
This is Nigeria, that same sex thing will not work for you.
I will be rooting for you..God will send a woman that will stirr up feelings in you..
But you must be willing to drag yourself out of the darkness and into the light..

God loves you..

Sky said...

I'm sure you are a lesbian too...yeye fowl

Anonymous said...

I am struggling with infidelity, l sleep with married women too. I have tried stopping. I have gone for deliverance severely. I have not masturbated in 3 months, this was a huge problem too. I started masturbating at 12. Fine l no fine, money no too dry. I no know wetin the fine women dey see for my body. I am sick and tired. I slept with 3 married women on this blog. Pls pray for me

Anonymous said...

Please brother make sure you don't marry any woman yet. Because it will be frustrating for her.

Anonymous said...

I had one lesbian friend like that back when I was still in uniport, your own good sef, u want out..she didn't see hers as a problem ..would sleep with woman , man , married man and na she judge all these people pass b4 oo ..she be wan even join me ..tueh..I heard she is married now or whatever ..I really pity her husband and the kind of children that one would raise ..did I add she had a very sticking attitude

The best amongst the cuties said...

Eyya, it is well with you poster. I really pity u, but thank God u know u have a prblm. May God deliver u.

Amazing May said...
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School Life said...

Mountain of fire prayer city @lagos Ibadan xpress way z calling you for a serious deliverance session....
Just give it a try while you strongly trust in God as the great deliverer.

Rom 9:16: So then it is not of him that willeth, nor of him that runneth, but of God that sheweth mercy.

I wish you well big bro.

Sweet Pat said...

May God help you.

ZIONA said...

Awww, it's only by God's grace u will be free, the truth is u are a full blown gay, please embrace it first cause if you don't u will constantly battle with i, and u might become suicidal. There is no cure for you only God can.

Newbie Alert! SDK- MyNewFound Obsession said...

When is the next singles and mingles Estee? I need friends- male and female. Thinking of visiting Calabar in December, all other things being equal by the Grace of the Most High God. I need to meet good spirited fellows that love LOVE like me and cherish peace! Mature minds with purpose and focus! I am earnestly waiting!

Anonymous said...

otu ocha mehhn...na Linda Eze pole be this.

stephan said...

Chai!.. I thnk God for your desire to be delivered.. oya hanlele to MFM... Dat homosexual spirikoki must to die.

Anonymous said...

This case get as e be sha. Only God can deliver you. We are not ruled by our feelings. Some of us feel like slapping our bosses, feel like flying, feel like killing an annoying person but we dont. It probably started as something small but u ignored it. Pray brother...pray

Isolde Fontaine said...

It is clear you really want to break out of this, keep on crying out to God and seeking for a permanent solution, you are closer to your breakthrough with this than you think.

stephan said...

Who prove am ?... nwa soddom and Gomorrah. *mtcheeeew*

Anonymous said...

Being Gay is not a spiritual problem , I really don't understand it but I know a lot of gay people have done so much greatness world wide ! Pls u need to be more enlightened about ur situation, what u need is exposure, becos ur African ignorance will just lead u to depression !

Jasmine said...

Eyah!!! Sorry. Like ur pastor's wife said, it won't disappear in one day.

Keep praying about it. Patience

CHI EXOTIC CHI EXOTIC said...

Wow I remember this guy's story
This is such a challenge you need special deliverance
Intense one oh.

Imagine a guy to a guy. So absurd and gross.

Anonymous said...

Oya clap for yourself na... in your mind now you have made sense Abi? He asked for advice not insult... Ezi

James said...

OMG OMG what did I just read? A homosexual in the house?@poster, U love taking a fellow man thru the anu*? U are just a pervert, a psycho. I just wish you are in an ISIS controlled city so that they will help deliver you from the spirit of homosexuality permanently.

Truth Be Told said...

You're the buggest Idiot I've ever come across. This guys needs your help not your senseless comments. MORON

Anonymous said...

I will not condemn u,because u want to change,the devil wants to destroy u,because he knows if u marry a good lady u destiny will change,but I will advice u to hold on to God and be prayerful,if u are in lagos go to this church divine majesty worship ministry, they do delivarnce there ad they have a branch in abuja too,if u will be willing to go,i will send my number to stella,so she can give to u

Martins Aboy said...

Wherever A man focuses his heart and attention;there shall his strength/energy be channelled to as well..

I think its time you focus your mind on something else and forget that relationships,marriage or same sex whatever exist...

It might be the change you seek!!

@MARTINS ABOY

scarlet overkill said...

So sorry u r struggling with this, like ur pastors wife rightly said d urge won't disappear in one day. However it's all in d mind. It's possible u bliv deep down that u can't change dats y u r findin it hard. Anyways, I recommend u buy this book, THE POWER OF RIGHT BELIEVING by JOSEPH PRINCE. It really helped me a lot when I ws struggling with an addiction problem. You should read it.

Anonymous said...

Glory to God.
First off do not be dismay.
Establish that you are loved by God. Meditate in these words in the Bible. Your focus is on the sin . That's y Peter sank he focused on the storm not Jesus Christ. focus on Him and not the Storm. Jesus Christ spoke to the storm.
Why this feeling is recurring. The open door is you not knowing you are unconditional loved. You seek love and happiness by providing for yourself masturbations. Sex is a spiritual thing that opens up your spirit if not done the right way as God intended.
Not you are forgiven and your identity is Christ righteous Ness.
Don't go i. Environment where you feel condemned. Where you always think people are judging you for this. You be. Condemn and repeat.
Keep a journal of your blessings daily. How you blessed another and how you were blessed.
Read your Psalms 91 23 34
Look for Lady Igo fast 7 days.
Note you have rejected this spirit at its very root and no matter the illusions speak life to yourself I am free In Jesus Christ name am the righteous Ness of God.
The fact it's still disturbing you forgive your self and don't be in compromise situation. The eye of discernment there are witches or wizards out there in the paroll to recruit and initiate.
Don't be hard on yourself and Jesus Christ has already saved you. Speak be honest you can't do it on your own . You not your savoir the fact you have made the decision for Him to save you let Him establish your freedom. For he paid the price.
Where your sexual member is lay your hands speak life. This member belongs to Christ Jesus Christ. I plead the blood of Jesus Christ. I destroy the root of perversion . I fill with the love of Christ and saturate my mindset with the love of Christ.
You are blessed that you have good mentors. I wasn't lucky! God has shown double for my troubles!
God bless

OlaGold (add up 58BF8F56 for 18-24k raw gold dust and bar) said...

