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Monday, November 29, 2021

The Dark Diary - 9 (The End)

 This is the final part of the Dark Diary....


 






I rarely fall sick and so it was strange that I woke up one day and couldn’t move my legs. I went to the hospital and did everything, but my condition didn’t improve.

My husband even mentioned that he would take me back to my father’s house for better care since he was hardly at home. God forbid.

I called people for help and if they had gone through such. I drank many concoctions and rubbed many ointments on my legs. I even bathed with early morning pee, LOL

The pain was too much. Then church matter entered and pastors prayed for me via phone until a friend I met in the higher institution said she had one Pastor from a white garment church who could come pray for me.


The Pastor came and I got everything he asked me to get. He prayed for me and anointed the house and when he was leaving, he said someone used something from my body for money ritual but my head rejected it and so that person will die.

My husband died a month later.

I was shocked.

Did he really do it? or was it a coincidence?

I cried when people came to pay their condolences not because I became a widow, but because I was confused.

What is all these? God e never do?

I cried because if he really did it, I wanted to know why? Maybe if I had told him about my past, he would have pitied me. I didn’t tell him what I went through I only told him my family was dysfunctional and he said if we had a mother it would have been different.

The man I had two amazing children for wanted to kill me because he knew no one would miss me? I almost went crazy.

I cried because I loved my kids like I never loved anyone in my life and if I had died, they would have suffered.

I started planning my life all over at that moment.

I mourned him according to tradition. The vultures came for everything but I didn’t care. I have my kids. I moved out and moved on. I was 33 years old.

I know where I am coming from and I know where I am going to. I have built a solid wall around myself and my children.

I look at how innocent and happy my children are. I am rest assured that they are safe and it will remain that way.

I have been abused by everyone around me. I have trust issues even with people that have proved themselves to be trustworthy.

I am not bitter. Matter of fact people look at me and say I don’t have problems and that I am a happy woman and I laugh. Just try nonsense with me and I will throw you on a field lets play ‘’Green light,Red light’’ .

Typing and reading this aloud is therapeutic and so I free myself of all hatred.

My foundation was very bad, I tried starting over and the building crashed.

I clocked 37 years old on Sunday November 21,2021 and I am starting all over again, older and wiser with a new diary and I intend to fill it up with happy thoughts.

Every child deserves to be cared for and loved because they didn’t beg to be born.

Before you touch any child, think twice and pick on someone your own size. Allow children enjoy their childhood.


Thank you for reading




*I am crying like a baby here..... Belated Happy Birthday to you warrior woman... I am so proud of you!!!

68 comments:

  1. Oh poster, reading all u have been through I feel bruised and battered.i can't even imagine how you feel. I am glad you have chosen to rise above it all and rewrite the story for your children, differently. Keep being strong,God has not let u succumb to all these Will surely give you the last and best laugh. Cheers

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    1. Madame, try read "The SECRET" by Rhonda Bryne.

      There you will understand the things you have done to sabotage yourself and why all these experiences you had were never, not even one of them, non was an accident. EVERYTHING WAS ALL IN YOUR HANDS.

      Only then will you learn how to truly begin anew and have a story that you desire. Reading your sad story may have engaged us, writing it may seem therapeutic for you, but you know what? You have done the very opposite of what you were supposed to do to attract the POSITIVE change you deserve. You are not nearly as powerless as you believe.

      Love and light.

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    2. I first came across the Self sabotage concept a long time ago. I devoted time reading all I could lay my hands on. It led to the most fundamental changes I have ever made in my life. Often we are responsible for what happens to us, but we are always too quick to point fingers.

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    3. Wishing you a very joyful and peaceful life from here on out. But you didn't really say if you are walking now. Did you start walking as soon as your husband died? May we hear wonderful testimonies of God's goodness in your life.

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    4. I love you poster. GOD would do miraculous things in your life. You just wait and see

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  2. Happy belated birthday ma, I praythat God will grant you your heart desires, stay strong

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  3. Thank you for getting a new diary that will be filled with goodnews. Keep on standing strong.

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  4. Ah..,really emotional! May you keep getting better. Wishing you many more wonderful years in happiness,good health and wealth. It is well with you *hugs*

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  5. And it has a silver lining...Ehugs to you...You navigated all these and came through stronger...So proud that you are not scared of mending your broken wings and flying...The sky is your starting point and no mind will comprehend or conceive all that God has concerning you...This is just the beginning...Cheers to you belated happy birthday superwoman πŸŽ‰πŸŽ‰πŸ₯‚πŸ₯‚πŸ₯‚πŸ₯‚

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  6. Hmmmm sooo sad. You are still standing and you will continue yo stand in Jesus mighty name. May he repay you beauty for ashes. God bless you.

