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Thursday, October 08, 2020

Reality Star Alex Says She Suffered Severe Depression And Prayed For Death After She Left Big Brothers House..


Big Brother Naija star, Alexandra Asogwa has revealed that she prayed for death to come while battling depression.








She told Ndani TV on Tuesday that after the end of Double Wahala edition in 2018, she went through depression and cried for a week.

She said the pressure after the show made her to slide into depression twice.

 ”I have had to deal with my depressing state twice after I left the reality show.
The first one was when I came back from South Africa. I had plans of going to my aunt’s house from the airport. At the airport, they were keeping us somewhere with security, then I heard some people wanted to beat me and I was confused.


“After that, they took me to a room and at least 10 people came to say they were my mum just because they wanted to see me.

”When my mum finally came, I laid on the floor and it was dramatic but no one understood what I was going through. When I was about to enter the car, my mum was trying to cover me and someone was pulling my hair, it was so hard.

”I went into depression the week after all these happened. I had to deal with people saying I was not laughing like a celebrity, I also had to deal with being compared with others.

She said that it was easier for women to make it after the show than men.

from dailypost.....

52 comments:

  1. How market now? Make Jesus your all in all.

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    1. Green mamba, why won't you be depressed? What you did to Ceec was not a small something nah! Only deep thinkers saw through you and Tobi Bakare! If Tobi didn't fuck and shift you, you would have been feeling fly with yourself.

      I guess the reunion even came with bigger depression because the expose* happened there.

      Peel ma! I am glad you are better now! Go and sin no more and learn from your mistakes.

      Pretending to be nice while deeply hurting another person and casting them in a bad light never ends well for anyone!

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    2. Anon 11:34 a.ka CeeCee, i sight you ooo. Good morning madam

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    3. Cece and her toxic fans. Una no dey tire? Go and rest abeg, You guys are expired. There are new kids on the block.

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  2. Depression everywhere ,is it a sign of competition now for Nigeria ladies? Everyone i am or i was depressed, na now una hear d word depression?

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    1. The mere fact that u can't take a picture in ur normal regular state without having to appear Perfect is enough to drive one crazy.. too much a burden to carry

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    2. Sue so true.The worse now is whatsapp.Monitoring spirits.Always have one thing to say about your outfit and looks.
      At a point I just changed my number.Deleted and block a lot of people,remove myself from some kind group.Now only 25 contacts view my pictures including my family and friends and no more pressure and wahala.Make i know were my problem dey come from.

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  3. Wow, the pressure this people go through after the show no be here.

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  4. I can imagine the pressure.

    Posting pictures, searching for the perfect quote to go with the picture, makeup on fleek, slaying to perfection, endorsement deals, trying to outshine others, forming humble etc.
    Una well done.

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    1. Gbam!

      Unable to live your life for yourself and having to live for people who do not really give a toss about you! Kai! Just thinking about it makes me shudder.

      The insults and hate nko? The misinformation and rumours nko? The drama and melodrama nko?

      If you're not like Tiannah or Bobrisky or Tonto, you will wear depression like somebody wearing agbada made of 12 yards of asooke...as in very heavy something.

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    2. πŸ‘ŒI don't envy these people at all. I can imagine the stress they go through on a daily basis immediately they wake up.

      Not withstanding, most people are now using the "depression" word anyhow. when people that are really depress now come out, we will miss it. May God help us all.

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    3. OreeAkhu, even those ppl u mentioned are not immune to depression.

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  5. I don't even doubt this people. The whole craziness from fans is enough to push u into this.

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  6. 'someone was pulling my hair' dis one na e fear mi. Depression is real o. We need to be close to God. Fasting and praying was wat saved mi during dis covid times. Reading d word of God and singing hymns. Its well

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    1. This COVID time was not a joke for me but God saw me through. Jesus helped. Most especially at the beginning. I was not only depressed but having anxiety attacks and suicidal thoughts. Thank you Jesus for saving me. I feel so much better now, though still on a very low key. It is very difficult to explain, but I pray no one experiences this.

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    2. Anon 12:28 that anxiety attacks is even worse.Being far away from family and loved ones just made it worse.I had to go to the hospital 3 three times a week.One month later my body has not recovered from the panic and anxiety attacks.As if i went to war.The pain was horrible.I don't wish it on my worse enemy.

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  7. Na wah! Bally said same thing two days agoπŸ€”πŸ€”πŸ€”πŸ€” the pressure is real

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  8. The episode on ndanitv was lit and Alex has such great personality.

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    1. Yes Sista, had to go watch it on YouTube. She is such an intelligent, humble and honest person. Seyi and Bally really tried too. I loved the interview.

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  9. Their fans alone are the major problem most of them have.

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  10. Depression is so real. When I lost my mom during the lockdown, it took the grace of God not to go completely mad. I just lost it completely. Thank God I'm gradually coming out of it.

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    1. Accept my sympathies dearly beloved. May the LORD strengthen you in your inner mind by His Spirit in Jesus name. I enmesh you in the comfort of the sweet Spirit of God.

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    2. Lord is your strength Anon, I pray the holy Spirit keeps comforting you.

