How y'all doing?? Friday's comes so fast these day π€·π€·
Hanging out with some colleagues, there's grill fish,ise-wu , pepper kpomo, pepper snail and bush meat(grass cutter) yummy ππ with enough drinks,but yours sincerely is having juice!
Will watch footies when I get home⚽⚽ EPL Leicester City vs Newcastle United
It has been a beautiful journey so far. How are you guys doing Heavy rain here What's the gist ooo Anyone who is gracious enough to just throw small amebo come my way π. Biko Stella you have to bring back that BEP part 2,I have a serious question I want to ask someone ππππ.
Those still hanging out late at night are trying for this kind of insecurity issues that are everywhere. I used to take a long walk in the evening time as part of exercise. As in, just be walking to no destination until I get tired and start going back. I did it without panic. Now I can't do it anymore,it is not safe here. I heard there was shooting at Ogba/Ikeja areas today. God please provide solution to our leaders. All those evil men ,make them the more they look the less they see. Life is meant to be enjoyed.
Friday going well. We haven't had power supply in 4days. Rain fell and spoilt one thing inside our transformer according to Ikeja Electric people. Thank God for Gen and resources to buy fuel. That's how I've been powering my freezer and pumping water.
I wonder when we'll eventually get it right in this country. It is well!
Please I want to download series this night. Recommend a nice either family, romance, drama or teenage series for me please. We are on strike, so I need something I can binge on while being indoor
Yippee! It's a freaky Friday and what's popping wherever you are at? I absolutely miss Salma and Candy on here..πππ Happy birthday to Ada Bluey..I am cooking rice and beans and hey,y'all sure can come join in on it..I really appreciate the Anonymous that reached out to my humble self yesterday..CIAO!
We do that because we love it. mine is Galax with the gold in the middle. I carry it to the office and I'm so fine carrying it. I'd you have any problem with that? I am married with kids
Omg! We took our “welcome home” baby pics and they are so dreamy and bringing in views. Now I’m thinking of transitioning into a mommy content creator. π€ I don’t know how long I’m gon keep up with it but it’s easy breezy now that my baby is literally sleeping thru it all plus hubs is just as extra, helping me with lightenings and getting in awkward positions for us to get dope pics. π π
π€π€π€ your joy is absolutely contagious, i'm glad you're doing great! if/when you become a mommy youtuber or blogger, would you share your contents with BVs lol
Thank you Queens. ππ Snarker, I’m not thinking the big yet. Just IG & Reels and a lil bit of Twitter. My baby is dreamy on camera so I’m gon ride that wheel till it falls off. ππ
My family is taking a one week vacation next week to celebrate mother's day so I am just busy cooking some of the meals we will eat there because I can't eat any foreign food and don't intend to cook while I'm on vacation.
Hmm...my sister I used to do self-catering holidays too but changed as the children got older..Got fed up with reheating food and clearing up instead of enjoying my hols. Now anywhere we go, we eat what’s available.
I'm all alone at home, on work off today and tomorrow. My phone is my roommate at the moment. Lemme gist youππππnot too serious sha, I decided to rock an old wig with correct adimole(Conrow)underneath because I don't have money and time to make a new style, getting to the bus stop busy looking for bus or keke to avoid being late to work, some danfo drivers were gisting , one of them said "o fine gan"ππππI just smiled back. My colleagues complimented my hair all through this week, I had the thought of discarding the wig before but as it is, no way!
Sister loc’d and loving it. Head full of hair. 14months and counting. Hair freedom at it’s peak.
Some days I’m frustrated - not because I don’t like my hair, but because I don’t have the energy to pull up all the hair into a bun. The hair keeps swelling and increasing in volume and length so much so that my palms struggle to grab them.
How do you do it oo? Been doing Palm rolling Over a year and my hairs bottom's not loc'd just the tips and that was achievable by pin loc'ing. Got the best hair for locs so I don't know what to say is the problem. Do I stick with the pin or any chemical to instantly loc from the bottom?
. Life is just meaningless. I don’t care about anything anymore I wish life came with a reset button Yeah reset it and have a choice to have never been born You think I want to be here. You think i like to live like this I hate everything I wish I can just go to sleep and not have to wake up again I don’t really care any more
There’s no point any way We are all going to still die after all Humanity is caused with damn bloody survival instincts Its programmed in us just to keep this hopeless Cycle going Make us believe we have to stay alive by all means The foul instinct makes death feel like a loss to the dead So it Makes us all afraid of death But I’m not afraid of dying Death is no loss to the dead death IS A GAIn of freedom I’m infatuated with death.
