STAND ALONE NARRATIVE
THE DREAM THAT CHANGED IT ALL
Dear Stella,
I have been a blog visitor since 2014 when I returned briefly to Nigeria, and we have spoken on the phone once regarding a family issue (remember?) anyway, straight to the point i would like to share an experience I had in life, a very vivid experience that has lived with me since 2011. Please read carefully dearest Bvs.
I went to a Federal girls high school so it was normal to become a part of the lesbian group. This started in my SS1. We had a click back then in school and it all seemed normal, I personally didn't see any thing wrong in it and I was damn too goooooddd!!!. I enjoyed every bit of the experience from high school up to graduation from college. This was back in Nigeria. After school, I moved to Abuja in my quest for a better future, lived with aunties so I really didn't explore so much as I had a curfew and so much limitations so I couldn't make much friends nor party as hard.
After my youth service, I wanted to leave the country badly; I didn't have any means as I had no connection with anyone outside Nigeria; I stayed 10months at home doing nothing. I didn't even want to apply for jobs as I wanted by any means to leave the country and still I didn't know how.
I grew up in a catholic home; block rosary, legion of Mary, Rosa mystical, 13th congress, name it, I attended all; this is to tell you how deep our catholic faith is and yes my parents are knights. So it wasn't anything I learnt from home and oh in addition, during college I had a threesome with a couple, an experience I feel deeply sad about till date.
The only thing I know how to do well during challenges is to seek the face of God "wholeheartedly ". In august or September 2011 , I joined in the ODM last quarter of the year fasting for 21 days 6am-6pm, my intention was that God should take me out of Nigeria, somehow, anyhow. Remember I had no job; so I wake up every morning,pray, sleep, pray, sleep, take a shower and eat at 6pm. That was the routine.
Few weeks after I began my fast, a friend of mine called me and asked me to put my CV together that he was coming by in the evening collect it (he mentioned how he did a friend a favour and this friend wants to return the favour by granting a job to any friend of his friends that needed one; this friend of his works at the ministry of foreign affairs). I reluctantly went by a business center(it was a very hot afternoon) and made a copy of my CV. He came by in the evening as promised and picked it up.
The next day, my fast continued. If you lived /live in Abuja, you would know how HOT the weather can get .... I was, as usual, taking an afternoon nap, no power, it was so hot!!.. and I had this dream, a very vivid dream I can never forget. My kind of person, I hardly ever remember my dreams; once I open my eyes in the morning it's gone. But for 8years; this particular one has refused to erase from my memory. I still visualise it as I type this story.
It was a s#x competition.....Lesbian s#x......the best person would be awarded.......
Mind you in real life everyone I had fvck always would tell me how good I was, married, single even the couple I had a threesome with...so I know I still had it
Back to the dream...... I was to fvck two girls and this other competitor was to fuck the same girls and the girls would rate whose was the best.. the process was like a swap kinda thing, it was held in an open compound with just a gate that led to the exit. Two beds were placed at the center of the compound, we had people cheering us up; so it wasn't like a bedroom kinda experience.
We went to work, I fvck, licked, svcked, fingered, did everything...... at the end of the exercise , I had a 95% score, I won!!!... I was issued a certificate of excellence, was happy, but on a closer look at the certificate i noticed my last name was spelt wrongly (For instance they spelt Arungungwo instead of Arungungu; not real names) . I went to the top lady and told her to correct it that if I deserved an award, I also deserved to have my name spelt out boldly and correctly.. she refused and said there was nothing that could be done about it, I was upset and tore the certificate into shreds and bragged that I didn't need a certificate to prove my worth after all, I left the shreds in that compound and walked out through the gate.... immediately I woke up from my sleep.
Not more than 5mins, my phone rang, it was my friend that picked up my CV. First question he asked me was "Arungungu what did you do.", I was like, how do you mean?, but then he noticed the fear and worry from my voice and asked if everything was okay, I narrated my dream to him. He asked if I was a lesbian, I told him yes. He warned me to desist from it from then onwards that, that was my deliverance. He said to imagine if I had accepted that certificate regardless or if they had corrected my last name as I wanted them to, that would have been my initiation into the spiritual realm of lesbianism and letting go would have been a battle.