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    3. I'm glad you're pulling through, I wish you all the best, keep being strong πŸ’ͺ this too shall pass.

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    4. Thanks a lot, Modasista, Love struck and Chocolate. We were so close, we used to speak every day.
      It's been TOUGH, but God remains faithful.

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    5. It is well dearπŸ€—πŸ€—πŸ€—πŸ€—

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  11. I watched it, Alex was sincere about the whole questions.The pressure from their fans and the competition among them is enough for some of them to go into depression.The best winner is still Miracle

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    1. Very very sincere. The pressure from the fans is something else. Vee said something too about the amount of pressure they are on, in her interview with Hero Daniels. I loved that interview abi more like therapy, it showed the vulnerable side of Vee.

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  12. One of the dismerits of fame,thank God u came out strong.

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  13. It's not easy being and remaining in the limelight, the pressure is too muuch, I feel for them

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    1. Pressure of what to wear, makeup artist, photographer, hairstylist,car to drive you, hotel to stay in etc, kilode,all these are gulping money, and how much is really coming in? I don't envy the ones that want to continuously be on Instagram slaying Sha, you can choose to be low-key living your life on your own terms,

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  14. But the put themselves in that depression in the first place. Nothing good comes out of a big brothel house of commotion. Fake people following unreality as reality😳😳😳😏😏😏😏😏πŸ₯🐀πŸ₯🐀πŸ₯🐀

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  15. People throw the word "depression" about so freely. Severe depression does not last for a week. To even be diagnosed with depression a person has to have experienced symptoms for at least two weeks. A case of sever depression would have to be treated with professional support. I see people who actually suffer from the mental heal condition called depression and it saddens me when people throw the word about.

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  16. My own is bullying. If you are one of those constantly trolling these housemates, shame on you.
    I don't care what you think that they have done, they have done nothing personal to you and they aren't supposed to be perfect afterall cuz even you ain't perfect.
    I can never forget how the late Goldie was trolled, mocked and humiliated just for loving Prezzo in the house. I never watched it but the trolling was deep and so bad that I wondered what she had done wrong. Shortly after then, she passed on. Today, people are even having doing worse, having sex sef yet they trolled life out of Goldie. We must not agree with everything they do but trolling them with deep inhumane words makes you worse than them. You all know yourselves on this blog. It's well πŸ™

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    1. πŸ‘ πŸ‘ πŸ‘

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    2. Why don't u try telling them to tread with caution? This generation virtually swims in folly, vanities and all shades of depravity. Evil is glorified while virtue is derided. To attack faith and religion is turning to a pastime. Then they complain of depression? They shd pray that this isn't just early morning.

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  17. What goes around comes around, you gossiped, maligned, ostracised a fellow woman. Your hatred of Ceec was manifest in and out of the house. May you never have peace! CeeC had no one to talk to in the house coz you and Tobi chose to paint negative pictures of her, gossiping day and night.

    You thought you won by sidelining her and getting fact by Tobi, but he dumpt you just as fast

    You didn't evn receive or experience half the backlash CeeC got so shut the fvk up. Stop seeking relevance.3yrs later

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    1. Anon 18:42
      You said May Alex never peace? I am convinced you must be a lunatic. Not just that, you are very very silly. Who the hell are you? Are you God? Alex and Ceec have both moved on, you are here yarning rubbish. You didn't see her apologize to ceec ABI? She was trolled just as much as ceec was and I don't care what they did, they didn't deserve that level of trolling.
      Alex has and will forever have peace. Go and ynash down somewhere if your finding it difficult to move on. The person you are fighting for has moved on, do same.

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    2. idiot...cece was toxic and it is you that will neer hae peace in this life....bloody idiot..which hatredof cece? no be all of us watch the show? alex was een one to quickly apologise, who was more quarelsome in that house than cece? thunder bend that your ugly mouth dia...Alex is blessed and cece is blessed but as for you idiot, that is if you are not the cece sef....e no go better for you and coming generation...ewu

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  18. But one can also choose to be lock key and not be posting always on social media.

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  19. Big hugs and love my dear Alex😘
    So proud of the woman you are
    And the woman you are becoming
    The sky is your stepping stone
    Keep shining

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  20. I dont know the show you guys watched o, but Alex did no wrong except encourage Tobe after Ceecee rubbished him. And no, they did not sleep together, they were just normal friends. Ceecee was just toxic and nothing stopped her from apologising to Tobe while in the house . That would have changed that perception we all had of her being a bitter soul. Even Nina that she looked down on is doing well today.

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    1. Alex and Tobi slept together after the show .
      Alex is very evil deep inside of her.

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    2. Anon aka Ceecee. E don do.
      Alex is not the cause of your frustration. Your toxicity is. Shebi Tobi has "dumped" her, what have you been waiting for since?

      Oh I forgot, you were so toxic and insulted the life out of him and his generation, I'm sure his mother would be excited to have such a toxic daughter in law.

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    3. una go dey throw dump around as if na wetin. you dont know people just sleep together because they want to? you just wish it was dump to satisfy your wicked soul....alex did nothing to you so pls dont get a cardiac arrest for nothing. you go just die throway

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