‘unfortunately she lost her life’ how can you be sure its actually an unfortunate event for her how can you be sure its actually a loss for her what if she had just gained something better, freedom maybe by giving up on this cursed life how about eternal silence. Solitude
really I hate that I’m here now I feel dejected I should be able to have a choice Whats the point to all the hassles Im fucking tired and pissed I just want to sleeeeeeeee[;p[] I don’t want to have to be here i don’t wAnt your help or assistance I don’t want anything I don’t want this life and world anymore i would rather it all just went away so i wont have to deal with it I don’t want to have to deal with anything anymore I’m so sad and sinkingggg I don’t want anything at all Nothing
Just go away and allow me to sleep because when I sleep I don’t feel any of these I don’t desire anything I don’t want to feel this way any more I loathe your world I don’t want to be part of it anymore Its not love I need its not companionship I need Its NOTHING I NEED. I’m overwhelmed with grief A forlorn feeling of great lossssssss I have already lost all though I have no desire to gain it back, None whatsoever CHEERS TO A LONG DESERVING REST
Alot of people feel this way, i even question why i have kids to continue the miserable circle but sadly we were not given a choice so we have to embrace the world as we see it and make do with whatever we are given. Sending you hugs. We will get through this.
Some thing on my mind. Two months ago, hubby said in his dream a woman came to him and told him I am planning to kill him. Today, he said he dreamt another lady told him to ask me, that I am cheating on me. I told him to pray against the dream as it is the schemes of a strange woman planning to scatter our marriage. Abi how una see am?
DULLapo, I see am say you dull well well. You no sabi wetin your horseband dey plan? Issokay. Very soon you go understand. Better quickly organize yourself and everything that concerns you very well.
I am on that group as well. But I haven't yet join their monthly contribution not because I don't trust them but because I no get money.
The owner of that group has an integrity to maintain cos he has a payable career on Facebook and he wouldn't want to jeopardize it by dwindling people of their money.
When in this era now ordinary legit call out on social media can hunt him down...
I think you can even get his contact and address from him and then verify.
I hear they even borrow people correct car on little amount of money.
It is a very nice business concept if you ask me.
The guy is also a publisher , have published quite some books even children's books .
I visited an hausa woman friend she gave me something in powder form mixed with milk to drink, am back to my house pussy is on fire been dripping since I got home, am so wet don't know what to do πππππ to think she wants to test how effective it is which kind wahala be this now π♀️
Haaaaaa! which type of wahala is this, how will you allow someone to experiment with your body when you're not a lab rat. Sha don't let your p***y lead you astray, take care
Just here angry because this iucd induced cramp won't freaking let me be!! Feel like pulling out the darned thing. I'm paying my GP a visit tomorrow, I Don taya to dey swallow pain reliever before I develop drug-induced ulcer on top contraception. Mtscheew.
Welcome to Nigeria, some of them behave like God. That's why I prefer a private hospital where you can talk base on your money. A doctor nearly killed a lady in my school, the lady had to threaten the doctor if anything happens to her that her parent will come for him not knowing she's not to take certain injection due to her health history
You know better, he's your doctor. Why did you schedule an appointment with him? (It's a rhetorical question.) As a married woman, if he tells you to avoid sex for a certain period of time in order not to spoil what he's working on, then stay off sex. Like I asked earlier, you know why you scheduled an appointment in the first place. You even mentioned drugs and treatment. If you were in perfect health, he won't have instructed such. Be patient. Health is wealth. Good luck!
Please dont cry ok...So sorry about how you feel. That was very unprofessional of him. Try and call him tomorrow to enquire more and tell him he can tell you whatever without being agressive. Ehugs
Cassie, no doctor has any right to withhold any information from his patient. He should have answered her questions. If I was the one, I would have kept pressing till he answered. Why won't u answer me?
You people keep defending all these nonsense ppl do and that's why they will never change.
@Felicity,its a private hospital. @Cassie,I am in perfect health,it was check up and why can't he tell me what he is working on. I had a miscarriage sept/Oct last yr and he said himself that it's one of those things that happens and can't be explained. the pregnancy just stop growing and I bled it all out without any evacuation although drugs was inserted in my vagina.I had my period immediately afterwards and he asked not to get pregnant till after three periods which we adhere to. immediately I tested positive and pregnancy was declared viable,he placed me on injection. I asked why cos I browse the injection and I saw that it was for cases that I don't have.two of my colleagues had miscarriages before having a live birth and they told me they were placed on that same injection cos of low cervix and weak cervix each but I had none. The pregnancy has been smooth,yesterday being the last day of the injection,you asked to see me,,no scan was done ,you just ask me to lie down and press my stomach,you didnt check heartbeat (although I did a scan last month and the heartbeat is fine ).I asked if babies drink sperm and he was shocked that I was having sex,but you didnt tell me to stop? @Pheonix,I was told to come for a urinary test this morning.i asked why, he said I ask too much questions. @Eka,Thanks cos you understand what I am saying. There isnt really much good hospitals here and he is one of the best in the state. I thought about going to a government hospital but he is a consultant there and there is 90% chance that he will attend to me there.i got a contact at the teaching hospital, I called to ask about antenatal dates, I told the woman that my doctor placed me on injection, when I mentioned the injection, she said it shouldn't be if I am not having any complications. she ask about the hospital, as soon as I mentioned the doctor's name, she said oh,he is good so maybe he has his reason. its been physically painful and emotionally draining to be on injection since Jan, my bum bum is hard and has lumps from the syringe,I just started taking it on my laps last month. I was excited that it is the last injection yesterday.Got home and just wanted to cry cos other than off and on pelvic pain and round ligament pain,I am having a stress less pregnancy period. I pay 3050 every Friday for the injection as its once a week.