He added that he took several other CVs to his friend, after his friend glanced through all the CVs, he picked mine up and said he was going to work with mine.( this was my miracle, my deliverance and my ticket to leave Nigeria).
Stella, BVs, I have thought about this dream severally and tried to analyze it from different perception. I am not a dreamer neither do I interpret dreams; in fact, I would gladly welcome any food served in my dream and not think anything of it)
So this is what I deduced from it; as I was in my dream battling out spiritually with this demonic act that engulfed me, my breakthrough was happening in the real life. As that man was going through every other CV, the devil was waiting to see if I would accept that certificate regardless of any error (I am crying right now, we don't even realize what God does for us), there was just a "thin line" right there, the moment he could have skipped my CV and picked another one and the moment I tore that certificate and walked out. Indeed the physical and spiritual realm are in synchronicity.
I changed my prayer point from then onwards and started thanking God for deliverance. He had delivered me from the spirit of lesbianism and also granted me a job outside Nigeria, I promised Him I was never going back to that life anymore. Initially it was difficult but with time I have learnt to avoid a few friends that indulge in It and also avoided situations that could lead to it.
Dear BVs, I have been there, trust me, lesbianism is a thing of the mind. You have to speak to it and tell it, it's wrong!.. it's demonic!.. it can be stopped most importantly..
Before now I would see a girl with well rounded big boobs and instantly get wet or chat her up on SM just to get close. I LOVED BOOBS you know how the ladies would lie in a crossed position and lock their vagina together?, that was on a casual day exercise. it would drive up the pleasure to my brain and I would feel good... but now, I don't even have a single feeling for large boobs no matter how sexy. I prayed sha o... The Holy Spirit helped me but I was more determined to keep my promise to God as it wasn't something I intended to take lightly.
Stella, BVs, I am not a preacher but I know my stand in God. If you want something from God, go into fast, I have done three days dry fasting, no water, I have done 40 days 6am to 6pm, lesbianism is no food and it could hinder a lot of Gods blessings coming your way. I understand sin is sin but hey, are we going to remain in sin for grace to abound?, I like to always challenge God whenever I need a favour from him. You know , quit sex, quit homosexuality, quit lying, quit threesome, quit stealing, quit smoking, quit watching porn, there is always something to stage with. We have all got bad habits, no one is perfect but His mercy his so overwhelming and awesome. Gradually you will notice that with time you would have quit all the bad behaviours,be in good standing with God and most importantly His abundant blessings overwhelm you.
Looking back where I used to be I can proudly say He has blessed me so much and made me a better human being. we are going to give an account someday and always remember that all these, all these designers, all the beauties of this world are all vanity and a chase after the wind.
If the devil could take Jesus Christ up to the mountain and showed him the entire world, and bragged " the all belonged to him" and he would give them to Jesus Christ if He bowed down to him.😂😂( so funny right?)... that is to tell you that indeed, that guy is doing a good job at deceiving us and diverting our attention from the price(eternal life).
I hope this experience serves as a lesson to someone at least. I have been 7 years clean, I am still a huge work in progress, but I am getting somewhere.
Please no one should come for me abeg, I no get power.
Love you all so much😘.
Stella, BVs, I have thought about this dream severally and tried to analyze it from different perception. I am not a dreamer neither do I interpret dreams; in fact, I would gladly welcome any food served in my dream and not think anything of it)
So this is what I deduced from it; as I was in my dream battling out spiritually with this demonic act that engulfed me, my breakthrough was happening in the real life. As that man was going through every other CV, the devil was waiting to see if I would accept that certificate regardless of any error (I am crying right now, we don't even realize what God does for us), there was just a "thin line" right there, the moment he could have skipped my CV and picked another one and the moment I tore that certificate and walked out. Indeed the physical and spiritual realm are in synchronicity.