Dear poster, I understand your pains and I'm happy that you are ready for change. Please add me up I will tell you how to go about it.

Starjoy said...

Poster May God deliver you from this bandage.

Emilia Peter said...

It's well brother! I belife God will answer ur prayers. Keep praying.

BeQuiet Instead said...

Dear poster, I would like to tell you that it's not really about NOT and deliverance but about YOU. You must take a decision about this issue. The Bible says that whatever you do without faith is sin. First, you need to accept Jesus into your and completely depend on God's grace. Once this is done, youd effort to live right will come naturally since the Holy Spirit lives in you - He will guide you in ALL THINGS.

Housed-On-Water said...

You are indirectly telling us that homosexuality is natural. Forget your beating around the bush. You may even be a full fleshed gay who just wanna say that the feelings can't be eradicated. I am deeply sorry tho if I misjudge you.

Anonymous said...

Let me read comments!!!! As for me I'd say remove anything that might trigger your gay aspect. Surround your self with mostly female friends (friends ooo), feelings or love takes time to develop. If you set your heart towards overcoming it you don't need a deliverance pastor/prophet to pray for you, you can pray for yourself and heal yourself because determination leads to success.
Btw.......keep the comments flowing for all I know I might be wrong ooo!

veechu oshio said...

My advice is do not start a relationship yet. Pray about it and let God direct you. Trust God He will deliver you. For suggestions, Visit Dr Daniel Olukoya, of mountain of fire miracles ministries.

Anonymous said...

May be try and visit Pa Adeboye, I pray the lord will deliver you

Chidinma Gift said...

My dear please go to SCOAN that is T B Joshua, that's who am sure of, please no one should curse or judge him, he knows he has a problem and is trying to solve it, unlike those that doesn't see their's as an issue...

Ada Aguiyi said...

Poster, watch war room biko. Achikolo by Zoro ft Phyno n Pammy is making my day.

Anonymous said...

I jst found out am pregnant for my ex,we had sex two weeks ago,I dunno wat to do.even if I decide to keep it wat would people say?am jst so confused

Decepticon said...

Visit a strong Cele church. Put your dick on the altar for seven days with st Michael perfume sprayed on it for the seven days and you will be cured of this disease of gayism

PLATINUM said...

Angelray please take it easy on him, he doesnt like himself very much bcos of this and u didnt help matters

PayUrsula said...

May God help u, continue praying god will see u through.

the girl with a big heart said...

There is nothing GOD cannot do,freedom from that bandage start with you,your mindset and also deliverance from every power that is holding you down

Anonymous said...

Go get this book- Winning invinsible battle, I think it was written by Bishop Oyedepo.
Please its not by moving from one church to another looking for deliverance that you will be free. You can get personal deliverance by reading the right books. God bless you.





#IyaWonderofGod

Mao Akuh said...

You have to acknowledge that God created man and woman to multiply not man and man to multiply. Anything outside that is strange demon working against God's plan for us. Rebuke such spirit and make peace with God, think of how you will win souls to God and not sleeping/having feelings for your fellow man. God loves you so much and do not mess yourself up. Believe and trust in God to help you deal with that spirit.

the girl with a big heart said...

There is nothing GOD cannot do,freedom starts with you,your mindset has to change and you need to go for deliverance and your mind has to be renewed.

Iya wonder said...

Go get this book- Winning invinsible battle, I think it was written by Bishop Oyedepo.
Please its not by moving from one church to another looking for deliverance that you will be free. You can get personal deliverance by reading the right books. God bless you.





#IyaWonderofGod

Anonymous said...

You mean your pastor and wife did not tell you about FASTING? How else does one mortify the flesh as taught in the scriptures? Your flesh has got inordinate affection and needs mortification from "the acts of the sinful nature" called "sexual immorality".

Romans 8:12 Therefore, brethren, we are debtors, NOT TO THE FLESH, TO LIVE AFTER THE FLESH. 13 FOR IF YE LIVE AFTER THE FLESH, YE SHALL DIE: BUT IF YE THROUGH THE SPIRIT MORTIFY THE DEEDS OF THE BODY, YE SHALL LIVE. 14 For as many as are led by the Spirit of God, they are the sons of God.

Jesus even though he is God, when he came as a man, to fulfill all righteousness taught us to mortify the flesh; he went through fasting.

Guy, you can start fasting till evening daily until you kill this desire that wants to rob you of a fulfilled life as a Christian.

Pinochiodee said...

This is tough.. May God heal you soon.

the girl with a big heart said...

There is nothing GOD cannot do,freedom from that bandage start with you,your mindset and also deliverance from every power that is holding you down

Anonymous said...

Well it's an unnatural attraction, as you have said. Mfm is a good deliverance ministry, I advise you to go to one of their churches and join in on the next deliverance program, you will also be given prayers to pray after the deliverance program. You are not alone, God will see you through. Recently I got impregnated by a spirit husband but after genuine repentance, fasting and some hot mfm prayer points from their book prayer rain, I had a miscarriage. The devil controls this world my brother, just be determined and prayerful. God will deliver you.

Ikediashi chuks said...

Oga go to MFM prayer city.You must do a dry fasting starting from Friday
to Sunday I believe God will heal you perfectly OK.Pls don't joke with this my one cent.Wish you luck.

Omasiri said...

Hhhmmmm. Tough one. I pray you get the desired help.

Anonymous said...

It's ur mindset messing with u all u need to do is tell ur self dat u re not gay nd u will see it just believe nd change ur mindset change how u think how u dress change everything that will make you think you are gay than end your day with prayer

eniola lawal said...
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Anonymous said...

Hmmm...tough, I'm not in your shoes, but I feel you choose who you are attracted to. I have the power over your mind. Heck, u hv the power of life and death in your tongue, how much more your mind. The devil is trying to play tricks on you, but you can Overcome. You are more than conquerors.