@ Uzu Anwuli, I'm sorry for all the stress and pain. Please take heart. Like I said before, be patient. He has your best interest at heart. All the best. This time, you shall carry your baby to term and birth safely by God's grace. Good luck.
Had the most aweful experience today. Boarded Keke with to school, dropped my kids on the way before I got to my own junction to alight, so while the kids dropped the Keke man was just murmuring that they are wasting his time so I had to defend them by telly him to calm down let them drop properly before in a bid to hurry, they faa inside a gutter or motor will hit them After they dropped a little argument ensued between us and he kept on cursing me out...madam shut up and all....me I just alighted at the next thing he did is what I am still trying to forget. When. I dropped I moved forward and he just passed me and spat straight on...I met pheaped a lot of saliva straight on ....right on my face....by the side on my face....plenty salizva.. It happened in a flash and he zoomed off....I was shocked and dumbfounded. I just kept moving like nothing happened, brought out wipes from my bag and started cleabcle my face.....this was me ooo going to work in the morning. After a split second it occurred to me that I should have boarded another Keke immediately to chase after him...but this though came a tad bit too late. I passed through a police post on my way to work and another thought came to go and register a complaint in the police Station but because of the timing , work and all I brushed it aside. I think I can still remember his face vividly fight now I just got to work, spoke in tongues, holy spirit encourage me and help me overcome everything today... It was awful...things we see in the road just to earn a living. Thanks for sharing my experience with me. I feel better. Any thoughts?
Something similar happened to me when I was around 7 or 8 years old (I'm female). My Mum left me and siblings in the car to grab something in either roadside or park or market in Aba. I rolled down the window at some point to peep out and some agbero spat heavy on my face. For no reason. It really traumatized me for a while. Very awful behavior, and an introduction to the rough world out there. It's lack of home training. This was in the nineties when Nigeria was normal. I cant imagine now. God bless mothers. .
Awful experience but next time learn to ignore, this country is soooo hard and miserable that people are carrying out their frustration on anyone and everyone. For your sanity, you do not need to stoop to the level of a keke man by having an altercation infront of your kids. Clean up and pray. God will come through for you.
I really feel your pain madam. Especially since you could do nothing about it. In developed climes that guy would have been prosecuted, worse if he was caught on camera or CCTV. Because what he did was very dangerous and exposed you to harm. Especially now with diseases flying around like corona virus. Madam may God comfort you. Try to put it off your mind and receive God's peace. The wickedness these days.........
Wonderful evening. I like that BEP asking questions. Lying on my bed. Just finished eating yam porridge with suya garnished on it and plenty green. My face is getting beautiful.
Have a good night everyone. Before you sleep, pray to God Almighty for protection and coverage. The devil is really working overtime. Using his fork to pick bodies while they sleep
Yes it definitely can be draining if you don’t have good support around you so you can rest/sleep well. I bet you if you turn back time and you no get kids, you won’t be saying this oo. Na prayer and fasting you go dey do for God to give you children. So be thankful please. And always take care of yourself and your mental health. Its very important. It’s worth it but it is a lot of work. Get a nanny if you can.
I am just here with baby Sterling,nothing much.am still praying to God ,i wnt a denewment between hubby nd i..God pls do nd let the glory go back to u..over to nolly scripts writers brb
Dear Stella, I just want to let u know what u make me do for love,thank u for connecting us together. G, loving u has really changed my world.At times,I wonder if Stella knew wat she has done to "us".Stella u make us fall in love that we both scare of letting go of ourselves!G,be calm,ok?I am not gonna leave u but love u more.Thanks for ur love,care n understanding especially wen we start our "drama".I love u my all in one!
My daughter always disturb me to buy a car. I Understand her anyway.i never reach I won't lie.i told her to pray about it and she said Jesus refused to answer.π I don't know what to tell her again.
Children! πππππ Tell her that Jesus didn't refuse to answer, but will answer at the right time. Anon 23:46 I pray God answers your prayers soonest and prosper you on every side.
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ReplyDeleteHow y'all doing?? Friday's comes so fast these day π€·π€·
Hanging out with some colleagues, there's grill fish,ise-wu , pepper kpomo, pepper snail and bush meat(grass cutter) yummy ππ with enough drinks,but yours sincerely is having juice!
Will watch footies when I get home⚽⚽ EPL Leicester City vs Newcastle United
Get jiggy and groovy guysππ·πΎπ₯³
Hey Paris
DeleteCome and join me while I devour this chicken barbeque ππ.