I changed my prayer point from then onwards and started thanking God for deliverance. He had delivered me from the spirit of lesbianism and also granted me a job outside Nigeria, I promised Him I was never going back to that life anymore. Initially it was difficult but with time I have learnt to avoid a few friends that indulge in It and also avoided situations that could lead to it.
Dear BVs, I have been there, trust me, lesbianism is a thing of the mind. You have to speak to it and tell it, it's wrong!.. it's demonic!.. it can be stopped most importantly..
Before now I would see a girl with well rounded big boobs and instantly get wet or chat her up on SM just to get close. I LOVED BOOBS you know how the ladies would lie in a crossed position and lock their vagina together?, that was on a casual day exercise. it would drive up the pleasure to my brain and I would feel good... but now, I don't even have a single feeling for large boobs no matter how sexy. I prayed sha o... The Holy Spirit helped me but I was more determined to keep my promise to God as it wasn't something I intended to take lightly.
Stella, BVs, I am not a preacher but I know my stand in God. If you want something from God, go into fast, I have done three days dry fasting, no water, I have done 40 days 6am to 6pm, lesbianism is no food and it could hinder a lot of Gods blessings coming your way. I understand sin is sin but hey, are we going to remain in sin for grace to abound?, I like to always challenge God whenever I need a favour from him. You know , quit sex, quit homosexuality, quit lying, quit threesome, quit stealing, quit smoking, quit watching porn, there is always something to stage with. We have all got bad habits, no one is perfect but His mercy his so overwhelming and awesome. Gradually you will notice that with time you would have quit all the bad behaviours,be in good standing with God and most importantly His abundant blessings overwhelm you.
Looking back where I used to be I can proudly say He has blessed me so much and made me a better human being. we are going to give an account someday and always remember that all these, all these designers, all the beauties of this world are all vanity and a chase after the wind.
If the devil could take Jesus Christ up to the mountain and showed him the entire world, and bragged " the all belonged to him" and he would give them to Jesus Christ if He bowed down to him.😂😂( so funny right?)... that is to tell you that indeed, that guy is doing a good job at deceiving us and diverting our attention from the price(eternal life).
I hope this experience serves as a lesson to someone at least. I have been 7 years clean, I am still a huge work in progress, but I am getting somewhere.
Please no one should come for me abeg, I no get power.
Love you all so much😘.
*WOW what a Narrative...What a dream!!!..Congrats on your being clean!!...Here is hoping someone stops theirs after reading this...
Thanks for this.
ReplyDeletei have been trying to free myself from masturbation.
i will take your advice and go into fasting.
It's your body. Enjoy it. Where did you see Bible say don't touch yourself
DeleteThank God for your life poster.
DeleteMe too, God has helped me truly to eb free from Masturbation. it takes great will power and God too.
DeletePoster lesbianism wasn't normal in Feddy schools. But female LOVER (mustn't involve sex) was NORMAL. Different schools had different names for it: Choco, supe, uso etc
DeleteSome took theirs DEEP and were feeling themselves like you and your friends. Some just ended theirs in the FIRST LOVE feelings; buying birthday/ valentine gifts and doing friday night sleep overs and gist.
I am explaining this to clear out that you saying it was normal wasn't totally out of place because we had something close that was normal.
I am happy you got deliverance. I am still so INDIFFERENT on this issue. My reason for believing it's wrong is because I am a deep Christian and I don't joke with God. That's my ONLY reason for not wanting to say it's ok.
But deep within me I don't judge people that indulge in it; neither do I encourage it. It is one of those things we will find out in the end of time why it is wrong.
If your spirit convinces you it is the cause of your setbacks; please stop.
I wonder why many people who practice it abroad don't experience setbacks too like Ellen.
I am not encouraging it o. Just thinking out because I had a Choco way back too. We never did lesbianism; but we loved our selves. We still talk. She's married sef. We still love and care for each other; but we don't do this stuff. Maybe it's because of that love that I tend to be sympathetic with lesbian/gay people. I don't know. She will always tell me she wishes one of us were a man we could marry and we laugh. But it's true and real just sex aside. So me I don't know
Goodluck on your deliverance journey
Looks you went to FGGC Owerri....and you are right lesbianism certainly wasn't normal or common place...or even accepted. There were close friendships that did not involve sex at all@!