Adaora.. said...

Why don't you truly pour out your heart to God...tell him everything, your struggles... keep reading the Bible..invite Jesus into your heart...it's not going to happen immediately but I bet you,you would just discover that the urge is no longer there..if you want you can reach me on ubakaadaora@gmail.com..I will be your side kick..I can work with you..my dear I don't know how but all I know is that God Can do it..like my pastor would say..you and God are an unbeatable team..

Chikito The Professional Runs Girl said...

Angela ray the guy is feeling bad already. Why add pepper to his wounds? Why are some of you so callous? Do you do it to get noticed on The blog? Someone said he's struggling and you're 'tueh' ing at him. Mscheeew!


Poster, what your pastors wife said is true. It's not a days job. But keep at it. One thing about temptation is that you don't get rid of it in one day. You're done twice in 2015 and acknowledged your sin and you've been celibate all year in 2016. That's progress. Give yourself time. You don't have to explain to anyone why things are the way they are with you. You're 30 and must be feeling the pressure to get married. But don't let it override your thinking. Just give yourself time. No pressure please. You're on track and you will over come.

Chikito The Professional Runs Girl said...

Angela ray the guy is feeling bad already. Why add pepper to his wounds? Why are some of you so callous? Do you do it to get noticed on The blog? Someone said he's struggling and you're 'tueh' ing at him. Mscheeew!


Poster, what your pastors wife said is true. It's not a days job. But keep at it. One thing about temptation is that you don't get rid of it in one day. You're done twice in 2015 and acknowledged your sin and you've been celibate all year in 2016. That's progress. Give yourself time. You don't have to explain to anyone why things are the way they are with you. You're 30 and must be feeling the pressure to get married. But don't let it override your thinking. Just give yourself time. No pressure please. You're on track and you will over come.

Anonymous said...

Your answer is not in a MOG for deliverance. It is you that will need to deliver yourself. There's only so much Pastors and deliverance ministers can do.
You must make up your mind that this is not the kind of life Jesus wants for you. Shut your eyes from every and any temptation and go deeper into God. Pray like your life depends on it, read the bible like there's no tomorrow and concentrate on areas where God punished those that acted homosexually. Read self help books or join online help groups. There's plenty of help out there andyou're not alone.
You can do it. #AllGrace

Sonia Mac said...

Poster it's well with you.


Pls try and locate the nearest MFM. They handle this kinda case well.


May you find the freedom you seek.

Anonymous said...

It is very good of you trying not to deceive any female. You sound so sincere and all I can say is don't give up. God will do it for you. Also don't listen to other gays who will come here to discourage you. The truth is when bad thing dey sweet you, it is very hard and becomes a battle to overcome. That will be where temptation will always come from, but God is able.

Anonymous said...

Run to synagogue tb Joshua!!!!!!

Anonymous said...

Poster, it's well. I can't say I know how you feel, but I know it's not easy for you to be ‘abnormally ’ different from everyone else. I'm a female, and I wish I could be your friend, to assist you. Continue praying, God will definitely deliver you. Get surrounded with females from now on, don't isolate yourself. Try to keep your thoughts pure as much as possible. You will win this war

Anonymous said...

Pls poster fight your demons without involving an unsuspecting innocent woman. The same thing happened to my friend who was tricked into a patnership with a gay man. They have kids together cos the man was just trying to please the society. He masturbates excessively everyday and cannot stand the sight of his wife. He treats her like crap and he is always unhappy. So, don't trick any woman into marriage because you will end up unhappy and suicidal.

jane okudo said...

Neither does he pray to Hv a daughter like you!! He came seeking for help nd ure spitting nd condemning him?? To tink u are the first comment he would see, u need Jesus

Beautiful heart said...

Trust me, Ray or whatever you are called, your utterances are not angel-like, you should try DEVILRAY, sounds more befitting.

Anonymous said...

Hmm i feel your pain dear, am straight too but i have feelings for my fellow female tho but what I noticed about my own issue is, once am bored, not talking with my bf or not whr people are, that's the only time it gets to me n i watch stuffs. Its really hard dear, its nothing spiritual its psychological its of the mind. Once I get lonely especially when my bf isnt giving me attentin. Best is note down what triggers it and work on it. Try your best get a friend with benefits a female, confide in her if possible, you both should have sex as often has possible. That's the best thing you can do. It aint spiritual Cs am going through it too.

Anonymous said...

Pray God deliver you

Adanne said...

So sad...where are the prophets?

Anonymous said...

Go to mountain of fire, prayer city for deliverance. Make sure you do the weekly deliverance and not just the weekend deliverance. God Himself will deliver you since you are willing to change. God bless you and grant you great grace to overcome this.

Seriki harjokehade said...

Like ur pastor wife has said getting rid of homosexual is not a year job u have to pray nd fast continuously,get busy always ND try to always erase dat thought.

eniola lawal said...
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pink lady said...

dear poster, I dont think you need deliverance and please stop telling your problems to MOGs,talk to God and back it up with action!
If you dont help yourself,God wont come down from Heaven and help you.Meanwhile,stop masturbating!

MOTHER NATURE........ said...

Immediately I saw this post, I knew it was you.

Poster, I won't judge you oh! but you should have known that any habit you choose to pick up will automatically become an addiction with time. It won't be easy oh but keep trying and telling yourself "I can do all things through Christ that strengthens me".

Please try not to be in contact with any man, don't visit hang spots where guys dance like gays, and finally, make sure you don't watch gay porn. I believe you can make your way out of it by God's grace.

I wish you the very best and above all, the Peace you desire in you.


Remain Blessed!!

Anonymous said...

Pls make friends with females n gradually u may be attracted to one,pray n tell God u don't like d opposite sex attractions n He alone has d power to change u.u may avoid gazing @ men n watching TV shows that show such people.may God show u mercy

Anonymous said...

Pls make friends with females n gradually u may be attracted to one,pray n tell God u don't like d opposite sex attractions n He alone has d power to change u.u may avoid gazing @ men n watching TV shows that show such people.may God show u mercy

Anonymous said...

Pls make friends with females n gradually u may be attracted to one,pray n tell God u don't like d opposite sex attractions n He alone has d power to change u.u may avoid gazing @ men n watching TV shows that show such people.may God show u mercy

TEAM_TBILLZ said...