How are you?
Pari pari,have fun.
DeleteEnjoy. No time.
DeleteThanks darling ππ enjoy π₯³ I'm fabulous!
DeleteAnd you no invite me.. Is alright
DeleteChai, see enjoyment
DeleteEnjoy yourself π€ππ€
DeleteEnjoy Paris. π
DeleteSee enjoyment na. Please ditch the juweece.
DeleteIt has been a beautiful journey so far.
ReplyDeleteHow are you guys doing
Heavy rain here
What's the gist ooo
Anyone who is gracious enough to just throw small amebo come my way π.
Biko Stella you have to bring back that BEP part 2,I have a serious question I want to ask someone ππππ.
I love you all and I miss SDK blog terribly
We love you too. And we miss you.π€
DeleteBut the post is still on now? Why wait for part 2 ? Go and ask jare
DeleteWe love you too ❤️❤️ (no homo)
DeleteBigbanty ask your question now.
DeleteMy loves..ππ
ReplyDeleteMy Friday is going on well sha. Had a boring day in shop today.
Called my friend and his girlfriend to hangout with me at green view this evening.πππππ
Make I shake body tonight. Will be leaving very late thou.
I'm so hungry and I'm tipsy too..πππ
Will order their full chicken tonight.πππ
Make sure y'all have a sexy and lovely evening.. Kossesππ
One full barbeque chicken dey my front like this...no one to hangout with just me but I'm enjoying the view.
DeleteOla melanin..eku gbadun.
DeleteEnjoyπ₯³π
DeleteEnjoy jare
DeleteThose still hanging out late at night are trying for this kind of insecurity issues that are everywhere.
DeleteI used to take a long walk in the evening time as part of exercise.
As in, just be walking to no destination until I get tired and start going back.
I did it without panic.
Now I can't do it anymore,it is not safe here.
I heard there was shooting at Ogba/Ikeja areas today.
God please provide solution to our leaders.
All those evil men ,make them the more they look the less they see.
Life is meant to be enjoyed.
I'm just relaxing .
God is good.
Friday going well. We haven't had power supply in 4days. Rain fell and spoilt one thing inside our transformer according to Ikeja Electric people.
ReplyDeleteThank God for Gen and resources to buy fuel. That's how I've been powering my freezer and pumping water.
I wonder when we'll eventually get it right in this country. It is well!
Kpele,it will get better
DeleteNa their way. Hopefully it will be fixed soon
DeletePlease I want to download series this night. Recommend a nice either family, romance, drama or teenage series for me please. We are on strike, so I need something I can binge on while being indoor
ReplyDeleteAnon, download "Bridgeton" VERY NICE series. We're patiently waiting for S2.
DeleteThanks so much MissAmusa, but have watched it before
DeleteSistas
DeleteRain! It's raining cats, dogs and even elephants here.
ReplyDeleteI need a celine Dion song with the light dim and me under my duvet that feeling is heavenly π¬π¬π¬
DeleteReally..where?
DeleteHello shooter gyal,blowing you weekend kisses...
Sending you π€π€π€π€π€π€π€π€π€π€π€π€π€
DeleteRight back at ya sugar plum ππππ
DeleteNnah this year is running serious marathon
ReplyDeleteI like it
I just dey break fast
I pray this rain should fall,heat too much mbok
Yippee! It's a freaky Friday and what's popping wherever you are at? I absolutely miss Salma and Candy on here..πππ Happy birthday to Ada Bluey..I am cooking rice and beans and hey,y'all sure can come join in on it..I really appreciate the Anonymous that reached out to my humble self yesterday..CIAO!
ReplyDeleteMan wey sabi cook no dey quick marry o
DeleteNo bread and akara today. Enjoy your rice and beans.
DeleteSo hungry now..
DeleteHi peeps..
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DeleteHello dear π
DeleteHolla IJ
DeleteWhy do some people spray their hair gold color. They always look sick to me.
ReplyDeleteto you sha. i wish we'd do away with the negative stereotypes on people that color their hair
DeleteLol! Different Strokes I guess. Na Grey I dey find o.
DeleteMy hair used to have gold tips till recently, and it was totally beautiful.
DeleteWe do that because we love it. mine is Galax with the gold in the middle. I carry it to the office and I'm so fine carrying it. I'd you have any problem with that? I am married with kids
DeleteOmg! We took our “welcome home” baby pics and they are so dreamy and bringing in views. Now I’m thinking of transitioning into a mommy content creator. π€
ReplyDeleteI don’t know how long I’m gon keep up with it but it’s easy breezy now that my baby is literally sleeping thru it all plus hubs is just as extra, helping me with lightenings and getting in awkward positions for us to get dope pics. π π
Ahhhh! Joys of motherhood. π₯°π₯°
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Deleteyour joy is absolutely contagious, i'm glad you're doing great!
if/when you become a mommy youtuber or blogger, would you share your contents with BVs lol
Awwwwww! Congratulations Persian. May God keep baby for you.