DeleteOr F.G.G.C Abuloma, plenty chokorising with or without the sexual undertone was present
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DeleteWhy can’t a dream just be a dream abeg. I stopped reading at ‘that was my deliverance.’ What does lesbianism have to do with success in life? How bout abroad how many lesbians and gay guys are successful? Sam Smith nko? Nigerians like adding meaning to stuff. Dreams are psychological my dear. break through, miracle, deliverance, grace, star, tithe, first fruit, when people mention those things I check out of the convo, it’s like they are talking to the air. Please we are begging wake up Nigeria.
Deletewooh! thank God for your deliverance.
ReplyDeleteBeautiful narrative, poster, thanks for sharing this.
DeleteOh well... Congratulations!!!
ReplyDeleteGood you changed. Congrats on the job. I also went to Federal girls school and I believe the lesbian thing is a thing of the mind,you can't be forced into it unless you want to
ReplyDeleteExactly.I also went to a Federal girls school and even there,lesbianism was not a normal thing.
DeleteYou can be pressured into it. During my high school days, having a school mother/daughter was the starter pack..then it graduated to friends and lovers.
DeleteIn my own school, at the time I was there ,it was the exception and not the rule and the few people who where involved were ostracized till date. I am happy you have been delivered. May God deliver us from whatever vices we may have.
DeleteThat's what I typed down too, I attended an all girls federal school too and I never found lesbianism normal or alluring.
DeleteIt was even like a bad tag then if you were suspected to be a lesbian.
I actually had an issue with poster's comment that lesbianism is a normal thing in FGGCS.Please its not o..infact you were ridiculed,mocked and even reported sometimes if caught in the act.In my own school then we liked boys die!When they are visiting for one activity or the other we would be excited so please dont generalise.
DeleteIm equally happy for your deliverance and breakthrough,I can also attest to the fact that if you are seeking God's intervention in something you can try him with fasting cos it works.
Sorry guys I meant normal thing amongst my click of friends.. forgive my misleading statement pls
DeleteGod bless you for sharing this
ReplyDeleteQuite inspirational,your testimony is worth tapping into
ReplyDeleteWow...
DeleteHonestly, really inspiring.
"... God should take me out of Nigeria, somehow,anyhow..."
And HE sure did!
I honestly need this kind of miracle, got an offer for MSc at Cranfield University, was hoping Chevening Scholarship will scale through but alas,I wasn't successful.
Dear God, I don't know how you will do it but I know you can.
Somehow, anyhow just provide a means for me. Above all may your will be done.
Amen!
Nna fuckrukwagi iha gbagoweagbago in flavors voice
ReplyDeleteKey word: Love Big Boobs! U go girl! 😉😚
ReplyDeleteKelvin Dat Edo Boi (Stellz Cousin)
You just don't know when to be still do you? Everything is not a joke
DeleteWhen they abuse you now, you will be writing lame comebacks
DeleteShe's delivereth! Praise God 👐
ReplyDeleteMy sister is still into this disgusting act. Spits
ReplyDeleteLol. When they have their own dream they will stop. Lesbian just became first black female major of Chicago. Many gay people have experienced great success so saying God will start working for you after you leave....doesn't factor.
ReplyDeleteThe devil has his own "blessings" too but guess what, it's filled with pain and destruction. Don't be deceived.
DeleteThank God for you.
ReplyDeleteCongratulations
ReplyDeleteMay it remain permanent
She didn't tell us if she got the job.
ReplyDeleteI did..he got me a contract with the ministry that took me out of the country.
DeleteThankGod u didn't accept d award for d best kpekus licker n fingerer in dreamland.
ReplyDeleteBlackey
DeleteYa bed breaking disciples don dey move in droves 😁😁😁😁
Lesbianism my sister thank God for your life.