Chisos
You mean tits and ass don't move u?
Pls spend time around ladies
Invite them over and fuck at least once

Bella D Chemist said...

Young fellow I remembered your first chronicle and I admire your struggle to overcome this tendency. Have you seen a psychiatrist? These homosexualy tendencies were once classied in psychiatric texts but they have since been removed. The doctor can treat you from the medical point of view.

Mrs. Romas said...

The devil is liar! Poster, keep praying, since you have spoken out to your Pastor and they gave you bible passages. Keep repeating the word of God over your life, when the thought is coming to your mind; prophecy on your life and it shall come to pass. You have the power in you to make yourself free from the spirit of homosexuality. Thank God you know is not normal.
God Almighty will surely heal and deliver you. It might take time, but you shall testify when the time comes.

Don't believe the shits that every human has a gay side; is a lie from the pit of hell. Man was created to naturally be attracted to woman. No one can change it, not even Obama and his co-agents.
No matter how they try to force it on us, if is not accepted by God, is not to be accepted by anyone.

I wish you strength and courage to overcome every gay tendency in you in Jesus Christ name. God's healing shall be your portion.

Anonymous said...

Please visit any The Lord's chosen church branch around you and watch God change your story for good, you have to keep believing and keep the faith alive too, it is well with your soul dear..God bless you

nonye jennifer said...

Dear Poster I really understand how you feel and I would like you to meet a very nice counselor that would help to manage what you are going through.. You are a good person and u have a good conscience , for you to even send this chronicle shows that you help is on the way..but My dear you need to take it slow and don't be too hard on yourself..its one step at a time..and God bless your pastors they have handled your concern in a mature manner unlike pastors of today that cant keep calm with people's stories. but I will keep praying for God to help you wherever you are..If God can do it For Donnie McClurkin then you are no stranger to his miracle..My email is nellyinspired89@gmail.com.. Please feel free...

Dietitian Nezz! said...

SsCOAN,is the best option...

Anonymous said...

Go to TB joshua's church...ikotun egbe, on a Friday morning, go to gate 5 of the church and you will meet those who attend to pple..tell them you need deliverance and they will ask you deliverance from what? Tell them everything...if you have enough money, stay in the church hostel, where u wil be prayed for by the evangelist and TB joshua himself... I hope this works. God will see you thru.

I'veBeenTouchedByAnAngelWithLove said...

I like that the poster understands he has a problem and is trying his best to get a lasting solution. Admitting you have a problem is the first step to solving that problem. Still thinking of what advice to give you, I don't wanna rush this and my head is blank right now, if I think of anything meaningful I'll be back to comment.
*God bless my Angel in human form*

Anonymous said...

Go to TB joshua's church...ikotun egbe, on a Friday morning, go to gate 5 of the church and you will meet those who attend to pple..tell them you need deliverance and they will ask you deliverance from what? Tell them everything...if you have enough money, stay in the church hostel, where u wil be prayed for by the evangelist and TB joshua himself... I hope this works. God will see you thru.

Mimi Love said...

Only God can do what no man can do

Anonymous said...

Go to TB joshua's church...ikotun egbe, on a Friday morning, go to gate 5 of the church and you will meet those who attend to pple..tell them you need deliverance and they will ask you deliverance from what? Tell them everything...if you have enough money, stay in the church hostel, where u wil be prayed for by the evangelist and TB joshua himself... I hope this works. God will see you thru.

Anonymous said...

Go to TB joshua's church...ikotun egbe, on a Friday morning, go to gate 5 of the church and you will meet those who attend to pple..tell them you need deliverance and they will ask you deliverance from what? Tell them everything...if you have enough money, stay in the church hostel, where u wil be prayed for by the evangelist and TB joshua himself... I hope this works. God will see you thru.

PORTABLE VIV the beautiful n sexy queen of sdk blog said...

Keep trying....u will overcome it soon.
Is not an easy road,it doesn't just go away like magic....is a battle that must be won!
Don't give up or feel that is a natural thing.

bukola fagbemiro said...

May God help you overcome it...

Anonymous said...

Are you in Lagos State? Please go to No 18 Salawu Street, Surulere. If you are coming from Yaba, the junction after Ojuelegba before Mobil and Total at Ishaga bus stop. Ask of Prophet Malachi Udoji, Children of God healing, deliverance and adoration ministry popularly called Onye na ALU olu bu Chukwu. That man will genuinely help you at no single cost.

Anonymous said...

Spiritually I think u should go to mfm for deliverance or go kneel b4 d blessed sacrament at d catholic church. 1st of all its good u recognise this as a problem. From a physical and human point of view I heard the fastest way to kill an addiction is to get another one. Since u dont want to lead any girl on why dont u try prostitutes. They r skilled in getting u hard and u mighy actually start fancying women. Every1 has a struggle. I wish u d best in overcoming urs.

Anonymous said...

I am a porn addict, I ve prayed, fasted but after a week I go back to seeing porn, am tired of dis life.

Anonymous said...

I read comments nd i just laugh...y'all re wrong trying to include religion into this gay thing...i have struggled all my life, prayed,prayed for, councelled all and all...Notn worked..i even copy my straight friends hearbreak stories nd paste them,anytime i am asked about my suposed relationship by my relatives..quite sad, but i had to say something.im about 30 too.my dear i finally found a wierd solution and it worked.contact stella if u wanna know who post this comment..i can imagine stella giving the surprise look...lol jst ask..i will reply..cant go typing...

Atheist. said...

Okafors law gone bad

Anonymous said...

Stop talking rubbish, poster don't take this advice!

Anonymous said...

Keep that innocent Baby my Dear, forget what people will say and think of being in peace with God. God will see you through, you can do it.

Elegant Nums said...

U too yeye hahahs but u have a point

Anonymous said...

Sometimes u talk like a sensible person at other times like a complete moron and this is one of those times.. mscheeew

Lil'lian said...

Ndo. Sorry but pls dnt abort d baby.

I am the queen and the boss of this blog said...

Kwakwakwakwakwakwakwa at deception...
Hahahahahaha at saint Michael perfume...lmao

Anonymous said...