DeleteCongrats once again.
DeleteCongratulations, i can feel your joy from here.
DeleteAll road leads to Hoha's house, strange noise coming from her tenant's apartment. Make the men go first, i'll go later biko. Amibo update tmr
DeleteEnjoy and savor every moment baybieπ❤️π
DeleteCongratulations Perx, God bless your LO.
DeleteI wish I could see the whole collection of pictures. Congrats to π₯°π₯°π₯°π₯°π₯°
DeleteThis is one picture I actually wish I had taken professionally but the alaroro in me wouldn't let me
DeleteCongrats again sis
DeleteAwwww, that's nice ❤️❤️
DeleteCongrats dear. God bless the baby
DeleteEnjoy it Perx baibayπ₯°
DeleteAwwwww...
DeleteI hate pictures o
Hardly snap
Awwww. I want
DeleteThank you Queens. ππ
DeleteSnarker, I’m not thinking the big yet. Just IG & Reels and a lil bit of Twitter.
My baby is dreamy on camera so I’m gon ride that wheel till it falls off. ππ
Lucky you, my hubs and camera are sworn enemies. He just won't agree.
DeleteContinue to enjoy this tranquil phase of motherhood.
Congrats godmum... It's really paining me that I missed this baby news
DeleteWhen you're starting your IG reels, please don't forget to drop your handleπ₯°
Hey lovelies.
ReplyDeleteTrust everyone is well today.
Been a very busy year so far...in a good way.
Im already in hot soup; after giving my friends morale all week about us going out tonight, now the day has arrived and I dont feel like stepping out anymore.
Im already tucked in bed, watching Southpark and pressing my phone. Steady praying no-one sends a message... yeah, I suck sometimesπ©
To anyone going out tonight, please if you see my friends, help me tell them sorry.
Ohhhh,I have told them sorry on your behalf
DeleteBut please try to make up with them and have fun
Hey! Say hello to Stan and Eric for me! Am a huge fan!
DeleteLmao....happens, had plans for tonight but cancelled last minute...really needed to rest.
DeleteHope you're great dearie π₯°
BS: lol none called last night. It rained here.
DeleteStan: im such a huge fan too.
Essa: im fine love. Trust you are too.
My family is taking a one week vacation next week to celebrate mother's day so I am just busy cooking some of the meals we will eat there because I can't eat any foreign food and don't intend to cook while I'm on vacation.
ReplyDeleteI am on fried rice now
Hmm...my sister I used to do self-catering holidays too but changed as the children got older..Got fed up with reheating food and clearing up instead of enjoying my hols. Now anywhere we go, we eat what’s available.
DeleteI'm all alone at home, on work off today and tomorrow. My phone is my roommate at the moment.
ReplyDeleteLemme gist youππππnot too serious sha, I decided to rock an old wig with correct adimole(Conrow)underneath because I don't have money and time to make a new style, getting to the bus stop busy looking for bus or keke to avoid being late to work, some danfo drivers were gisting , one of them said "o fine gan"ππππI just smiled back. My colleagues complimented my hair all through this week, I had the thought of discarding the wig before but as it is, no way!
O fine gan Felicity! Keep the wigπ
DeleteHey fine girl. πππ pretty girls rock
DeleteSure going to keep it, Essa
DeleteYessssss Phoenix, we rock ππππππ
Sister loc’d and loving it. Head full of hair. 14months and counting. Hair freedom at it’s peak.
ReplyDeleteSome days I’m frustrated - not because I don’t like my hair, but because I don’t have the energy to pull up all the hair into a bun. The hair keeps swelling and increasing in volume and length so much so that my palms struggle to grab them.
Just had a fresh retie. #endofrant
I loc'd my hair 3 months ago too and been enjoying the low maintenance ride.
DeleteRant? π . You got me fooled cos I thought it was hair appreciation post.
DeleteHow do you do it oo? Been doing Palm rolling Over a year and my hairs bottom's not loc'd just the tips and that was achievable by pin loc'ing.
DeleteGot the best hair for locs so I don't know what to say is the problem.
Do I stick with the pin or any chemical to instantly loc from the bottom?
@Dainty, sure feels good. Enjoy your journey, babe.
Delete@Perxian, π ‘twas a 2 in one: appreciation and rant.
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ReplyDeleteLife is just meaningless.
I don’t care about anything anymore
I wish life came with a reset button
Yeah reset it and have a choice to have never been born
You think I want to be here. You think i like to live like this
I hate everything
I wish I can just go to sleep and not have to wake up again
I don’t really care any more
There’s no point any way
We are all going to still die after all
Humanity is caused with damn bloody survival instincts
Its programmed in us just to keep
this hopeless Cycle going
Make us believe we have to stay alive by all means
The foul instinct makes death feel like a loss to the dead
So it Makes us all afraid of death
But I’m not afraid of dying
Death is no loss to the dead
death IS A GAIn of freedom
I’m infatuated with death.