ReplyDeleteIn school I was surrounded by lesbians, these girls were much older than me but they gladly accepted me as their friends . I was so tiny in my year 1 then at 16 but my click were in their 20s. How I never tried the lesbian thing till today is amazing. Much later I found out they were lesbians but I had already accepted them as my friends nd allowed them live their lives. Today they are married, if they still practice I have no idea.
God loves me oo many wrong doors he closed for me during my growing up days. Bisexual thing, married men always disturbing my peace, even Pastors tried their luck but I never gave in to any. Even once I attempted smoking cos I had a friend then who was greatly feared so most times when i hang out with him he tries to get me on their substance abuse but God pulled me away from that crowd immediately.
I know a lot about life experiences today not because I did them but because I hanged around people that were involved in so many of them. They are not bad people but they just got pulled in and find it hard to stop and pull away. it is well.
bonita bonita you want to join epistle gang people.
DeleteYou can still visualise it, the boob's and scissors position? wow babe! u still need more deliverance. haven't you seen successful gay people? African's always attaching everything to devil. wish u luck
ReplyDeletebankz
Successful gay people yeah but what about eternal life?, the meaning of Lucifer is "bearer of light", and Jesus Christ also is the way, the truth and the light.. we all need to Holy Spirit to help us differentiate whose light shineth upon us. Even ritualists are successful too.. yes we are all a work in progress, more deliverance yes, I will accept it so long as it keep me on the narrow way 😜. God help us!.
DeleteSo because they are successful means that God is clapping for them while they engage in the act. World people always equating success to approval from God.
DeleteShe pointed out that she's still a work in progress didn't she?
DeleteThere are successful gay people I know but is that what one should then base the path to success on? that the devil had the best voice amongst the angels and therefore equated himself as God... Will you call him to sing at your wedding? The same abortion babes do and go scot free, marry and give birth to babies is what another will do, lose her womb or even die no be so? Everyone's path in life is different, she recognized hers early and won the battle. Most people ignore and are still stagnate and breeding mosquitoes.
There's a big life lesson in what she wrote. It might not be same sex sin that a reader may be battling with but there are other sins that they might be struggling with and she gave an insight on the way out.
Everything is not the devil, sometimes we are our own devil and our actions can make us lose out on God's blessings.
Thank you Anon 16:35.
DeleteSome people still dont get it.
16:18 read your Bible there is no hell. Only Christian's taljnof hell. The Jews that started the whole thing don't talk of hell. What we think Jesus is calling hell was actually a place in israel
DeleteDear Ralu m, thank you for speaking my mind,the truth and coming to my defence. I stated that I didnt have power for those kinda argument about this post, she can say or call me anything she likes, I dont care. What i care most about is what God thinks of me. Thank you for coming to my defence
DeleteHeaven is real. Hell is real. Best err on the side of caution.
DeleteErring on side of caution is not faith or belief . Read it. Research it and live your life based on what u know to be true. Not what you've heard all your life
DeleteWOW!! I'm so glad for your deliverance/ testimony.
ReplyDeleteI pray also that as many as are battling such demonic acts will receive the grace to be free through Christ in Jesus name..
Cheers..
To God be the glory. I bless God for your life.
ReplyDeleteThank God for your life and you really inspired me with your post.I have some sins I am equally battling it and I pray that the Almighty God will deliver me.Thanks for sharing,
ReplyDeleteThat was a good one. Thank God you are delivered.
ReplyDeleteThank God for your deliverance
ReplyDeleteThe way you wrote this with all relish ehn...you never stop o. You loved it. I am not a religious person so i am not going to come from "its a sin or its demonic" angle. I just know its a habit. To me you are no different from a heterosexual girls who do 3some and 4somes and jump from the top of a wardrobe or differnt dicks.
ReplyDeleteDont beat yourself so much biko.
I have stopped dear, I had to come real at telling this story hence the picture I created. I havent done any wardrobe hanging or lying upside down sex before; maybe you'll teach me after I am married. I loved it, but that's not who I am now. I dont care what you see me as ,but I know where I am headed and who I am to my Creator, that's most important!!..i am not beating myself up ok, I have only been celibate for 7months so i still had sex... but not the leabian thing or threesome, foursome... I am not judging you or anyone, I told my story.... I am not perfect but please do not judge me yet.