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  7. Thank you for the series write up. You're destined to shine no matter what the enemy thinks/says.

    What happened to your deceased husband should be a prayer point; whoever wants us dead should die. Simple.

    Belated happy birthday. Best wishes.

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  8. It is well with you and your children, poster. Going forward, it will be good news that will be heard about you and you kids. Amen.

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  9. Poster thank God for you, pls give us the contact of the pastor that prayed for you.

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  10. Thanks for sharing your story with us. May the Good God heal your ailing heart.
    Please note that the fact that that dead prophecy happened does not confer
    credibility to the "white garment pastor"
    Evil prophecies are the devils ways of breaking up families and taking souls into destruction.
    The devil has no good prophecies because he cannot do good; he
    comes to kill, steal and destroy (John 10:10).
    Make Jesus your Lord and he will direct your ways and grant you life
    in abundance. Please study your Bible daily
    *hugs and kisses.

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  11. Belated birthday to you
    God's strength is all you need
    May happiness not cease from your life πŸ™πŸ™

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  12. Happy belated birthday.
    You are a strong woman.
    Your children are lucky to have you.
    You are a testimony
    A survivor....GOD bless and enlarge you.(AMEN)
    Affliction will not rise again.

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  13. You are a warrior. I applaud your courage through life. God will continually strengthen you and change your story

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  14. Happy fabulous birthday to you ma'am. This world is indeed mysterious. I thank God for your life. But you never mentioned who it was that abused you at your family house then...abi I miss am ni???

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  15. Cheers to starting over again.
    Light will come.
    Remain strong woman!

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  16. You're a strong woman. Keep the courage goingand never relent. All the best and happy belated birthday poster

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  17. You are a very strong woman. May God continue to strengthen and guide you and your children

    Amyviv

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  18. It's a good tin u didn't allow all these challenges stop u.kip pressing on and guide those children with your life.congrats to starting a new,God bless and keep you.

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  19. Jesus you are indeed a strong woman, may the Lord continue to strengthen and protect you. Happy belated birthday.

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  20. Belated happy birthday to you.
    May God perfect all that concerns you.

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  21. Very painful.
    I was hoping and praying you will get your happily ever after.

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  22. I have never commented on ur diary even though I never miss it...u my darlyn are a strong woman,Thank God u r alive for ur kids and nothing will change that...

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  23. You are indeed a strong superwoman!!!!
    You endured all these
    It's a new dawn sis,better days are here.
    Cheeers to a new beginning
    Love,healing,light and love.

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  24. Even though I don't know you, your story has moved me to love you and pray for you as if we've known for ages.
    I pray for you with all my heart that God will wipe all tears away from your eyes πŸ‘€, give you triple blessings for all you've been through and make you laugh and rejoice again.

    Belated happy birthday, daughter of the Most High God, you haven't seen God's best yet. Wait for it, it'll surely come to be.
    πŸ˜πŸ’•πŸ˜˜πŸ™πŸ·πŸΎπŸ€‘πŸŽ‰πŸŽπŸ•―️πŸŽ‚πŸ₯‚πŸ₯°

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  25. πŸ€—πŸ€—πŸ€—πŸ€—πŸ€—πŸ€—πŸ€—

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  26. You went through a lot. May the future bring you lots of good memories in Jesus name. May your children not go through what you went through in Jesus name Amen.

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  27. πŸ˜˜πŸ˜˜πŸ˜˜πŸ€— I’m so happy you are here to tell your story. Please, hope you are okay health wise? Your legs are okay now and you can walk? To God be the glory.

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  28. God is your strength dear you are really a strong woman,so happy you are finally free. Hugs for you dear, happy belated birthday 😘😘😘😘

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  29. You are a winner, you went through so much and still standing strong. Your head is really strong and God gat your back. Not all ritual victims survive it, but God stood for you because you've been through so much
    Happy belated birthday, e-hugs from meπŸ€—πŸ€—πŸ€—πŸ€—

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  30. Oh mai God! you're indeed a strong woman.
    Thank God you're alive to tell the story.
    You'll live long to take care of your children
    God bless you and prosper your new age

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  31. Belayed happy birthday strong woman.
    May bless and keep you and the children.

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  32. It's well with you. Continue to be strong and positive and in no time our God will make all things beautiful for you. Happy belated birthday dear.

