Hello Stella, thank you for touching lives with your blog.
I got married last year and I have been TTC since then. When the TTC prayer was posted, i didn't participate fully because we were on our 40 days fasting for Easter. My thought was that after this fasting, God will surely answer my prayer. I never knew His thought and plans for us are different. As the months went by, my period kept coming.
I told myself do not fret. Keep on praying. I searched for the TTC prayer, copied it and also with litany to Saint Rita and the prayers after it. I started the fasting and prayer early July, with the hope that period will never show it ugly face because i prayed like i have never prayed before.
To my astonishment, my period decided to show it ugly face o.
I was devastated. I told myself the battle is not over. I went straight to church, knelt down in front of the blessed sacrament and cried my eyes out. I questioned God. I told him he should not forsake me a poor sinner.
I reminded Him of what He did for Hannah in the Bible, that my case should not be different. Also, i reminded of His word in Matthew 7 vs 7-11,that we should ask and it shall be granted. I wiped my tears and handed everything over to Him. I said let your will be done in my womb, my Lord and my God.
In the month of August, my husband and I went for counselling and our Priest gave us prayer point and he told us to attend morning Mass everyday. During the period we were praying, i was telling God your will be done in my womb. To God be the glory, period never came.
I tested with pregnancy strip and i got my BFN.I will carry my baby to full term through Christ our Lord Amen. Baby dust to you. Silent bv.
READ THE TTC PRAYER POINT POST HERE