DeleteI am just saying there is absolutely nothing wrong with you. Most women are wired to be bisexual its just that many never tried it. But those who di try it and love it are not demon influenced just for it. I will be the last person on this blog to judge you my dear. I just want you to know you are not different from any other girl who sleeps with men. Your body had a need and you stisfied it. I dont understand why everything is linked to demons and pitch people's conscience as worse sinners.
DeleteSee poster, your sin is still premarrital sex wether with a man or woman.
Please Sapphire no vex but can you shed light on this wardrobe sturvs?
DeleteMost women are NOT wired to be bisexual. Saphire, stop projecting yourself onto "most women" and speak just for yourself biko.
DeletePoster, congrats.
Thank God for your deliverance. One thing I know is that God answers prayers irrespective of you are, so long as you seek his face diligently he will never forsake you. Glad you got what you desired for. I hope to leave this country soon too. Amen
ReplyDeleteplease what is dry fasting
ReplyDelete25 hours no food or drink?
And how do you go about the praying and fasting
I’m really bad with fasting but I want to learn. I also want to learn if anyone has tips for bible reading eg if I want to read one Old Testament, one New Testament
I’d like some tips please. Thank you
Dry fasting means no food, no water.
DeleteRegular fasting; no food but drinks water
Fruit fasting: only fruits/uncooked vegetables e.g carrots etc. E.g. Daniel chapter 10 (also chapter 1 to 2)
Scriptures that can help you: 1 Timothy 6:8-16, Matthew 4, Luke chapter 4, 1 Corinthians. 8:8
2 Chronicles 7:14, Acts 13:1-6, Esther chapters 2-6,
Gordon Lindsay's book on Biblical prayer and fasting can be of help in learning.
Other helpful books: Beauty for ashes.
Anon 16:07 .. yes dear, I fasted for 3days with no food and water. In those days I also added trecking to church (about 25-30mins walk). By the third day I was a shadow of myself,I was shacking but it put me in a better spirit at communicating with God. I used the ODM during this process, my bible, my rosary(I'm a catholic), I even added the gethsemane hour prayer (a prayer Catholics say from 11pm to 3am on thurdays esp during lent), divine mercy, watched Christian stations and went to church often times just kneel and have a conversation with God (not prayers) as I always imagine us conversing and any response I get in my brain I carry on with that response😂. No pastor directed me on these as I always believe the only thing between us and our miracle is our knees..go down on them and cry out to your Father; He always listens.. goodluck hun.
DeleteShaking&*
DeleteI’m also catholic. Thanks for telling me about the Gethsemane prayer. Will endeavour to resume praying the rosary again. Many thanks
DeleteAlso thank you to the other anon that recommended the bible verses. Really appreciate the replies. Blessings to you all 🙌🏽
Anon 19:04, you felt closer to God because you were near death lol. Jesus defended his apostles when they were accused of not fasting. The greatest commandment is love. So you can fast and trek all you like but if you cannot love as Jesus commanded then you're on the wrong path.
DeleteThank God for sharing,I was almost initiated too but the thought of my mother always telling me to remember whose child I was.Thank you for the tips on fasting and prayers.
DeleteAnon 22:31 Near death?, did any of my write up suggest I was near death?, far from it dear.. yes love is the greatest commandment and to the best of my ability, I practice that.my fasting wasnt even intended to help me stop the lesbian act, it was for God to take me out of Nigeria but I guess He wanted me to give up that act which He revealed in the dream and my victory was evident. I wasnt near death o biko.. dont know where you got that from.
DeleteThank God for deliverance
ReplyDeleteGod is real ,deliverance is certain only for those who will acknowledged and forsake their sins.thank God for your like
ReplyDeleteThank God for your life. Shall we continue in sin that grace may abound? God forbid. He who have ears, let him hear what the spirit is saying, one day, that cover that grace gives may not be there what then will you do?