‘unfortunately she lost her life’
how can you be sure its actually an unfortunate event for her
how can you be sure its actually a loss for her
what if she had just gained something better, freedom maybe
by giving up on this cursed life
how about eternal silence. Solitude
really I hate that I’m here now
I feel dejected
I should be able to have a choice
Whats the point to all the hassles
Im fucking tired and pissed
I just want to sleeeeeeeee[;p[]
I don’t want to have to be here
i don’t wAnt your help or assistance
I don’t want anything
I don’t want this life and world anymore
i would rather it all just went away
so i wont have to deal with it
I don’t want to have to deal with anything anymore
I’m so sad and sinkingggg
I don’t want anything at all
Nothing
Just go away and allow me to sleep
because when I sleep I don’t feel any of these
I don’t desire anything
I don’t want to feel this way any more
I loathe your world
I don’t want to be part of it anymore
Its not love I need
its not companionship I need
Its NOTHING I NEED.
I’m overwhelmed with grief
A forlorn feeling of great lossssssss
I have already lost all
though I have no desire to gain it back,
None whatsoever
CHEERS TO A LONG DESERVING REST
Praying for strength for you to pull through. This too shall pass.....
DeleteAlot of people feel this way, i even question why i have kids to continue the miserable circle but sadly we were not given a choice so we have to embrace the world as we see it and make do with whatever we are given. Sending you hugs. We will get through this.
Delete@Anonymous 20:42 and @Anonymous 06:57, Please no matter what, do not kill yourself.
DeleteStella, Ifeanyi don get e own Range. Check Cuties.
ReplyDeleteSome thing on my mind.
ReplyDeleteTwo months ago, hubby said in his dream a woman came to him and told him I am planning to kill him.
Today, he said he dreamt another lady told him to ask me, that I am cheating on me.
I told him to pray against the dream as it is the schemes of a strange woman planning to scatter our marriage. Abi how una see am?
DULLapo, I see am say you dull well well. You no sabi wetin your horseband dey plan? Issokay.
DeleteVery soon you go understand.
Better quickly organize yourself and everything that concerns you very well.
Afi Nicodemus the dreamer buahahahahahahaha
May God Almighty deliver you from every evil Anon 20:47
DeleteTime to connect to Holy Ghost Service.
ReplyDeleteHave a blessed weekend everyone.
Thanks dearie...you too.
DeleteJust here watching TV with kids. And also sdking.
ReplyDeleteGood evening y'all. It's raining heavily here and all I am thinking of is the good old days when I was in the world. Omo I dey miss!π©π© I am tucked in bed, watching a movie. Make I try distract myself with some classic Ibu. The Lord is our muscle for tonight.π©π©
ReplyDeleteTGIF peeps.
ReplyDeletePls who knows about a group called life's table on FB,I'm about joining their weekly contribution, pls is it legit?? Thanks
I am on that group as well. But I haven't yet join their monthly contribution not because I don't trust them but because I no get money.
DeleteThe owner of that group has an integrity to maintain cos he has a payable career on Facebook and he wouldn't want to jeopardize it by dwindling people of their money.
When in this era now ordinary legit call out on social media can hunt him down...
I think you can even get his contact and address from him and then verify.
I hear they even borrow people correct car on little amount of money.
It is a very nice business concept if you ask me.
The guy is also a publisher , have published quite some books even children's books .
I visited an hausa woman friend she gave me something in powder form mixed with milk to drink, am back to my house pussy is on fire been dripping since I got home, am so wet don't know what to do πππππ to think she wants to test how effective it is which kind wahala be this now π♀️
ReplyDeleteHaaaaaa! which type of wahala is this, how will you allow someone to experiment with your body when you're not a lab rat. Sha don't let your p***y lead you astray, take care
DeleteKayamata now
DeleteOya go gum oga body ππ
I want this thing you drank for my wifeπ
DeleteSo her Pussy can be wet and on fire like yours.
Netflix is boring these days.
ReplyDeleteAnyone with idea of any nice and interesting movie on Netflix? I prefer action, comedy, thriller. No series please.
Try No good Nick. I'm currently watching that.
DeleteOh, u don't want series.
*walks away dejected)
Have you watched Boy erased, mudbound, homoculus, monster.
DeleteJust here angry because this iucd induced cramp won't freaking let me be!! Feel like pulling out the darned thing.
ReplyDeleteI'm paying my GP a visit tomorrow, I Don taya to dey swallow pain reliever before I develop drug-induced ulcer on top contraception. Mtscheew.
It'll get better,take pcm, you'll be fine. For me,the cramp stopped after a week π€
DeleteSorry about that dear... pls see em ASAP
DeleteChai its not easy. Pls see him
DeleteTrying hard not to cry .
ReplyDeleteI just don't understand Doctors.
When you ask them a question about drugs or treatment being given to you,they give vague answer and get annoyed if you press on.