Please poster, I know how you feel, I had same struggles too. A friend introduced me to DOMINON CITY CHURCH.after the various training I went through,im glad to say my struggle is over, I'm getting married by November. There are some deliverance, you need to work out by your self and this is one of them also this can only happen if you get the right training.

pure inspirations said...

I also want u to keep in mind :It’s not ur ability but His ability in u.

U can't fight dis in ur own strength. U will only get more and more frustrated n continue struggling against it.

Learn to rely on God. Learn to tell Him every day how weak u are and hw u long to live for Him. Wen u fall, stand up and be more determined to hold up.

God loves sincerity. He loves a broken, contrite heart. He loves u beyond ur imagination and it is His will u overcome homosexuality.

He has given u everything that pertains to life and godliness through Christ. Reach out n take hold of it in faith.

Like I said, stop feeding d desire. With time it will die.

Hold on strong and God will come through for u. He has alrdy done it but u too have ur own part to play. Do ur part and God will take care of d rest.

Stay strong. The devil won't back out without a fight but u r more than conquerous through Christ our strength .


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Happy pretty chic said...

Please what's his phone number??

Anonymous said...

Oloriibu! May all your offspring be Gay and Lesbians and may they never reproduce IJN Amen!

And may you accept it as your own fate too the way you want this poster to accept what he's trying to change and may you regret all your life too. Bastard Gay

Anonymous said...

Poster, I was once like you. I had a friend who introduced me to lesbian sex, I would always feel guilty after each episode and she would tell me not to worry that that was the safest way to satisfy my sexual urge without any implications. I gave my life to Jesus after some time and I cut off all communication with her. She kept reaching out to me telling me she was a changed person but I didn't listen to her. I prayed about it genuinely and I gave myself to the things of God so much that I didn't have time for her. Poster, the bible say" if the son of man shall set you free, you shall be free indeed ". You have to believe that you are free for you to be totally free else even if a million pastor lays their hands on you, nothing will change. Faith is essential in deliverance. Also, you can take one day at a time, tell yourself and maybe your pastor (just to double check) I won't masturbate or have gay feeling this week, keep saying it and see if things change. God bless you.

Anonymous said...

Poster, take your time to pray against the spirit of Abadon and Asmodee. I also recommend the book "No more sheets " by Juanita Bynum.

Greenland said...

These are lies from the pit of he'll. Gays are made, they are not born.

Greenland said...

Which God are you talking about? You sound confused.

queen hadassah said...

Poster pls visit synagogue church of all nations...its in Ikotun Egbe, Lagos. Just one service there and you will share your testimony. Pls if u decide to go, don't tell anybody cos the devil will use them to discourage u or tell lies against TB Joshua.

Anonymous said...

Come for Sorting Out. Check out www.lffsortingout.com and register for the next youth one coming up September 23-25
This struggle will end right there.

Anonymous said...

Heyaaa ! Its not easy but u can come out of it if u want to. I use to be a lesbian until I told myself 'babe, u gat to stop this' and today I hv not again. Not that the feelings never comes up but I try not to let me feelings be in control of me. U can do it just tell ur self u can ok. God will help u.

Vivienne Nwabueze said...

I pity your life big child. You have allowed the devil have complete reign over your soul. If its a normal thing, then why does he feel guilty about it? Poster, it is good that you have you have taken the first step by acknowledging the fact that you have a problem and even going further to seek solution from God. Do not give up, keep struggling. The bible says that God is a rewarder of those who diligently seek him. I suggest you give your whole life and heart to God and surrender completely to him, not just seeking for a cure to your problem. Occupy your mind with the things of God and allow him transform your mind gradually. It won't be easy, but know that any battle you go into with God on your side, you are sure to be a winner. God bless you.

Ni_Coleee said...

Hello Dear,
Sorry to hear about your personal agony.It is well!
First,I just need you to know that Jesus loves you-all of you,as you are now..Every single cell,molecule..Everything!..Just as you are,yes hun..Just as you are..That was why he came.He loved you first and came for you,because you need him,to give life to your body,mind,spirit.Not to condemn you,but to save you and make you like him..
Goodnews?..FREE of CHARGE!
Do you believe this?
Then say a prayer(out loud) to acknowledge your believe,that he came to die for you and to save you(Romans 10:9-10)
(Ephesians 2:8-9)
Done?
Welcome to a new world of living,the life of living in Christ..
Where Old things have passed away,behold all things have become new.You are a new creature in Christ from henceforth,bought by his blood.You are his!
(2Cor 5:17)
......................
After now.?
Go ye and sin no more!!
Do you believe it?
Then shout a resounding YES,I believe!!
Why?
Because you are a NEW creature in CHRIST..OLD things have passed away,behold all things have become NEW.
(2Cor 5:17)
Yes,you are a new creature..Sin has no place in you,because you have been bought with a price..You are now under a new management.You are no longer 'battling' and 'trying' to overcome homosexuality.No!!
You have overcome homosexuality,IN JESUS NAME!!.You are an OVERCOMER,in CHRIST.

You are no longer struggling on your own,but you have given your life to Christ,to struggle for you..To renew your mind and transform you into the man he wants you to be.(Romans 12:2)
From today,forget your homosexuality past,because that is not you.
Instead constantly acknowledge the NEW you.You are no longer a homosexual.
Do you believe it?
Then say it,scream it,jump!!Yes!
That is the new life in Christ.

Sin has no hold over you,not anymore.If not Jesus failed.He conquered sin and death already.So accept and embrace him.Celebrate your new life.
Do not re-die for your sin,by giving yourself an ungodly title and fighting constantly with yourself..
No,you are not a homosexual,because Jesus never said so..You are a child of God!!
Invite Jesus daily to fight your battles for you.No longer by your EFFORT,but by his SUPPORT..Let him take your yoke and you his(Matthew 11:28)
You have to believe it,then live it..Daily.
Submit yourself daily in prayer and praises to Jesus and allow him transform you into the man he wants you to be,because you are his MASTERPIECE(Ephesians 2:10)

Much love from me brother.It is Well!

Bumbum said...