ReplyDeleteMay your testimony be permanent in Jesus name.
Amen..thank you Ralu m.. always love to read from you.
DeleteMy sister is into this big time and I plan disgracing her and that her Benin friend soon
ReplyDeleteThat is not the best approach.
DeleteDisgracing them on what basis? I'm sure your own life is filled with filth. Pray for your sister or leave her be.
DeleteWow indeed you had an encounter with the master Jesus.
ReplyDeleteIt's a demonic act,while praying in church one of the members walked up to me told me to my face to stop the act,I just came to visit warri then I attended the church,and I am a very secretive person so I was shocked.....
ReplyDeleteGrowing up tho I was abused severely so can't even tell how I started it,remember we were three always in the act,we were in primary school then,lost both of them God rest their souls....
It was after that church service I knew I had to stop that life. my life now is a testimony of his grace... parents learn to be your kids best friends,let them confidently tell u anything,so many kids don't recover from these evil convenant.
You wrote something that has really inspired me. God bless you dearie
ReplyDeleteGod bless you too Millionaire 😊
DeleteComplete your story so how did you travel out. And did you sleep with any man during your lesbian years
ReplyDeleteHe guy at MFA got me a contract with the ministry that took me out of the country. Yes I was bisexual.
Deletei am jst thinking how easy it will be to contract Hiv
ReplyDeleteAll of una wey dey fork horseback and wife join, make una dey fork o. Carry ekwensu padlock 🔐 lock every of una doors come dey argue. Toto choppers dey chop dey go o.
ReplyDeleteThank God for your life.
ReplyDeleteThank you poster
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ReplyDeleteBest Chronicle so far. I tap into your testimony. I am a man and I have just started masturbation and porn watching.
I am married but work away from home. So, whenever my wife misbehaves or denies me sex, I resort to to masturbation.
The worst that just happened is that i just met a lady that is ready to do anything to have me. But I have a serious battle in my spirit about all these things because i know that the cleaner your spirit is, the stronger you are spiritually which in turn will give you physical victories.
Whether we believe it or not, we live in the world of power.
Your story has touched a life today. Thank you,sister.
😊😊 you're welcome...
DeleteYou're very correct. If you really want to connect with God, you'd have to settle with your conscience. If you notice, whenever we do something bad, even if no one sees us, our conscience pricks us. I pray your deliverance is permanent. No matter how many people does bad, it doesn't change good from being what it is.
DeleteThank God for your deliverance.
ReplyDeleteI learnt alot from this narrative.
God bless you
I'm happy for you, dear. It's my prayer that your deliverance be permanent, in Jesus name. Amen.
ReplyDeleteAmen..thanks dear
DeleteBia SDK this is the kind of Chronicle you should be posting, the ones that could touch peoples lives and cause a change. But I also noticed that all them commenters have disappeared. After how many hours of posting this chronicle look at the number of comments so far....smh. now I know and conclude that all them women that are always screaming 'give me head' 'the guy sabi wash plate wella' etc are all closet lesbians period. Them full the blog wella. Jisienu Ike. Make una no go seek deliverance.
ReplyDeleteSame way I am battling with pornography. My life is at a standstill. Deliver me, oh lord for I am tired.
ReplyDeleteHe will dear. Put something at stake ,keep your own bargain and watch Him do his amazing work..goodluck
DeleteI went to an all girls school and no lesbianism wasn't a normal thing.
ReplyDeleteI am the poster, I actually meant it was a normal thing amongst my click of friends then.. I apologize for the misleading message.
DeletePoster if deliverance is permanent in Jesus name.amen
ReplyDeleteI thank God for d salvation of your soul,May his name be praise forever
ReplyDeleteThe most important thing in this Chronicle is that you got the job and your life has changed for the best!
ReplyDeleteForget all these stories!Meanwhile,there are successful people in the LGBTQ community.
You were a fake lesbian,hence all these yeye talk.Real lesbians dont just become straight overnight....
Enjoy your new job!!