How can you tell a married woman to avoid sex till further notice?I ask why and you said you don't want me to spoil what you are working on.
What exactly are you working on?
Welcome to Nigeria, some of them behave like God. That's why I prefer a private hospital where you can talk base on your money.
DeleteA doctor nearly killed a lady in my school, the lady had to threaten the doctor if anything happens to her that her parent will come for him not knowing she's not to take certain injection due to her health history
You know better, he's your doctor. Why did you schedule an appointment with him? (It's a rhetorical question.) As a married woman, if he tells you to avoid sex for a certain period of time in order not to spoil what he's working on, then stay off sex. Like I asked earlier, you know why you scheduled an appointment in the first place. You even mentioned drugs and treatment. If you were in perfect health, he won't have instructed such. Be patient. Health is wealth. Good luck!
DeletePlease dont cry ok...So sorry about how you feel. That was very unprofessional of him. Try and call him tomorrow to enquire more and tell him he can tell you whatever without being agressive. Ehugs
Deleteπ€π€π€sorry about that dearie
DeleteThat's crazy. I can't imagine visiting Nigerian doctors.
DeleteIt's actually pride and lack of professionalism thay makes Nigerian doctors do things this way.
In the UK you dare not tell a patient this. If you are not careful you may get struck off the medical register.
All doctors must tell you why they are administering any medication...what the medication will do and what the side effects are.
Cassie, no doctor has any right to withhold any information from his patient. He should have answered her questions. If I was the one, I would have kept pressing till he answered. Why won't u answer me?
DeleteYou people keep defending all these nonsense ppl do and that's why they will never change.
@Felicity,its a private hospital.
Delete@Cassie,I am in perfect health,it was check up and why can't he tell me what he is working on.
I had a miscarriage sept/Oct last yr and he said himself that it's one of those things that happens and can't be explained. the pregnancy just stop growing and I bled it all out without any evacuation although drugs was inserted in my vagina.I had my period immediately afterwards and he asked not to get pregnant till after three periods which we adhere to.
immediately I tested positive and pregnancy was declared viable,he placed me on injection.
I asked why cos I browse the injection and I saw that it was for cases that I don't have.two of my colleagues had miscarriages before having a live birth and they told me they were placed on that same injection cos of low cervix and weak cervix each but I had none.
The pregnancy has been smooth,yesterday being the last day of the injection,you asked to see me,,no scan was done ,you just ask me to lie down and press my stomach,you didnt check heartbeat (although I did a scan last month and the heartbeat is fine ).I asked if babies drink sperm and he was shocked that I was having sex,but you didnt tell me to stop?
@Pheonix,I was told to come for a urinary test this morning.i asked why, he said I ask too much questions.
@Eka,Thanks cos you understand what I am saying.
There isnt really much good hospitals here and he is one of the best in the state.
I thought about going to a government hospital but he is a consultant there and there is 90% chance that he will attend to me there.i got a contact at the teaching hospital, I called to ask about antenatal dates, I told the woman that my doctor placed me on injection, when I mentioned the injection, she said it shouldn't be if I am not having any complications. she ask about the hospital, as soon as I mentioned the doctor's name, she said oh,he is good so maybe he has his reason.
its been physically painful and emotionally draining to be on injection since Jan, my bum bum is hard and has lumps from the syringe,I just started taking it on my laps last month. I was excited that it is the last injection yesterday.Got home and just wanted to cry cos other than off and on pelvic pain and round ligament pain,I am having a stress less pregnancy period. I pay 3050 every Friday for the injection as its once a week.
@ Uzu Anwuli, I'm sorry for all the stress and pain. Please take heart. Like I said before, be patient. He has your best interest at heart. All the best. This time, you shall carry your baby to term and birth safely by God's grace. Good luck.
DeleteAlready on bed.Today was stressful plus preparing my baby's birthday.She will be one this weekend.
ReplyDeleteAwww happy birthday to her. Fun fun fun tomorrow
DeleteHappy Birthday to your baby girl in advanceπ₯°
DeleteHad the most aweful experience today. Boarded Keke with to school, dropped my kids on the way before I got to my own junction to alight, so while the kids dropped the Keke man was just murmuring that they are wasting his time so I had to defend them by telly him to calm down let them drop properly before in a bid to hurry, they faa inside a gutter or motor will hit them
ReplyDeleteAfter they dropped a little argument ensued between us and he kept on cursing me out...madam shut up and all....me I just alighted at the next thing he did is what I am still trying to forget.
When. I dropped I moved forward and he just passed me and spat straight on...I met pheaped a lot of saliva straight on ....right on my face....by the side on my face....plenty salizva..
It happened in a flash and he zoomed off....I was shocked and dumbfounded. I just kept moving like nothing happened, brought out wipes from my bag and started cleabcle my face.....this was me ooo going to work in the morning.
After a split second it occurred to me that I should have boarded another Keke immediately to chase after him...but this though came a tad bit too late.