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  33. πŸ˜₯πŸ˜₯😣😣😣πŸ˜₯πŸ˜₯πŸ˜₯Oh mine......... I hope you can walk now??????you are truly a strong woman.
    HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY

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  34. Wow
    U are a strong woman 😘
    An amazing one too

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  35. Belated happy birthday to you, you're a very strong woman, may God perfect all that concerns you

    Cheers to a glorious and fruitful years ahead..
    πŸ€—πŸ€—πŸ€—πŸ€—πŸ€—πŸ˜˜πŸ˜˜

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  36. Happy belated birthday to u
    May God continue to strengthen u and keep your children from evil
    Cheers to glorious years ahead

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  37. Belated happy birthday. Be truthful to yourself and focus. Jesus loves you

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  38. Happy belated birthday super woman, God will perfect all that concerns you.

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  39. You are a strong woman indeed
    Belated happy birthday to you
    πŸ€—πŸ€—πŸ˜

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  40. Happy belated birthday to you. You are a survivor.

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  41. Happy belated birthday to you poster, may this new year bring you good tidings, joy immeasurable, peace beyond human understanding in Jesus name amen.

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  42. First of this story is very moving. However I discovered a descripancy. In one of the othe chronicles I believe the writer said that her husband had read her diary and wept like a baby but in this one she contradicts herself by saying that may be if she told her husband, he would have pitied her and not use her. I believe Stella is the one writing her stories to keep us entertained and no doubt it is actually entertaining.

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    1. Hello Anonymous 15:13

      I just want to read and move on, I have purged myself already and I feel better writing my story.

      Anyway in the first Diary which I wrote about my husband who was then my boyfriend reading my diary, what was inside was my thoughts about him and me asking myself if I could truly marry him, I talked about his dressing. My friends used to laugh at the way he dressed and talked, they teased me about.

      He was pained because he felt I was hiding him and playing him for a fool at the same time. Collecting his money too.

      I didn't tell him how I was abused as a child nor how I survived in school. What he knew was a normal big girl with men chasing her and he felt like a winner when I looked his way. I too was happy because I didn't want to finish school and go back home.

      This is my story and I sent a mail to SDK the week the world was celebrating the girl child, I had a flush of emotions and wanted to share my thoughts.

      IF YOU NEED PROOF you can ask for a screenshot of my mails to her of course with my name cleaned out.

      Stella loves drama but does not have time to cook up tales.

      The story is not meant to entertain but to educate people on things going on under their noses.

      DARK DIARY POSTER,
      Thank you

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  43. Life!! May God guide and guard your new beginning. Congratulations for better things ahead.

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  44. Happy belated birthday hero,be strong for your children.....God has greater things in stock for you in this life

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  45. It is well with you poster,may God wipe away all your tears and grant you divine peace and happiness with lots of prosperity.Amen

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  46. I am glad you decided to move on from the ashes of your past. Mistakes were made on all sides, your dad, your siblings and you . You made choices based on the circumstances you found yourself, but you could have chosen other options. Where were your mum's siblings, your maternal grandparents, you never said a word about them. Is it safe to assume your mum was an ophan? Your mum died giving birth to you, who raised you from the point your mum died, your formative ages till the era of going through lack at about 6-8 years. Filling the gap will help some of us understand a few things. I wish you well

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  47. Oh dear poster. Happy belated birthday to you. It is well with you πŸ€—.

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  48. Belated birthday to you sis. May your joy be full. Your children shall make you proud and you shall live long to eat the fruits of your labor on them

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  49. May new found peace, joy and happiness locate you.

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  50. Your story is so touching! May God restore your lost glory and give you a new beginning with your kids,iam so sorry! You are a conqueror! May God keep you,may you live long to enjoy your Children's children,may God open strange doors for you,it is well with you

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    1. I wish you well ma'am,going through a lot too but this was caused by my exhubby and I pray I have not been used too.

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  51. Congratulations, happy belated birthday. Thank God for his mercies

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  52. I am speechless. Nehemiah 8:10. the joy of the Lord is your strength.

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  53. I am glad for your testimony.

    I shall he praying for you.

    If you need 5o talk to someone, please get in touch with me (as a listening friend, I understand trust is hard for you,but try)

    I love you 😍 πŸ’—

    Thanks for sharing your story. No blame from me. Its In the past diary. Start a new diary of joy.

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  54. Belated Happy Birthday to You Ma. God who has brought You this far will not leave You. It's well.

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  55. ceeomaperfumes0803472994430 November 2021 at 15:30

    is well with you.

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  56. God alone knows how to restore you and He will.
    I pray that peace and joy that pass all understanding will be yours in Jesus mighty name Amen

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  57. Love and light to you πŸ’›... God bless and give you a beautiful new chapter ✨

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