Poster to be sincere there's nothing wrong with you. You can't help being attracted to men like straight men can't help being attracted to women. Look for your kind,make peace with your God and live a fulfilled life. Do NOT MARRY A WOMAN! I repeate DO NOT MARRY A STRAIGHT WOMAN who has no idea of your attractions from the beginning of the relationship. To please society,you can marry a lesbian and have an arrangment with her or a straight woman who knows whatsup with you from the beginning. Accept yourself, there's nothing wrong with you and you hurt no one. You can still be a Christian and propagate the message of Christ which is love and acceptance. Free yourself from the burden of self condemnation and hatred. Most comments would tell you otherwise and I don't blame them, they don't know better. I'm a straight female fighting her own demons of masturbation and porn but its different from your case. I wasnt born masturbating and watching porn, I picked up these things along the way, learned them and applied them. They are bad habits I can control and stop. But yours is not the same.

Also, a little iff topic,I notice that ladies think that because they enjoy lesbian porn, they think they are lesbians. No! You are not. At least most are not anyway. It is perfectly normal. The thing is that you imagine yourself enjoying as much pleasure as the pornographic actor,so you're turned on. However, if you imagine yourself pleasuring the woman or receiving pleasure from the woman actor in particular then you might be a lesbian or bisexual. But they are also different grades of bisexuals. Some are into only having sex with women but can only romantically love a man. They cannot be emotional with a woman. Some love to have sex with men but can not be in love with or romantically involved with men. They can only be emotional with women. I don't know about these ones being wrong or not. But just wanted to enlighten. For men it's usually gay of straight but few are bisexual. There are way more bisexual females than lesbians and that are way more gay men than bisexual men.

Anonymous said...

What did people say when you became a pretty woman,when your ex saw you, wooed you, you agreed and then had unprotected sex. People will always talk, that baby is your gain. Keep it and stay away from fornication.

Vivienne Nwabueze said...

Poster please and please, do not take this advice. Nothing is impossible WITH GOD

Miss Ferragamo said...

Good question, who prove am? Mtcheew.
Poster visit MFM.

Anonymous said...

May God Deliver U In Jesus Mighty Name Amen!

Anonymous said...

Nna na wa for you ooo. Hian

Miss Ferragamo said...

Queen,You were making sense at some point and I was wondering if it was really you,until I got to the end. SMH.
Poster you need deliverance and you also need to get into a relationship with a girl,tell her all about your sexuality and see how it plays out. Goodluck with it.

Miss Ferragamo said...

Dakota spot on.

Miss Ferragamo said...

Being gay isn't normal

Anonymous said...

Poster I pray for your release from this demonic act.I advice you to go to mountain of fire AJANGBADI Lagos state it is well with you dont give up p.s God does not and will never hate you there is no Sin greater than God just repent

Anonymous said...

PG 18
Mr too gay all you need to do is not seek any pastor it's ur problem and no pastor can get you out of it if you don't want to. My advise is look for a ton Boi and date for a start.
ASHAWO WAS 1's A VIRGIN.

Precix confectionery. Abeokuta.... 08037758532 said...

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DB Malumi said...

Your Story is hard to solve and from all i can see you are the only one that can solve your problem.
Think about it.
My point in order for you to live a normal life with friends and also your community, you will have to lose.
Yes Lose, its not all relationship that one is happy, you just have to please the world and leave your own lust and happiness out of the picture.
I might be wrong but think about it, if you dont want attention around you, kindly register to be a monk or a catholic priest and wank all you want in your closet

Tessbaby said...

Just what I expected.

Tessbaby said...

War room? Poster abeg drink coconut oil jor.

brownsugar said...

Great advice dakota

Loveme Jeje said...

Queen you dey craze truly. I don't want to laugh loud on your comment. Kai you wicked oo. Anybody wey take you serious don enter one chance.

If I talk now, them go say I don start.

Oga come to 62 Admirable Ogunsanya street by Eko bank and see my Bishop. Your case na small case. It is well. God will free you because if you are not free, it will continue to imprison your soul. It is very well

Anonymous said...

I will advice him to listen to Duncan Williams 'pattern of blood line " he addressed the issue on gay. Have faith and make positive confession.

Tessbaby said...

Punctuation pls. Haba. Can u read what u wrote?

pHuntoR(oluwaFunto) said...

Dear poster, if u can visit Jesus Healing School it's @ Anambra state, u can check JHS on facebook,, am sure with repentance n ur faith, God will deliver u,, it's a spirit,,, and am sure u first had homosexual encounter in the dream,, and dis brought abt the urge n attraction in real life,, u can mail me for further info abt JHS. God be with u

I am the queen and the boss of this blog said...

If you want to keep the baby,make sure you are financially okay to raise up a child!...
Don't bring a child into this world to suffer!...

Anonymous said...

Tell him now so other silent ones can learn, he should add you up? Ɖ no go pass to buy your gold dust and use it on his penis....mtscheeew

Jack Brenda said...

It would be good for you to visit SCOAN in lagos. You'll get your full deliverance

Jack Brenda said...

Queen you're the best. Them don discourage the guy about SCOAN. That guy life won't remain the same if he attends one Sunday live service

Jack Brenda said...

You stupid die. Na for where for bible God say men marry your fellow men and women marry your fellow women. Ogun kill you

Anonymous said...

Everybody being all spiritual and good bible students when the issue of homosexuality comes up but totally forget that premarital sex is a sin! Goshhh, hypocrites!!! Please if you guys have any other argument against it that isn't biblical, you table it and forget all these nonsense biblical bla bla bla, cause I'm almost certain that 90% of commenters are involved in premarital sex, and some will definitely get down this night. I'm not gay, I have never been attracted to guys, I just want to point out our loopsided argument whenever this issue is raised instead of an unbaised wholistic approach.

Jack Brenda said...

God is always Merciful in all ways. Nothing is impossible for the Creator. What seems to be impossible to man will always be possible to God. My dear Hold God tight and don't be deceive by satan

Jack Brenda said...

People dey sha. Atheist see as you dey talk like fool. Who is God or Jesus to you? Why being deceived by Satan. I pity you, you will regret every words you just post here.

Emaxlaud Duru said...