I passed through a police post on my way to work and another thought came to go and register a complaint in the police Station but because of the timing , work and all I brushed it aside.
I think I can still remember his face vividly fight now
I just got to work, spoke in tongues, holy spirit encourage me and help me overcome everything today...
It was awful...things we see in the road just to earn a living.
Thanks for sharing my experience with me. I feel better. Any thoughts?
So sorry for the ugly incident, some Nigerians are messed up mentally, how will a normal person spit on some else's face
DeleteSorry about that ugly experience. When you get home, take your bathe. Use anointing oil and pray in it, used it to rub your face.
DeleteAnything he carries, will not affect you.
That is really bad spitting on someone. The guy is mad
Jeez! He shouldn't have spat on you. Sorry love. Please put the experience behind you. I hope you're better now? Take care.
DeleteI am so sorry you experienced that. π€π€π€. It'll get better and you'll receive double gain for your pain.
DeleteThe keke man is disgusting to say the least. Just forgive and forget.
DeleteSorry about your awful experience
DeletePele! I can imagine how you must have felt. God will surprise you with your own ride soon.
DeleteSo sorry dear. He will meet his Waterloo. God will provide a car for you sooner than you expect.
DeletePele. Don't take it to heart. I am glad you kept your temper and didn't react.
DeleteIt is well with you and your kids and family. Amen.
You should have slapped him.
DeleteAnyway, don’t dwell on it for long. He’s frustrated.
So sorry about your experience. That man went too farπ€π€π€
DeleteAwww so sorry dear. I am even livid here. What a nonsense thing he did. He was just plain stupid. I can imagine how you felt.
DeleteAwwwww, I feel your pain sisterπ€.
DeleteNo thoughts. I just feel your pain; having to endure such disrespect. Some people are just so filled with hate. So sorry.
DeleteSomething similar happened to me when I was around 7 or 8 years old (I'm female). My Mum left me and siblings in the car to grab something in either roadside or park or market in Aba. I rolled down the window at some point to peep out and some agbero spat heavy on my face. For no reason. It really traumatized me for a while. Very awful behavior, and an introduction to the rough world out there. It's lack of home training. This was in the nineties when Nigeria was normal. I cant imagine now. God bless mothers. .
DeleteSo awful, my goodness! sorry please
DeleteAwful experience but next time learn to ignore, this country is soooo hard and miserable that people are carrying out their frustration on anyone and everyone. For your sanity, you do not need to stoop to the level of a keke man by having an altercation infront of your kids. Clean up and pray. God will come through for you.
DeleteI really feel your pain madam. Especially since you could do nothing about it. In developed climes that guy would have been prosecuted, worse if he was caught on camera or CCTV. Because what he did was very dangerous and exposed you to harm. Especially now with diseases flying around like corona virus. Madam may God comfort you. Try to put it off your mind and receive God's peace. The wickedness these days.........
DeleteWonderful evening. I like that BEP asking questions. Lying on my bed. Just finished eating yam porridge with suya garnished on it and plenty green. My face is getting beautiful.
ReplyDeleteHave a good night everyone. Before you sleep, pray to God Almighty for protection and coverage. The devil is really working overtime. Using his fork to pick bodies while they sleep
@Yoriprincess, its called yam pottage. Porridge is oats, pap etc ❤
DeleteSome days, motherhood is so draining I wish to turn back time & be children free
ReplyDeleteYes it definitely can be draining if you don’t have good support around you so you can rest/sleep well. I bet you if you turn back time and you no get kids, you won’t be saying this oo. Na prayer and fasting you go dey do for God to give you children. So be thankful please. And always take care of yourself and your mental health. Its very important. It’s worth it but it is a lot of work. Get a nanny if you can.
DeleteI am just here with baby Sterling,nothing much.am still praying to God ,i wnt a denewment between hubby nd i..God pls do nd let the glory go back to u..over to nolly scripts writers brb
ReplyDeleteDear Stella,
ReplyDeleteI just want to let u know what u make me do for love,thank u for connecting us together.
G, loving u has really changed my world.At times,I wonder if Stella knew wat she has done to "us".Stella u make us fall in love that we both scare of letting go of ourselves!G,be calm,ok?I am not gonna leave u but love u more.Thanks for ur love,care n understanding especially wen we start our "drama".I love u my all in one!
Awwww. I love love ehnnnn πππππ
DeleteMay everything go well with your relationship.
Amen.Thanks Anon09:59
DeleteAwwwwwww
DeleteMy daughter always disturb me to buy a car. I Understand her anyway.i never reach I won't lie.i told her to pray about it and she said Jesus refused to answer.π I don't know what to tell her again.
ReplyDeleteChildren! πππππ
DeleteTell her that Jesus didn't refuse to answer, but will answer at the right time. Anon 23:46 I pray God answers your prayers soonest and prosper you on every side.
Tell her that GOD is faithful
DeleteGod will give you a car in Jesus'Name.
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