Hail the *real* lesbians! May you also get delivered i.e. assuming you want to.
DeleteFuck is fuck is nwanne so far it's pleasurable to both parties no big deal.
ReplyDeleteThank God for this kind of chronicles. These are the kind of reasonable chronicles we want to read not the sexually explicit one rated age 21 or boyfriend and girlfriend wahala. For some of us battling any kind of secretive sin, I pray God will deliver us. Things are really happening. I can't imagine being moved by a lady's breast when I have it on my chest. Somethings are truly demonic.
ReplyDeleteI can't imagine kissing a woman. Tueh! Lesbians you guyz are really trying ooo! There's nothing like Amu ooooo, ehen! I can't deal biko.
ReplyDeleteTo God be the glory
ReplyDeleteInsightful chronicle. Poster thanks for sharing. May God continue to help each and every one of us to be victorious in every secret or open battle we are in.
ReplyDeleteI was also into this started from Sec school stopped after Sec school and I totally agree it's demonic when I had a heart break sometimes I feel like it should go back to it but something tells me if I do I will be ruined so I wave it off...May God help me not to go back into such..
ReplyDeleteBest chronicle so far
ReplyDeleteThis is a very inspiring chronicle.Just remain strong in the Lord and never go back to that lifestyle;the salvation of ur soul is worth far more than all these pleasures and worldly definition of "accomplished".
ReplyDeleteBut Lesbianism was never normal in Federal girls college;at least not the one I went to which was;by d way;in one of the most corrupt cities in Nigeria.There were lesbians;but I can still recall a good no of us then looking forward to every opportunity to mingle with our male sec skl counterparts. Even as an naive JSS1 girl;I always knew it was out of place for one useless Senior in SS2 giving me Val gift & sending me love notes to spend d nyt at her dorm and eventually punishing me shege that term when I failed to comply to all her advances.Na evil spirit finally..Well done sis.God's got u!
Enter your comment...Will i call myself a lesbian now because i still feel so bad when i think about it.When i see my partner then,i am reminded so i had to cut her off.Yes we hugged real close,slept in the same bed,No sex,no mouth to mouth kisses but cheek peeks present.She also had richer parents so we exchanged gifts well.I still feel so bad and pray that no one still has that memory of me in secondary school.People called us lovers then.I guess i was a lesbian.And this happened when i was in ss3,my testimony would have been complete😥😥😥I still feel so bad.I can't forgive myself
ReplyDeleteLMAO!!!
DeleteWhat do we call you now? Overreacting or what? You didn't sex her so how are you now a lesbian? O ga oo
Guess you still yearn for the do that's why you feeling guilty.
Majority of us in feddy had girl lovers but didn't have sex. So we are all now lesbians abi?
Abeg drink water and face front. Real lesbians know themselves and are bold with what they want.
Be keeping enemity with someone for nothing. Why not speak to her as an adult and u guys laugh it away. You will be shocked how it feels like nothing.
Please don't call o if within you fingering her is hungrying you abeg. Bye!
Poster welldone! You're an inspiration!!! People did you see what I'm seeing??? Poster did not run from one church to another or from one pastor to another. She stayed in her church Catholic oooo not pentecostal, do you know that she got her prayers answered, just on her knees by herself. What a great faith in God even inspight of her sins God heard her and granted her her heart's desire. People seek God for yourselves una no go hear. Thank you poster for sharing. May you be blessed more for this evangelism, yes that's what I see here, Evangelism(Igbasa Ozi Oma).
ReplyDeletePoster, thanks for sharing your story. I rejoice with you.
ReplyDeleteI pray that God will continue to keep you in all your ways. In all that you do, continue to put Him first and He will make your path straight. He has wiped the slate clean and your past sin is forever gone, never dwell on it again. You are a new creature in Christ.
As you are now in a more structured environment overseas, make the best use of it - start planning for the future, savings, investments, pensions (tax benefits) etc.
Goods grace is sufficient for us all.
ReplyDeleteThanks for sharing poster. Quite inspiring. Indeed, there's nothing God cannot do.
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