Everybody being all spiritual and good bible students when the issue of homosexuality comes up but totally forget that premarital sex is a sin! Goshhh, hypocrites!!! Please if you guys have any other argument against it that isn't biblical, you table it and forget all these nonsense biblical bla bla bla, cause I'm almost certain that 90% of commenters are involved in premarital sex, and some will definitely get down this night. I'm not gay, I have never been attracted to guys, I just want to point out our loopsided argument whenever this issue is raised instead of an unbaised wholistic approach.

Anonymous said...

I want to first congratulate you for being bold enough to speak out. It shows you really want solution. Well if you are based in abuja, I would advise you visit family worship centre wuye. They have a good rehabilitation system for helping addicts overcome those habits and people who have gone has testimonies. They combine medical , counselling, one on one discusion and prayers to help you overcome it. The people in charge are well trained and your identity is kept private. I really feel for you and do hope you get whole as soon as possible. pls people advising you to get a babe are not advising you well ooo. Pls be wise. Wish you all the best my brother .

Anonymous said...

I want to first congratulate you for being bold enough to speak out. It shows you really want solution. Well if you are based in abuja, I would advise you visit family worship centre wuye. They have a good rehabilitation system for helping addicts overcome those habits and people who have gone has testimonies. They combine medical , counselling, one on one discusion and prayers to help you overcome it. The people in charge are well trained and your identity is kept private. I really feel for you and do hope you get whole as soon as possible. pls people advising you to get a babe are not advising you well ooo. Pls be wise. Wish you all the best my brother .

Anonymous said...

Donnie mcclukin shows that there is hope. He is getting married to a woman soon. I know a passage of the bible that Paul said he prayed to God thrice eto remove an affliction from him but instead God said his grace is sufficient for him. God's grace is sufficient for you. We all have our crosses to bear in this life and Jesus said whoever doesn't deny himself(homosexual feelings) take up his cross and follow him, is not worthy of God's kingdom. Now Paul in the bible never married as we were told. You don't have to be married. Everyone faces temptation in this life but sin is when you yield to temptation (which in your case is committing he act)

Blackberry said...

*catwalks like a moron* lmaooooo

Anonymous said...

Poster I'll tell you three things. One, try as much as possible to avoid anything that triggers that feeling whether porn or gay sites or materials and make up your mind to do it. Two, when you get into a relationship with someone you trust, confess to her so that you can be accountable to her cos it will keep you in check. Three, keep seeking the face of God it's not easy but yes you can be totally delivered. Don't believe anyone who says it's who you were meant to become cos from the body anatomy you can see that the reproductive organs in both male and female where designed to fit into each other. You might as well compare that of same sex and see if it conforms else what's the extra hole in a

Anonymous said...

In all never forget that God loves you .He always has...will add you in my prayers .

Anonymous said...

Clued from yesterday comments

Not surprised one bit.

Those that are guilty of same crime are always those that scream the most! The worst "Accusers of the Brethren"
The Most unforgiving "Finger-Pointers"

Joanna Chekwas said...

Take this advice poster.

Joanna Chekwas said...

Visit mountain of fire n ur life would never remain d same,waiting to hear ur testimony.

Anonymous said...

In Jesus Christ name added with wisdom
You stand with Jesus Christ you are a new creation.
21days your neurology thought pattern can be broken.
Be determined every trigger thought say Jesus Christ on your mind. Speak out loud. No masturbations no meditation on perversion whenever they rise say Jesus Christ. Meditate on the woman at the well. 21 days straight fill those thoughts with the word. Counteract evil. Appauld your self 21 days straight. That's your goal. Go past this day 21 continue . Remember monitor spirit have confessed they try to come back and inhabit . Reject In Jesus Christ name! Resist the devil and devil will flee!

Anonymous said...

You are very stupid

Cindy Babs said...

Blackberry you no go kill pesin. Which one you come de catwalk like moron?? Heheheh

Cindy Babs said...

Anon abeg gold dust de cure homo? Abeg na laff I de laff at comments here

Cindy Babs said...

Impregnated by spirit husband kwa?

Chikito The Professional Runs Girl said...

No more sheets by juanita bynum is a must read. šŸ‘ #ifyouknowyouknow

ukwu dimond said...

Poster dedicate your life to Christ, serve him cos that is the only solution to your problem.

B said...

DO NOT, I REPEAT, DO NOT GO TO SCOAN!

Chijioke Okafor said...

Mumu...u need help..poster pls don't listen to this devil

kreme de la kreme said...

Please go to MFM. Mfm is a deliverance ministry. You have to go in faith and believe that you will be delivered and God will do it. They teach you to pray the prayer yourself with the ministers encouragement and overtime your spirit man is strengthened in Christ. May God answer your prayers. Meanwhile, be careful about where you seek spiritual help about whatever. I can speak for MFM cause I'm a living witness that God resides in Mountain of Fire, your only limitation is lack of faith.

kreme de la kreme said...

Please go to MFM. Mfm is a deliverance ministry. You have to go in faith and believe that you will be delivered and God will do it. They teach you to pray the prayer yourself with the ministers encouragement and overtime your spirit man is strengthened in Christ. May God answer your prayers. Meanwhile, be careful about where you seek spiritual help, whatever the case may be. I can speak for MFM cause I'm a living witness that God resides in Mountain of Fire, your only limitation is lack of faith.

kreme de la kreme said...

Please go to MFM. Mfm is a deliverance ministry. You have to go in faith and believe that you will be delivered and God will do it. They teach you to pray the prayer yourself with the ministers encouragement and overtime your spirit man is strengthened in Christ. May God answer your prayers. Meanwhile, be careful about where you seek spiritual help, whatever the case may be. I can speak for MFM cause I'm a living witness that God resides in Mountain of Fire, your only limitation is lack of faith.

Genny le boo said...

http://ex-gaytruth.com/encyclopedia/donnie-mcclurkin/

Genny le boo said...

http://ex-gaytruth.com/encyclopedia/donnie-mcclurkin/

Anonymous said...

James, why are you senseless like this?

Da Legal Drug Baron said...

