A Testimony so beautiful,you will have no choice but to praise God!
''Thanks Stella for touching peoples life in your own unique way, remain blessed.
I am an ardent reader your blog for like three years now but hardly
comment even though i enjoy reading people comments coz its sometimes
funny and full of drama.
Its my first time sending my story to a blog, the thought of sharing
my testimony with people made me so restless towards the end of 2015
till now, really i dont know why i've been feeling this way but i
think God has a message for someone through me And i would be glad if
you could share it to bvs. i really wish this could be a stand alone
testimony but you know best where it fits.
I like to remain anonymous, my life was once at a stand still, nothing
was working, after graduating all the people that promised me job
never fulfill their promises, thank God i wasnt the idle type, i
learnt a trade and started making little money on my own but it was
not enough as i have younger ones in school and mum to care for (she
has sacrificed a lot for me) but i kept managing.
i do have very bad dreams, stella there is no kind of delicacy that
i've not tasted in my dream. Sex with a strange man became very
regular, feels so real and i even climax. sometimes the sex feels more
like a rape and i feel pains in my vjay when i wakeup. I have have
given birth to countless of babies in my dream and one of the
prophesies i got based on that Was numerous. Some men of God said i
won't be able to conceive, some said it will take me seven years of
looking for Fruit of the womb before i can conceive that i should pray
I do end healthy relationships for no tangible reason ,wouldnt care
(am not the wayward type). one Prophecy said my spirit husband is hell
bent on making me husbandless on earth.
At a point i thought nothing good may never come out of me because of
all those bad dreams and negative prophesies. D dreams were so bad
that families and friends would call me only to tell me how bad the
dreams they had about me were and i became so scared of my life and
always wished i was never born.
Trust the devil as he tormented me with fear, i was in fear and worry
a lot about my life and fear of becoming a laughing stock in my
father's family (my mum had a bad marriage) even my dad always look
forward to our mistakes in order to mock my mum that she is i failure,
So i was always scared of letting her down.
i fell really sick and lost weight rapidly because i lost appetite and
i became so weak that i couldnt walk. I started googling the symptoms
i had and in my own gullible mind i diagnose my self of HIV...hmmmm.
For so many years i secretly felt i had the disease without getting
tested(fear didnt make me get tested) and was nursing the belief tha i
would die soon, you see how the devil is using me to torment me?
At a point i became so depressed, so depressed that i was always
crying because i have prayed a lot and i felt God has abandoned me but
God turned my life around, I went for HIV test amidst fear and it came
out negative. i got a job married my boyfriend whom i have tried
breaking up with the way i have done to my exs but he never gave up on
me and now we are married. I got pregnant almost immediately.
To crown it all our twin boys arrived last year and our joy became
full, we are living happily. I have never been this happy all my life.
No matter how bad things seems to be at the moment remember there is
light at the end of the tunnel.
Always pray against negative prophesies and you will thank God in the end.
Thanks for reading. Excuse my typos as am breastfeeding while typing''