Liar! How could u have unprotected sex last two weeks and claim to be pregnant for d ex two weeks later. Babe, if u haven't been sleeping with your ex before two weeks ago, yes u can be pregnant but it's certainly not for ur ex. Babe, except u did a blood test,normal urine test can't pick a two weeks pregnant neither will a scan pick anything till 6 weeks. Heck,what am I even saying, dear, d process of fertilization and implantation takes between 7-10 days, and it is after d process, u start undergoing d hormonal changes cos that's when ur body starts recognizing d foetus,so if na 2 weeks ago preg, my dear u can only be 4 days pregnant, which I repeat can't be detected at this stage. Meanwhile, check d history to last month before u slept with ur ex cos dt might be d father of ur child. Goodluck!

Anonymous said...

Stupid comment alert!!! From frying pan to fire..

It's not spiritual because you are going through it? Who died and made you an expert? Imagine the yeye advice.. get a friend and have sex as much as possible!!
Poster, pls IGNORE THIS INANE ADVICE FROM THE PIT OF HELL!! This person needs deliverance as well. Rather than focus on God, na boyfriend she dey follow. Nonsense!! When you are bored, pray!!!

Anonymous said...

She is married abi untop her lesbianism?
But you are still dried up as a single? It must pain you die sha . Kpele my dear.

Anonymous said...

But when you were fucking, you didn't ask what will people say?

What were you expecting after copulation? Olympic gold. Abeg you and your mobile vagina shift make person see road, people like me are going through enough worries . don't have time to be racking my brain about the repercussions of your drinking sperm.

BonaParte NN said...

Well said bro. Its not a spiritual matter in most cases but imbalance of hormones. Even in plants and animals there are distortions too. Just like people born with certain other unnatural deformity of the brain and those whose cells are immune to HIV. His gayness is in born. Try deliverance if it will make you feel better but I doubt. You will embrace who you are in the end and you will hate yourself everyday because you're beclouded by religion and what religion tells you you should be. Unfortunately, you're a kind man, a lover of God etc you also did what Jesus advised and did everything in your power to resist your flesh. But YOU'RE NOT HETEROSEXUAL...sadly. So, instead of hating yourself or committing suicide, accept yourself. I've met many like you and would have liked to help more too. I just dont want you to self destruct.

And please, dont marry a girl and subject her to trauma in the name of marriage or what society expects of you. Remember you're a victim. Dont victimise another person.

BonaParte NN said...

You sought those women out and slept with them. They didnt find you and sleep with you from your phone or comment section, did they?

Faith without works is dead.

Anonymous said...

Please call-07039397576. Very powerful man of God. Some BV are in touch with him. God's grace. He will NEVER demand a dime from you. I am a testimony

Senior People said...

I always look forward to seeing your stupid comments..Keep It UpšŸ‘šŸ¾..Anuofia...

Anonymous said...

Poster start keeping covenant time with God. Go to Him at d same time everyday in tru repentance. Tell him wat u want and watch God do wonders in ur life.

Anonymous said...

Big Child I second your opinion beht I was afraid to voice out. See curses under your comment. Lol

PRECIOUS ENYIOHA said...

Ok o

Anonymous said...

Hello, Mr.

you need to understand that changes don't come because you want change alone. But telling yourself the truth and-and disassociate yourself from your inner person who possess that feeling and get you come on board. For crying out load, there are millions of ladies, even your grandmother's age. what the fuck are you doing with man's hole when ladies has the best and perfect.
Following your story, I can tell you still keep your contact and yet to let go off your mind from the bullshit and that is your the reason you still have such fellings. Listeen, No pastor will save you from this whole thing. You have the power to say NO to non-chalant attitude trust me YOU started it and YOU will be the one to end it. .... Think of Ladies with FLESH at all time and NOT Men with stong BONES. Take Care

Helen John said...

Mr, first you need to change your mind set that you cant stop the homosexual feelings. Its a fat lie from the pit of hell. Am going to tell you this straight up, and that is you don't want to let the feelings go. Your deliverance should start from your heart, mind and soul. Be very angry with that the way you are now, promise yourself you will WANT to change, and then go to God not any human oh be it pastor, reverend or prophet, we humans are 'gods' too. Go to God yourself but to hear from Him directly you need to empty yourself, don't ask God for anything than you need Him to speak to you,live in you, your heart, spirit and soul. There is God, believe me. I had an addiction and i went to God, i made a promise to God that if He does something for me i will quit, God did it and i quit cold turkey till date. Infact i gave myself 2 years, went back to see if i could but i was disgusted and i knew i had been delivered. God delivered me by myself through me. I got hold of my bible and books. Even when i didn't have what i felt God gave me cos i bargained with him, i still didn't go back. I had God's power and grace to overcome that addiction.
Secondly, i was fornicating, i love sex, with my partner then, it was food, i never get tired, i have high libido, but after i quit from the addiction i needed to face my salvation, i had to stop having sex,yes i was engaged and was preparing for my wedding, but i had put the cart before the horse, i still went to God in prayers. My ex and i didnt get married, God knows why but i stopped having sex and from 2013 to date i havent had any, am saving it for hubby. It wasnt easy, Because whenever i dont have sex, i have sexual cramps, during ovulation its worse. i cried, bullied God, spoke to God, fasted and prayed to kill the sexual urge and i have control over it. Am typing all of this here to make you understand that you can overcome urges and addiction. I didnt do it with any man or woman of God.I did it with God, i told myself i didnt want this, i resolved first and took it to God. There is an adage that Heaven helps those who help themselves. i cant tell you how to do it cos am not a lesbian, there only thing i can advice you is RESOLVE IN YOUR HEART TO STOP, secondly TAKE IT TO GOD IN PRAYERS AND FASTING, third BE INVOLVED IN THINGS THAT WILL KEEP YOU BUSY, fourth STAY AWAY FROM WHAT TRIGGERS THE EMOTION TO HAVE SEX. I wish you all the best as you take your destiny in your hands and stop being a sissy.
Hey, for those who will curse, am very pretty, am not frustrated and not sex starved too. He needs people to encourage him.
Stellz my sis(my mum is olomoro in isoko north LGA) post oh! He needs the encouragement, he can change, i don't believe he was born gay, something happened to trigger that shit its not right. And when are you doing MATURED SINGLE AND MINGLE. Matured men aren't intimated by women and can put their foot down to get what they want.

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